Memorial Day was a good day I believe considering the circumstance of why the family came together... It was to honor you n our loved ones who have Ahready made their journey home...Couple family members came hours of driving just to be here on that day...This was a true blessing...I'm so thankful to them for coming...I know  grandma n grandpa were rite beside you looking down at us with our family behind ya ...I wasn't able to do the Japanese Lanterns as planned so we did a balloon release ...I told you Pretty Girl Heaven is gonna be full of balloons before I get thru...Always n Forever In My Heart ...

Today is Mothers Day n I know you are looking down upon your mother...It will be a hard day for her because she is missing her Angel Baby so much...Her Heart is still an open wound - that your auntie believes will never heal...But with your Blessing from  God up above she will make it thru this n many more with a lil help n a sign from makes it a lil easier for your mother...She will Always n Forever Love you Pretty Girl from the very bottom of her heart n soul...Never will she ever let go...

9 months has come n nothing is the same ...Although your mother is doing her best she can't help but miss you ...Your bubbas they miss you too..Your auntie Oleta she misses  you too...Auntie misses you n our talks n I miss getn beautiful things for you...Mvto Rosa for just being in our lives ...I want to thank God for blessing us with the most beautiful n precious daughter for my sister n sister for my nephews n neice for me n Oleta  n niece for your uncles...We will lite the sky up in your memory on Memorial Day... Give grandma a kiss n hug for me k pretty girl bcuz I know shes rite there holding you along with grandpa n the rest of our family who are there Ahready....Rosa you will forever be our Angel Baby...Til one of us gets there LATERZ PRETTY GIRL...

Its still hard to continue this life knowing that I am still here n my baby neice is not...I feel as if you should be here n I should have left before you did..This life feels hardly no excitement no more...Its hard - so hard - never have I faced anything as hard in n my life as I have had to face these last months without my beautiful baby neice ...Your life was n still is so special to me ...Rosa I have some much love n sadness in my heart at the same time ...but auntie will be OK its your mother I ask you to watch over ...Her life is sad everyday since you went home...she tries to hide it but auntie knows n can feel when your mother is down....I shall stay here n keep being my sisters keeper until the end of time....Auntie will take care of your mother n your brothers ....Keep leaving them pennies it really makes your brothers day....Your mother really likes when you leave her feathers it makes her day....Love N Miss You Forever Rosa....

It was 7 months ago yesterday when you took your journey home .God saw his baby girl getn tired n called your name...We made it thru the first few but the most important holidays - Thanksgiving -Christmas....We had to start the new year with you up there in heaven n us still here on earth...The hardest of all came next - it was your birthday....The hardest of all...We celebrated in honor of you n lit up 44 lite up balloons n sang to you n your uncle prayed n blessed everyone especially you....Days are cold - nites are colder but I know its always warm n full of sunshine for you....Your momma is still so sad tho she tries not to show it - still misses you constantly.... Your brother n I - we talk about you it makes him feel a a whole lot better after ....This life well never be the same n we can't go back n change ....but we will move forward only because we have to .....This is part of life n we must keep living for you...Every breath we take - we. Are taking for you Rosa Inez Battiest Medrano....

Rosa has a big brother afew yrs older than her .Tata loves his baby sister so much n misses her too.Tata spent every single day with Rosa.Even when he went to school - he come home n go straight to his baby sister room.He drew pictures for her  every day at school n would come  home n stick them allow over walls n door ..LOL...I can still see him doing this.He would always - ever since he was smaller climb in bed with Rosa n talk to her n kiss her rosey pink cheeks n tell her he loved her this much.He would never go anywhere. He would say no I'm gne stay I can't leave Rosa.This bond between Rosa n Tata can never be broken ever.He would say awwe Rosa so beautiful n auntie I just love her so much.Tata even knew  how to care for Rosa.That's how much he loves her he wanted to learn know everything bout all her equipment.LOL..to this day he always talks about Rosa - how much he loves her n wishes he could find a magic genie to make a wish..I Ahready know wat it is...He just wants Rosa back...but I tell him he has to wait for God to call his name ...He says dang when is God gonna call me I want to see Rosa..LOL...He is so cute n adorable.. I just hate to see him sad , so when he gets real down n out we go get balloons n let him send them up to Rosa in Heaven.He says he ain't never ever ever ever forget about his sister Rosa...I love my nephew for being so strong as he can as we go thru this together...

 Rosa had her good days n herbad days jus as any other person would.Rosa was on life support n needed 24 hour around the clock taking meds n gentle care so she knew she was loved.Rosa's other auntie Oleta who took the class with Rosa's mom bonded real close with ou r neice.It was beautiful to see how much she did for Rosa.She gave her job up to help my sister more.Until my nephew made her hurt her leg.It was hard for Oleta not to go up there because she loves Rosa as much as Rosa's mom.Rosa n Oleta had a special bond .They would just lay there staring into each others eyes.I always wondered wat they  were thinking about. I'm thankful for our baby sister who did her best to help her neice n her sister..For that I will always be thankful to my baby sister n my lil sister for every thing they done.I love the both of them dearly will all my heart...always n forever

Rosa Inez Battiest Medrano was born  on January 7,2011 .This was a beautiful blessing.She was fine as a normal baby moving n tryn make noise .She was real little n had Ahready holding her bottle.One day she got sick n my sister took her to the hospital. The doctors found out that Rosa had  rare condition.Rosa ended up in hospital came home on a trac n feeding tube.It was sad to see my neice come home like this..But I loved her even more.She was a true blessing.Rosa was never able to walk n talk n do things as a normal child.Both of my lil sister's took the class for two weeks n learned how to care for Rosa as my sister chose to take Rosa home.Rosa's life was full of unconditional love.We cherished her then n still do now.Rosa was so beautiful n you couldn't help but fall in love with her  as soon as you seen her..Rosa had a blessed life here  with her mom who took care of constantly n talkn to Rosa n letting Rosa know she was there n always will be. Rosa is such a blessing n it was an honor to have been chosen for her auntie. I'm thankful to have known Rosa to have had the chance to talk with - she talked with her eyes.Rosa life was short but she will live on forever in our hearts.Her auntie Oleta helped with my sister to take care of her.She loves her niece so much .Things are different n will never be the same .But it was truly a blessing to have Rosa in our lives..God saw Rosa getn tired n called her home on august 3, 2014....But wewill never forget Rosa...Laterz babygirl...