Hi my little man, I miss you so much. I have your photo beside my bed and give it a kiss every morning & every night before I go to sleep. On your Birthday I release Balloons for you and play the songs from your funeral, I play Heaven & when Horses is playing we let them go. We will be doing it again this year again. It's not long now and it will be your 4th Birthday. Nan loves you & misses you very much. I love you to the moon & back.

When I was told your mummy & Daddy where having you I was over the moon. The pregnancy went well, we went up to Tamworth in January to the Country Music Festival & we went to see how things where going with you. Your Daddy went on a holiday on the 28th January. On the 2nd of February your mummy got pains in the tummy so she went to the Hospital to see if you where OK. They told her to go home as she had to see the Dr the next day which was a Monday. So Monday she went to the Dr but he couldn't find a heart beat, they did a scan but they still couldn't find any movement. They told you mummy that you had died, then they gave her some drugs to put her into labour. At 4-11pm your mummy gave birth to you. They then let her hold you for as long as she wonted. They took the foot & hand prints for her & your nan took photos of you & your mummy. At your funeral I put a teddy bear in your little blue Coffin, when they closed the curtains & I knew what was going to happen. It was a sad day we released balloons and watched them go into the sky. We then went to the wake and talked.