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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, AMBROSE BALL, 31 years old, born on March 2, 1984, and passed away on April 22, 2015. We will remember him forever.
March 11, 2017
March 11, 2017
Happy birthday jay, it only feels like yesterday you was sadly taken from us, time flys but you've always been in my thoughts from the day I got that phone call. You are truly one in a million I will keep a candle burning every night and I always have a memory to think about from our childhood days you always managed to make people smile are real gent and your never be forgotten
March 7, 2017
March 7, 2017
RIEP Ambrose Ball. We never met but your story has truly touch me. I will continue to
March 5, 2017
March 5, 2017
You will be missed always and loved by everyone who knew you. Your mum will fight to get the truth for you. I will always be there for your mum.
March 5, 2017
March 5, 2017
AS MUCH AS I HAVE TO TAKE I WILL BECAUSE THE LOVE WE HAVE WILL NEVER EVER DIE . THS MUCH I GIVE MY SOLEMN LAST WORD AND LAST BREATH TO MAKING SURE THAT THE FIGHT TO GET THE JUSTICE IS SERVED AS YOU SO MUCH RIGHTLY DESERVE AMBROSE. I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU. EVER!
November 19, 2016
November 19, 2016
I NEED YOU BACK AND I KNOW THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. HOW DOES ONE CARRY ON LIVING KNOWING THAT ONE WILL NEVER GET WHAT THEY SO DESPERATELY NEED BUT WILL NEVER HAVE?
November 19, 2016
November 19, 2016
I NEED YOU SO BAD BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU I JUST CANT BREATH WITHOUT IT HURTING. A PAIN THAT I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH. IM SO SORRY I HAVE LET YOU DOWN AMBROSE. IF I DONE BETTER WITH MY LIFE THEN I FEEL YOU WLD HAVE BEEN AS SUCCESSFUL AS YOU WANTED TO BE BUT MY OWN LIFE FUCKED YOURS UP AND I JUST CANT MAKE IT UP TO NOW YOUR GONE.
November 17, 2016
November 17, 2016
YESTERDAY I SURVIVED ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU. TODAY I AM STILL HERE. TOMORROW THE THOUGHT OF YET ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU ONLY GOD KNOWS, THAT'S IF I'M STILL HERE!
I CAN FEEL THE LIFE SLOWLY DRAINING OUT OF ME NOT THAT THIS BOTHERS ME BUT KNOWING HOW THOSE BASTARDS HAD YOU RUNNING FOR YOUR LIFE IS SOMETHING I NEED TO SHOW BEFORE MY FATE ARRIVES. I LOVE YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART, MIND BODY AND SOUL AND I WILL NEVER STOP UNTIL JUSTICE IS SERVED, EVEN IF YOU TOLD ME TO. I JUST CAN NOT LET THOSE GO WITHOUT BEING MADE ACCOUNTABLE FOR TAKING YOU FROM US. GOD BLESS YOU MY SWEET PRINCE. XXX
November 16, 2016
November 16, 2016
Rest in paradise my handsome cousin. I will never stop loving u, u will always be in my heart. I will not stop singing to u until I see u again. Love u always and forever my special cuz Ambrose xxxxxx
November 16, 2016
November 16, 2016
Jay u will never be forgotten there are no words to express how this has affected your friends and family you are a true legend and you will never be forgotten
November 16, 2016
November 16, 2016
May we find peace for you and your dear family also bring justice to light , may the angels hold you beneath there wings until you are able to take flight , and to give your dear mother the strength and peace of mind she so richly deserves RIP AMBROSEx
November 13, 2016
November 13, 2016
Jay (ambrose) you are truly truly missed by your friends and family
You will never be forgotten you are a true legend Jay .
And you will get justice
November 12, 2016
November 12, 2016
A PART OF ME HAS DIED AND IT WILL NEVER COME BACK TO LIFE UNTIL I HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS AGAIN. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS AND ONLY YOU AND I KNOW JUST HOW DEEP THAT LOVE GOES. HOW AM I GOING TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU AMBROSE? HOW AM I GOING TO BE ABLE TO WANT TO LIVE KNOWING JUST HOW YOU HAVE BEEN TAKEN FROM US? HOW AM I GOING TO DO ALL THE THINGS THAT WITHOUT YOU I JUST CAN NOT SEE ANY FURTHER THAN THE DAY THAT I AM IN AND EACH DAY IS A DAY THAT I AM STILL HERE BUT MY MIND. HEART BODY AND SOUL REMAIN WHERE NO ONE SLD HAVE TO LIVE WITH AND I KNOW YOU WILL NOT WANT TO HEAR IT BUT I CAN ONLY TELL YOU HOW I FEEL AS WE KNOW WE BOTH SPOKE OF HOW MUCH WE KNOW THAT IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO ONE OF US THE OTHER WILL KNOW AND WE WLD NEVER GIVE UP IF SOMEONE ELSE HAD TAKEN ONE FROM THE OTHER BUT TO KNOW THAT SHORTLY AFTER THAT CONVERSATION THAT I WLD BE DOING JUST THAT AND AS I HAVE VOLWED WITH ALL MY HEART I WILL NEVER EVERY STOP UNTIL THOSE WHO I SAW ATTACK YOU IS GOING TO GET AWAY WITH WHAT WE BOTH KNOW AND THEY WILL BE MADE TO PAY AND THOSE POLICE OFFICERS YOU RAN TO FOR HELP ARE GONNA PAY AND I WILL NEVER EVER STOP UNTIL IT'S OVER. I LOVE YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART AND I WILL GET THE JUSTICE YOU SO DESERVE AND THEN YOU WILL LAY TO REST AS GOD IS MY JUDGE I WILL NEVER EVER LET YOU DOWN NOR STOP UNTIL THE RIGHT THING IS DONE. PLS STAY WITH ME AND KEEP ME GOING AS I KNOW ONLY YOU DID WHEN YOU WAS HERE.
November 12, 2016
November 12, 2016
RIP mate, watch over ur mum and family lead them to peace! X
November 12, 2016
November 12, 2016
Forever rest in eternal peace an watch over your family
November 12, 2016
November 12, 2016
THE LIFE THAT I HAVE IS ALL THAT I HAVE AND THE LIFE THAT I HAVE IS YOURS.
THE LOVE THAT I HAVE IS ALL THAT I HAVE AND IT'S YOURS YOURS ALL YOURS.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND THAT I CAN ALWAYS SAY WILL NEVER EVER DIE. GOD BLESS YOU MY SON, MY FIRST BORN, MY PRINCE. MY AMBROSE GARFIELD GENE BALL.

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MY SON'S FIRST HAIRCUT.

November 12, 2016

WHEN I HAD TAKEN AMBROSE FOR HIS FIRST HAIR CUT AS WE SOON CAME TO REALISE THAT CUTTING HAIR WAS NOT FOR ME AFTER CUTTING HIS HAIR AND AMBROSE HAVING TO GO TO SCHOOL WITH A WOLLY HAT ON. AFTER HE HAD FINISHED SCHOOL GAYHURST SCHOOL IN HACKNEY DALSTON. WE WENT STRAIT TO THE BARBERS ON THE CORNER OF RIDLEY ROAD MARKET QUEENSBRIDGE RD END AND LEFT HIM ONLY TO RETURN AND HAVE THE GUY WHO HAD DONE HIS HAIR SAY "I THINK YOU HAD BETTER TALK TO YOUR SON ABOUT BLK HISTORY" WHEN I ASKED WHY? THE HAIR CUT THAT WAS BEAUTIFUL THAT HAD MALCOM X FADED INTO THE BACK OF HIS DESIGN AND THE GUY SAID WHEN HE ASKED AMBROSE WHY HE CHOSE MACOLM X AMBROSE'S REPLY WAS "I THOUGHT IT WAS A TRANSFORMER".

I MISS HIM SO SO MUCH WORDS JUST CAN NOT EXPLAIN JUST HOW MUCH.

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