You always said I would live a long time after you were gone. I never wanted to hear it. But now I'm living it. I wonder if right now you are on top of that Colorado mountain looking down on to the valley, searching for something or someone. Like the dream you told me that you were having over and over again. U just couldn't figure out what the meaning of it was? Years later I asked you if u still has that same dream? You said no, not after you realized you were in love with me and didn't care who knew or what anyone else said about it. I wonder if u were looking for that one person to love, or if you were seeing ahead and u took your place watching over your people. Who you helped guided protected and loved coming together. All your people, family, friends. United freds choosen hand selected and refined by his own personal touch...... I will forever love you,  miss u,  need you, want you, speak the words of wisdom from u. Keep u.  .. rest in peace my love you deserve it. I'm going to b ok because of everything u gave to me. Thank you. You were my once in a lifetime gift. I'll cherish our memories til I'm gone.

Fred and I, Cheri are best friends, soul mates. We have been together for 8/9 years. I love him with all of me. He possessed and instilled the tools necessary  for me to always protect myself against any challenge I might face in life. I dedicated myself to him and all he has given. Thru all obsticles and road blocks, haters and jail time I earned my place in his life as his girlfriend. We lived together for a long time. We didn't know anything about each other when we met. But you accepted me as I am and I did the same. all Thanks to Anthony lane. soon afterward he paid my bond and that's when the ownership began. I received a post cards sometimes two or three cards a day. I still have all of them.  He even wrote me a poem: I need you like a banana needs a split, like a junkie needs a fix , like a fag needs a dick signed your husband always. I needed him then and still do. He said he wasn't leaving me here alone. I died that day and I'll never be the same. Nothing will fill the void you left within me. I wish we would have just left that day and got married on our way to Texas to find John and Gloria floyn. I need my baby, my GOD. I m going to forever cherish our time we spent together and i will honor you by doing the only thing you have ever asked of me. I will forever love you Fredrick Louis leibrant and I am thankful for all our memories and the time we spent together. I will forever remember you as a legend. Thank you