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Leave a tribute3 years has passed since Jesus called you home, this is hard to believe. I still can vividly see your smile and smell your perfume in the wind. Everyday I think of you and miss you dearly. I am thankful that you are not suffering anymore.. but that still does not take away the void, the pain and the feeling if I could just hug you 1 more time..what I wouldn't give to have one more hard laugh with you and cackle until our stomachs hurt and tears are pouring out of our eyes and we are bent sideways waving our hands to stop.. cause we can't breath.. lol... Well there has been a lot going on since you have been gone. We (Heather, Fred the girls, my family) are trying our best to live life as you asked to make sure we did. We have grown much more closer as a family and spend a lot more time together. You told us life was to short and you were right. I know you are now surrounded by many of our loved ones and loving your company. Tell Dad I love and miss him dearly, but to be honest.. it brings a smile to my face to now you two are finally reunited again. Give Nana and Pop Pop a big hug from me. Continue to show me your presence and let me know you are around.. and BTW Heather needs you to go and visit her too.. She wants to feel you around. Give her a kiss or something :) Thank you for being our angel and watching over all of us. Until we meet again! Love.. Rachel. xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
I know your having such a great time right now, celebrating your birthday! We are thinking of you today, as you turn 62!!! It's been almost 3 years since you left us and I miss you everyday. Words cannot come close to how much I love u and miss you. Mommy, your deeply missed and that day when we reunite, I can't wait to see your face.
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missing my mom-mom
Mom-mom,
I wish i could turn back time. I'm wishing i could relive all the great memories our family shared. I'm wishing things were how they were when i was a little girl. We would go all out for holidays and truely enjoyed each others company. We were closer then ever. When did everything change? I think those 6 months we helped you threw your battle, was a time where we all wished we had been that close always. No one's family is perfect by any means..but we have a pretty good one. Theres just a big piece missing, you. No matter what, all of the things that were meant to tear our family apart..in the end it made us that much closer. It's times like these where i miss you more then ever. I'm having a hard time right now. Basically starting over completely. I know you taught me from your own experiences that no battle is too big to fight. I'm trying to be strong like you and keep fighting. I didn't expect my life to end up this way. I wanted isabella to have her parents together. Even though she has a great dad, this isn't how things are supposed to be. I miss MY family. It's hard knowing what she'll go threw and alls i can do is try and make it as normal for her as possible. I just think by losing you i truely can understand how short life can be. It's too short to argue over pointless things. It's definitely too short to let the ones you love slip away. Each trial i go threw makes me appreciate life even more. I know one day all the answers will be laid out in front of me and it'll all make sense. Right now i can't help but ask why. Why aren't you with us. Why aren't jimi and i together..why is everything so hard right now? I'm hoping its all a blessing in disguise. I know i have a locket that allows me to carry you with me everywhere i go..but i wish i could come visit you somewhere. I can't believe it's almost been 3 years since you've left us. I wish you were coming back. I know each day that passes is a day i am closer to seeing you again..in that i am comforted. I love you. I miss you. I pray for you always. Keep watching over isabella and i. Continue to give me the strength to go on and be the best mommy and person i can be. You're my inspiration. Rest easy my beautiful angel.
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