Five years have gone by my love and  things have changed I just wish so bad you were still here you now have a granddaughter and the family is all split up but God is still in control some days are good some are bad I am thankful for still being here we love you with everything and I miss you love mommy

My son brought so much joy to my life the 30 years he was on this earth. I loved him so much he was a good son,father,brother,nephew,uncle,cousin,friend.Not a day goes by that I don't think about him and miss him. I try not to be sad but I can't help it. My life will never be the same I have to pray and ask God for strength to get me through. i still have 3 children Tiesha,Patrick,Martell I have to be strong for them and my four grandchildren Fat Joe,Antonio,Taija,and RaRa.Also my two other grandchildren Ajayla and Tycari.Lord I know you have Anthony in your care please take care of him.In Jesus name Amen.

It has been a whole year now since been gone and I am trying to go on but every time I think about it I feel as if i am ready to die too. This is the worst pain a person can feel and I don't wish this on my worst emeny. Christmas is almost here and you have been gone for 2 so far . I don't want to celebrate I will just be alone praying and thinking about you and patrick and how things used to be.I love you and miss you so much.