My Darling Carl. Gog loaned you to me for a while, you were so good to me.  i never wanted to let you go.  {art of me went with you.  I still want to talk to you.  can feel your presence here with me. .I love you anf miss you so much.  I wish Heaven had visiting ours. I would be there to see you. Honey, My walking is bad.  I walk with a walker. and my eyes.  are pretty bad. I am afraid I am going complete blind. I pray I don't. I love you so much, I will see you in the morning.