PAT, it has been 19 months since you went to heaven,I still cry every day for you, ,family is gone except for Debbie,Rob,Paige,Taylor,Paige goes to college next year Taylor goes in to HighSchool,boy do I wish you could have seen it.I am crying writing this, everyone said we would not last 1 year , but we lasted 49,49,years together ,there were ups and downs ,mostly by me , I still do not believe you are not here after all your worry about me ,I am writing this like I except a reply I know this will not happen but it makes me feel better. I love you and miss you very much, like you have no idea Love Billy 

Pat you did it all yourself raising two kids with no help , and you did a great job , Paige&Taylotter r really miss you as we all do ,wish you were  still here, ,it sucks without you I am still very depressed .I   I had a Priest come to the Nursing Home for you , I  behope you are better, in Heaven NO PAIN ,you went through 7 months of hell , i STILL DON'T BELIEVE YOU ARE NOT HERE  Love Always Billy

She loved kids and the granchildern she knew and loved also loved her very much ,
 
so very hard to believe she is not with us anymore she was an angel may she rest in peace