Margurite Johnson
  • 51 years old
  • Date of birth: Nov 17, 1962
  • Place of birth:
    Detroit, Michigan, United States
  • Date of passing: Jun 25, 2014
  • Place of passing:
    Lake City, Florida, United States
Let da memory of Margurite be wit us forever an she will surly be missed an loved by everyone...

Dis memorial website was created n memory of our Amazing Mother, Margurite Johnson, born on November 17,1962 an passed away on June 25, 2014. She will never be forgotten but always remembered

By her loved ones... 

Memorial Tributes
This tribute was added by Joanee Doerr on 24th November 2016

"Happy thanksgiving momma i hope you're enjoying your day so far i know your cooking up there for everyone i know there happy they don't have to cook . i know i miss your cooking always this time of year and i know renee and thana miss it too . i hate this year because your not here to enjoy it with us this is your month. I don't even want to enjoy it with you if your not here with me . Today is really shity it not even thanksgiving for me i feel lose momma and i remember you saying to me that every year we bring together new ppl to are life . god i miss you momma and love u too . hey momma can u tell nana and my uncle wayne i said happy thanksgiving to them too i miss them too i didn't forget about them at all ."

This tribute was added by Renee Doerr on 17th November 2016

"Happy 54th  Birthday Mom ur looking more n more beauitful everyday so lets make it ur Amazing Beauitful birthday today put sum thing pretty on an lets go out an have fun drink eat dance talk laugh listen to music wat ever u wan to do today n watch da smiles on our face. Cos its ur day i wan u happy mi birthday mother da most amazing women n da world we lov so much an miss everyday so as i sit here an think of wat to get u for ur birthday i just wan u to sit there n smile for me while me an ur girls get ur party ready for u ok mom its ur day so u rest an let ur girls get dis one . Since u been taking care of us an ur grandkids for along time i just wan to say am so proud of u mom for rasing us girls to be so much like u i lov it an i can speak for mi sisters as well we lov our Amazing Mother who would have our backs no matter if we was n da wrong u was always there for us an we lov u for dat. So i hope u enjoy ur Amazing Birthday Party Mom cos were going to try an since ur not here wit us n person but i can say ur always wit us n spirit so dat counts more then anything n mi eyes so if u feel alone dont be cos am right here next to u mom ok so dont get upset an start crying like u always do on ur birthday cos ur going to make me cry an i am trying mi hardest not to cos its ur day but if i do cry its tears of joy for u mom am sry cos its just not da same wit out u here next to me .  Lov u mom n miss u"

This tribute was added by Joanee Doerr on 17th November 2016

"Hi momma i just wanted to say I'm so sorry for how i acted to you has we was growing up and i wish i could change it but i can't and i live with that everyday how i treated u especially on that day i fought with you and yelling at you when i should have just listened to you and instead of fighting with you and making you go to the hospital then fighting with you there and telling you to just sit there and be quite and i don't want to hear it and saying it over and over again.  When i should have just listened to what u was trying to tell me i wouldn't feel so bad and watching you being tubed up like that and watching you crying and can't move because the doctors tied u down so u wouldn't pull the tube out and looking at your face and knowing your scared and watching you cry because u see me and thana crying and knowing that this is the only day that you are going to see your girls . Afraid that if u leave from the hospital that this will be the only last time u see us because u might die and i know that before we got there to u momma . the doctors told us that they told you what was going on with u and that they had to send you to another hospital because they don't have the things here to help you . I'm so sorry that we didn't get to you in time and that you had to die alone without us but i wanted to tell you that we tried so hard to get there before you left us here alone . that we sit there in your hospital room laying next to holding you and crying for you to come back so we can say we are so sorry and we love you and that im so sorry that i had to leave you alone there and that i know dad never came and that what hurts me the most because you had to die alone and scared . i love you momma and miss you so much and i wish i could just have one day with you to tell you that im sorry for how i was with u and could u forgive me and that will always stay with me so make sure you leave me a spot next to you and momma when i leave here and come see you i want you to be the face i see going up there to heaven ok momma .  don't worry the kids are going to be fine they have us in them very strong and smart.  Happy birthday momma i love you ."

This tribute was added by Ethan Ryan on 17th November 2016

"hi momma happy birthday momma god knows how much I miss you so much I love you and just because I can't see you doesn't mean you not with me . I try not to get so upset today because right about now I feel like hell and I should be with you so I don't have to feel like this anymore momma its like this everyday I feel like this crying everyday does make it feel better it just make it worse for me just makes me miss you more and more and I just wish I was there with you . I love you momma and miss you so much.  Happy birthday momma miss you and love you so much . Your oldest daughter joanee"

This tribute was added by Joanee Doerr on 16th November 2016

"Hi momma i can't believe that tomorrow will be your 53 years old and everyday i miss you more it feels like i just seen you at the house before i we home . momma how could this happen so quick to you it was like i saw you that day on the 24 of june and was talking to you and trying to take you to the doctor when should have just let u stay home since u didn't want to go anyway but i didn't i made you go there or the hospital to see how u was doing and look what happened you end up dieing on me and i had to go see you again at the hospital in gainesville Fl where it was the last time i saw you and must have been scared momma and im so sorry i didn't get there in time to see u and tell u its ok momma don't worry I'm here i try to get there before you left momma I'm so sorry and i know how there did you when i saw you at the creamation site for the last time it hurt me more to see you just laying there cold and no clothed on you . I'm sorry i couldn't be the daughter u wanted me to be when I'm the oldest out of me and renee and thana . i miss you so much and i love you and i will always love u no matter ."

This tribute was added by Joanee Doerr on 16th November 2016

"Hi momma i can't believe that tomorrow will be your 53 years old and everyday i miss you more it feels like i just seen you at the house before i we home . momma how could this happen so quick to you it was like i saw you that day on the 24 of june and was talking to you and trying to take you to the doctor when should have just let u stay home since u didn't want to go anyway but i didn't i made you go there or the hospital to see how u was doing and look what happened you end up dieing on me and i had to go see you again at the hospital in gainesville Fl where it was the last time i saw you and must have been scared momma and im so sorry i didn't get there in time to see u and tell u its ok momma don't worry I'm here i try to get there before you left momma I'm so sorry and i know how there did you when i saw you at the creamation site for the last time it hurt me more to see you just laying there cold and no clothed on you . I'm sorry i couldn't be the daughter u wanted me to be when I'm the oldest out of me and renee and thana . i miss you so much and i love you and i will always love u no matter ."

This tribute was added by Joanee Doerr on 16th November 2016

"Hi momma i can't believe that tomorrow will be your 53 years old and everyday i miss you more it feels like i just seen you at the house before i we home . momma how could this happen so quick to you it was like i saw you that day on the 24 of june and was talking to you and trying to take you to the doctor when should have just let u stay home since u didn't want to go anyway but i didn't i made you go there or the hospital to see how u was doing and look what happened you end up dieing on me and i had to go see you again at the hospital in gainesville Fl where it was the last time i saw you and must have been scared momma and im so sorry i didn't get there in time to see u and tell u its ok momma don't worry I'm here i try to get there before you left momma I'm so sorry and i know how there did you when i saw you at the creamation site for the last time it hurt me more to see you just laying there cold and no clothed on you . I'm sorry i couldn't be the daughter u wanted me to be when I'm the oldest out of me and renee and thana . i miss you so much and i love you and i will always love u no matter ."

This tribute was added by Joanee Doerr on 10th November 2016

"Well mom i went to my appt and nobody was there so when i called the women told me that she had called renee and told her that she wasn't going to make it . that pissed me off so bad that i came all the way there and i really didn't have to.  So shauntelle wanted me to pick her up so i did and then i picked ethan too and we just watching tv . i miss so much momma i don't think i can do this without you here with me helping me out . i try to make everything prefect but it doesn't seem like it wants to go that way it just feels like everytime i feel like I'm doing good something goes wrong and it feels like I'm getting kicked three steps back . it seems like nothing wants to go my way. I love u momma and miss you so much"

This tribute was added by Joanee Doerr on 10th November 2016

"Hi grandma I love you and my mom miss you and she loves you and I know that you believe in all of us we believe in you to.my mom crys because she miss you a lot a and my titi miss you to she crys all the time and she loves you same with my mom loves you to.my telle miss you to and nick miss you to we all miss you.and I know that I barely know you but I still love you and same with max she barely know you but she still love you.by your grandson Ethan."

This tribute was added by Joanee Doerr on 9th November 2016

"Hi mom how was your day today well my was ok i went to school but i didn't even stay because my teacher wasn't there and the women who was there didn't know what to do so i just left . has i was walking to the bus stop i was listening to music and started to"

This tribute was added by Joanee Doerr on 8th November 2016

"Well mom I just wanted to say that everyday I cry for u and now I know what u meet when u said that you was tired because I'm tired and everyday I wish I leave a find ways to do it. The only thing that keeps me here is my kids Ethan Shauntelle nick max and my sister renee and I know I made a promise to you to watch over them . but something's I think I'm not doing a good job and wish u was here to help me because something's I feel like I'm alone and doing everything by myself and everyone doesn't ever care how I feel . it makes me feel like why the hell I'm I here then why don't I just leave this earth my kids will be better off with out me . I was hard when I lost my son but now it feels like nick doesn't ever care if I leave her the only ones who ever care is the other ones I have in my life not counting bobby and Rico and jerrel and rehsawn . I'm trying to do my best and take care of everyone the best way I know how to and I miss you and love you more everyday your not here with me and I know renee and thana are having a hard time with it everyday just like me and im so thankful for Chris he just don't know how much im for him .    love your oldest joanee'"

This tribute was added by Renee Doerr on 8th November 2016

"I wen an dropped shauntelle off at Joanee place an drank sum liq.she got a bottle for u but i got so wasted an wan to head home so i wen to da bus stop an waited for da bus then missed mi stop to get off so i just took da train home an stopped by da liq store an got a small bottle was drinking it before i even got home Chris met me half way just to make sure i got home safe he said i was so wasted i was dancing wit a pole an started lauging but it was funny then got to talking bout u an how u made us so happy an dat i miss talking to u dat i being to cry Chris came over an gave me a hug an said its going to be ok am here wit u Renee just let it out an remember moms right here wit u just cos u cant see her dont mean shes not looking at u an crying herself cos she is an shes always wit u. Mom u would be so proud of Chris since ur passing hes been here trying to do his best wit us an i give him 100% just for trying but u an i know dat hes only doing it cos of u. An am greatful for him but i do know mi self an dat mi thoughts an nightmares are getting stronger sum times i pray dat god takes me before i do sumthing to mi self or to sum one else dat i cant take back or forgive mi self i know i have done sum things dat am not proud of but i have asked for god to plz forgive me for mi sins an to plz help me out wit everything cos am losing it an i dont know how much longer i can deal wit it an how much i wan to be wit u mom it hurts so much i dont know wat to do wit da pain but to cut an pray dat u can forgive me for cutting but its da only way i know how to stop da pain i just wan da pain,hurt an da heartaces to go away so bad so i cant feel it anymore. I lov u so much mom an i hope u see where am coming from wen u are reading mi words dat am leaving for u ."

This tribute was added by Christopher Laub on 4th November 2016

"Well mom ur birthday is coming up soon so have u decided wat u would like me to get for u. I know one thing is dat u would like all of us to be together like we was before u passed an am trying to do mi best but it's hard right now an I wen to Detroit n March last year I saw UNC Nate an some places were u grow up at I wish u were wit me it was different from wen u lived there but I had fun visiting UNC Nate an he told me wat he an his family did wen u passed it brought tears to me knowing dat he couldn't be there wit us but he still thought of u an that's wat counts n mi eyes I love u mom...From ur daughter Renee"

This tribute was added by Christopher Laub on 4th November 2016

"When I first met you and James y'all welcomed me an my kids into yall life just cause you took my sisters Renee,Joanee into your life an yall made one big family. I don't think I ever told you or James that am very greatfully of you for opening your home to my family an your the best mother they could ever have that really cared for them the way you did an am so sorry I didn't say anything to you earlier I wish I would have but I can't change the pass just the future an I been keeping a eye on your girls an I most say they are trying their hardest to get through this an it may take them a few years but I can say I will do my best to help them out anyway I can mama it feels weird calling you that now when you first  met me you told me it was OK to call you mom or mama it was up to you an you told my girls to call you grandma even knowing that they were a pain some times you still showed them love an I will always love you for that. I stay with Renee an she nds you more then anything right now she cries at night an she drinks to take her hurt an pain away she misses you a lot sometimes I don't know what to do an wish I knew you better so I would know what to do when things happen like this but no one wishes anything like this to happen to a love one. So did only thing I can do is help out an hope everything gets better soon an be their for your girls cos I know Renee an Thana nds you the most out of Joanee when Renee talks to Thana you can hear it in her voice that she's upset an she misses you an nds you but she lets Renee know I just hate seeing them cried an we drink on your birthday an your passing  an mine birthday since it's only a week after yours . RIP Mama"

This tribute was added by Shauntelle Doerr on 12th June 2016

"Grandma i miss you so much i wish you was here with me right now we could watch movies together and i could tell you how my day has been i hate that your not here mi mom and titi's need you here so much they cry for you every other day well i know mi mom cries for you every night she thinks i dont hear her but i do an it makes me sad. So grandma hurry up back here to comfort them so they can stop crying please. I love you an miss you grandma..."

This tribute was added by Renee Doerr on 11th June 2016

"I wish i had another day with you momma u was every thing that made us girls who we are today and more to come  Everyday i think of you.  I should have listen to you when u asked me to listen to u a long time ago if I knew what i know now i wouldn't have given you a hard time i would have cherish every moment with you like it was the last day with you.  I think of you every day and night even when I need you more even now when i needed  talk to you. U are the one i always talk to you always knew what to say to me to make me feel good and understand what u was trying to say to me . i will see you soon momma make sure you leave me a spot for me up there . I'll be waiting for it when i get up there .   i love you momma and miss you so much love always your oldest daughter joanee."

This tribute was added by Renee Doerr on 11th June 2016

"A loving , caring, heart warming woman of God who would give her clothes off her back just to keep sum one warm or her last dollar to sum one mi mom was amazing lady. Who loved to help others out she always said u catch ur blessing dat way wen u see sum one n nd of help an u just do it out of da kindness of ur heart. I LOVE U MOM AN MISS U SO MUCH...
MI HEART ACHES
MI heart aches for ur attention everytime it skips a beat it cries out for u an ur nowhere to be found.... I lov u wit every beat of mi heart an may GOD watch over u wit every step u make while am here on earth waiting for u. Till then mi Angels will keep a eye on y'all for now. So just remember I will always be there for y'all an u will surly be missed i lov u very much mom ....."


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