Nice to everyone around you and always forgetting about yourself! That's who you are Abdul Baki Adamu. And "Don't worry" was your favorite thing to tell me, because you used to tell me I worry myself too much. I can't believe that my lifepartner has left me behind with our beautiful son. My husband, my friend and my lover. I know we have been through hard times, and I know we have struggled with each other. But that all seems so unimportant now! But we had great times together as well! I always think of the first time we met. A very well mannered and well educated young man. You were standing at Eindhoven Airport with a newspaper and you were wearing a white shirt, which gave me a very good first impression! That's where our journey began. We went through a lot of cultural differences but we always chose for each other! Because we just couldn't and wouldn't want to live without each other. Then we got married and welcomed our beautiful son into this world. Unfortunately we never got the chance to live a real family life together. Everything we stood for and every appointment we made that made us live apart from each look so stupid now. I would put everything down to just see you, hug you and talk to you for one more time! There's a lot I want to say to you and there's a lot that I have already said, but which I would like to repeat for you to hear! But it will all be in my prayers. I will do everything in my power to let our son grow to that respectable and well educated man that I saw at Eindhoven Airport that very first day. I will be strong and tell him all good about his daddy!
We were supposed to grow old, fat and ugly together.. But now I will have to do that on my own. I don't want to believe this! You have left me behind. This kind of heartache is indescribable. Allah wanted you to be close to your father, which you always liked. And now you can also joke with my grandfather and speak your Hausa haha!
There's a lot more that I would like to speak out, but I have lost my words for now.
Rest In Peace my husband and Zaheer's daddy! You'll live on through us and we will celebrate you life! Forever in our hearts and forever in our memories! We love you Abdul Baki Adamu! :'( :( 2 September 2016 is de blackest day of my life!