Well Baby.  You know how we did it. We always tried to be the FIRST one to WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Not a day goes by that I don't see he'd many tears for you. Not to bring you back but because I could never ACTUALLY SEE MEE WITHOUT YOU. I AM Soo incomplete. You said it took bofus to drive a truck, do work or just have fun. OMG.  I just can't stand it. And IT'S NOT GETTING ANY EASIER. I ONLY WISH WE COULD HAVE USED ALL THOSE HOURS OF FUSSING TO MAKING EACH OTHER LAUGH. I WANT TO

TO MY BABY. AS THE MINUTES ,HOURS, AND DAYS PASS, I STILL LOOK FOR YOU. I LISTEN FOR THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE. AND I WOULD LOVE NOTHING MORE THAN TO FEEL YOUR BODY CLOSE TO MINE. I KNOW YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE, AND I WAS SELFISH FOR WANTING TO KEEP YOU HERE, BUT AS YOU ALWAYS SAID: ANYTHING WE DO, TAKES TWO. AND MY WORD IS SO DIFFERENT AND SO ALL ALONE. SO PLEASE BABY; KEEP SENDING ME SIGNS THAT YOU ARE WITH ME IN SPIRIT, UNTIL GOD CALLS ME HOME TO YOU. I STILL LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.