HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR FRIEND
About 24 years ago I remember Theresa missing you and you was in Germany and she wanted to speak you because she was needing her momma and she called you and the joy and smile that you brought to her face was priceless then a few years later I met you and what a wonderful woman you was and what great kids that you left behind so today as I was driving to the store I look up at the high rise building I gave you a thought as I remember you at times looking out your window waving and blowing kisses to your family....
Mom, i really enjoyed all the little visit`s together, the last 3 month`s before you passed when i would visit you we talked about when you were a kid during the Hitler year`s, the stories you told me were just amazing. And you had so many to tell. You would go on and on with the stories, and after you talked for awhile you would say, Honey, i`m sorry for talking your ear off, but i haven't talked about my child hood for so and it brought up so many memories. and you would asked, are you mad because i talked so much. Mom i would give anything to hear a story again from you, i Miss you so so much. But we all take people for granted, and here is were i took you for granted MOM, 1 ( one ) week before you passed we were talking on the phone. and you ask, " honey, when are you coming too see me, i miss you and wan`t too see you " i told you i will come over Sunday or Monday on my day off. People get caught up on their petty little life`s that forget about everyone around them and take them for granted that they will be here tomorrow. Well guess what tomorrow never came for Wilma Summers. And i never got too see you Mom. And i will never forgive my self for taking you for granted MOM. you tomorrow never came and never got to hear you voice or feel your kiss on my cheek or feel you little German hand`s on my face when you kissed me by. And the last time we saw each other, when i was leaving your apartment we said we loved each other, i can still see you leaning out from your door way, and with your little finger say, " Son, don`t you ever forget, MOMMY love`s you very very much." and that was the last time i ever saw you. OMI, i love you, and i am so so sorry i lied you and told you i will come see you and i didn't`t. I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE MY SELF FOR THAT !!!!!!!.
I loved spending time with you omi, your smile & laugh brightened up a room. you always put everyone first.you would always call the house to talk with mom and think you woke me up, and talk for a while and apologize because u thought you talked my ear off, truth is you didn't i loved talking with you. the very last time i saw you i was still pregnant and mom and i just stopped up for a minute before heading home; i got to hug & kiss you and tell you i loved you. the very last time i spoke with you was on the phone a few days before your passing. you told me how you saw pictures of Luke & you thought he was beautiful, i responded saying he is gorgeous he looks like his omi. and u chuckled and replied,"you know i thought that too, he has my nose." we both laughed and said i love you and that was the last time i heard your voice. i miss you so much, you will NEVER be forgotten!
