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April 21
April 21
Poojya Babaji Ammaji
Babaji, Aaj mainai aapko supnai mein dekha!
Last time I saw you was on April 1st, 2022 and before that a very long time ago.
I saw that you were riding your bike on some very hilly mountain to go and take care of some baby. It was very far and I began worrying how you could possibly get there. But finally you did and I took a sigh of relief. But then how would you get back? And you did, safe and sound. I saw myself clapping and happy to see you back. You said you hit two people on bikes :)
Then I woke up but had a continuation of this when I went back to sleep. I think you wanted to write to someone on WhatsApp to let you know if there was a baby closer to home who needed care. You always loved children. You loved us. So this dream had substance and close to how you were, so caring and not thinking of your own welfare.
I woke up with a smile and am still smiling. I know you are still near by looking after me and showering me with your love that I do not deserve. I was a bit distressed yesterday and perhaps you wanted to reassure me. I choose to believe this. I only wish, Ammaji, that I saw you too. I wish I could write to you and tell you I saw Babaji in my dream.
The words in your letters pain me still. My heart hurts when I read them.
If only...
I miss you both very much.
Miss Papa Mummy...
Miss Tauji and Chachaji...
Perhaps we will meet again some day when my time comes.
Hoping...
Love you very much
Aapki Gudya
Babaji, Aaj mainai aapko supnai mein dekha!
Last time I saw you was on April 1st, 2022 and before that a very long time ago.
I saw that you were riding your bike on some very hilly mountain to go and take care of some baby. It was very far and I began worrying how you could possibly get there. But finally you did and I took a sigh of relief. But then how would you get back? And you did, safe and sound. I saw myself clapping and happy to see you back. You said you hit two people on bikes :)
Then I woke up but had a continuation of this when I went back to sleep. I think you wanted to write to someone on WhatsApp to let you know if there was a baby closer to home who needed care. You always loved children. You loved us. So this dream had substance and close to how you were, so caring and not thinking of your own welfare.
I woke up with a smile and am still smiling. I know you are still near by looking after me and showering me with your love that I do not deserve. I was a bit distressed yesterday and perhaps you wanted to reassure me. I choose to believe this. I only wish, Ammaji, that I saw you too. I wish I could write to you and tell you I saw Babaji in my dream.
The words in your letters pain me still. My heart hurts when I read them.
If only...
I miss you both very much.
Miss Papa Mummy...
Miss Tauji and Chachaji...
Perhaps we will meet again some day when my time comes.
Hoping...
Love you very much
Aapki Gudya