Oh where do I begin...
I believe I will start at the beginning. When Eddie came into Susan's life I was instantly a fan. He was always kind, respectful and loving. I knew he was the 'one' and hoped Susan did too. They were young and starting their life together and it was beautiful to watch. As I sit here this morning I am thinking about what brought us so close to each other. Was it delivering Bassett Hound puppies int he middle of the night? Was it taking Zachary in the middle of the night because they did not know what else to do with a colicy baby. I would walk and rock Zachary while Mom and Dad got some sleep. As time went on Kade was welcomed into this precious family and I was so proud for them. I always thought of Eddie as an 'old soul' and looked up to the man, husband and father he was. I place Eddie on my perfect husband, father and man of God list. I must say that list is very short. When the boys were young they would sometimes stay with me while Mom and Dad had a night out or sometimes on their tight budget a night in. Mostly Susan would call and ask if I could take the boys for the night but sometimes Eddie would make that call saying he wanted to surprise Susan. I was always available no matter what. Over these last 10 months I have watch God's hand in the lives of this precious family. I don't know that anyone else could have faced this horrid disease with the faith and grace these four have shown. I know this strength comes only from God and their walk with him. I know not to ask 'why' but I can't resist the desire to do so. I know this is His plan. I know He will continue to hold Susan, Zachary, Kade and all the other loved ones in his warm embrace. I know there will be days ahead that are dark and that is a part of the process. Everyone greives in their own way and that is within God's plan. Dear Susan, hold each other tight and know so many people are continuing to lift you up in prayer and that will never stop. I will for the rest of my life carry Eddie in my heart. I Love You ALL So Dearly.