I thought of you today, that's nothing new.
Momma, I know I have been slacking on writing to you and sharing tributes/stories for you. I'm sorry. Being in Turkey, these time differences, doing stuff, studying also, it's been difficult sometimes. But I know, that is no excuse. ;))
You know I think about you EVERY day. Not a day goes by that I don't.
I heard the song "It's gonna be me" by NSYNC today, it made me think of you more and how you got me EVERY thing of that band because you knew they were (and always will be) my favorite. ;)) You loved that band too and would sing along to every song. You never had just one favorite. Wait, you never had just one favorite of any thing, you loved a lot of things. That is one thing you were best at. Love, pompassion, caring...You had one of the biggest hearts I ever known. I wish you were here to see Austin and I get to bond more. I hope to get to bond more like that with all your grandchildren. My nieces and nephews will know how much you loved them and wanted to know them, don't worry. They will not only feel your love from where you are now, but I will help be your messenger and let them know as well. I love and miss you terribly much, as you know, but instead of hearing it in my heart and soul, I still love to say it and tell you myself through my words from my mouth...