Your girls Nov. 1, 2011
The girls got a new puppy this week, we thought of naming it Flower or Thumper because we wanted a physical connection to you. But we thought that may not be the thing to do, so Angela named it Luigi. It's cute a buttton with the same color of hair you had we you were little. It's a Japanese Chin, Alyssa said she wanted a puppy that never grows up so that she can hold it in her lap always.
The girls are doing great in school. I'm sure your very proud of them as I am. Alyssa was a beautiful Bride for halloween and Angela dressed up as a ladybug and gave out candy holding her puppy. Alyssa seems to be making alot of friends here, she was invited to a sleepover at a hotel and swam all night, maybe some of it anyway. We're going to have her birthday early this year so that her new friends can come before school lets out. she wants to go to the Bowling Alley for her party. I not so sure about Angela, but I know she's been talking to you too. She always says how her momma taught her to be strong, but I think she needs to let some of it out too!
I miss you baby, and so does Poppy and the girls! I try and be strong but sometimes I have to go out to my swing late at night and cry my eyes out. I get some howling from neighboring dogs but I hope I no one hears me except for you. Eveynite I tell you that I love you and send you kisses, did you get them? Oh how I wish I knew that you do. I feel like I'm dying inside without you Honey, help keep me strong mentally and with my health. Keep listening Baby cause I'll be talking to you, and I'll wait for a sign from you. Love you, Mom