Billy was really great at listening to me ramble about some problem i was having he was always bias and never took sides but wasnt shy at telling you what ur part may be in it n wat u should do if u wanted to change it!  He was neither judgemental!!!  Well in any case i was feeling a little like maybe he was taking sides and playing the homeboy game with me (because God forbid i not be right in my actions) so i told himu that i was feeling this way+as i continued to cry now feeling as though my brother and dear life long friend just jumped ship on me!  Boy did the light seem to grow brighter as he explined to me that although it may seem at times that he is on this persons side that he was not because the definition of a homeboy is just prison politics shit and that i am family and that he would die for me that we would always be connected!!   N he spoke with so much heart and soul and depth when he explained it n it meant the world to me so much so i can replay the conversation here we were how we were standing what he was wearing n his facial expressions!  I so miss having u to talk to and i regret not being closer to you before u went but i let my other things get in the way if only i coulds were available i would change so much!!!!  U were soo bright charming and had the biggest heart for those fewu allowed in u will always be a hero to me u taught me a lot in too many ways to explain.  All ur life experiences gave u so much more insight and wisdom!! 

Big Red Truck kid!!!!   I soo miss n love u always brother!!!