As I lay here baby I'm thinking about you and wishing you were here with me I can look at your picture I can feel you all around in this house I can't touch you and I can can't hear you and I miss you so much but I don't know what to do. I'm frozen in time almost and I don't I don't know where to go from here. I've never missed anyone so much in my life. I am so lost without you here,and I truly don't know how to even go on. Every morning I wake up and I hope that I am just having a bad dream,and that you'll wake me up from it. Why did you leave? I need you to be here,baby please come back and get me at least. I don't want to be here without you, I don't want to live without you. Please let me come to wherever you are. I can barely breathe without you. I can't handle the holidays without you here ! Al,please please please hear me,and come and get me. I love you and I need you to be at my Side! I can't go on like this,Baby,I need you more than any words could express,my heart aches without you,my very soul is so sad without you beside me.  I love you with all my heart when all my soul I miss you so much and I need you so bad please come home please come see me at least please