I did not show you how much I loved you.You and I were very close,and I knew the heart you had.You were a very loving ,special Kid.
People fell in love with as soon as they met you.Subway riders always smiled at you and you would make them smile.Complete strangers,you touched them.You had that gift.How much I miss you.I have 1 brother left,and it is as if we were strangers.How I would love to turn the hand of times and go back to when we were children.Those were the best times of my life.I love my brother Richard,my sister Gloria,and my Mom,but we never show each other that Love.This morning I am meditating and praying to God the Universe to please show us compassion,understanding.While we are living to not be shy or stubborn or what ever it is that is blocking us from telling each other how much we really love one another.Blessings my brother,I have talked and visited your good friend Rex,because I know that's what you would have wanted.I have met your daughter Christina.I have grown to Love,because that is what you would have wanted.Special young lady.A lot of your loving qualities.Your love,your experiences and your life's mistakes are ingrained in me,you have helped me find and understand myself.Thank you for your Sacrfice.Love Edgar.