Life was always such a struggle for you but thats wat made you who you were.You were always so strong..you learned so much much from the streets to the books jus so you knew that you could survive anything..Even when you felt like giving up you couldnt..you were my bestfriend,my lover,my backbone,my voice..you made me feel alive again after my grandma left..you would give your worse enemy the shirt off your back.Charles i dont know wat to do or how to move on,im so weak..thats not who you made me to be..i promise im trying to get myself back together..when life was finally starting to come together for you it was time for you to go..plz help me understand??i love you soo much & the pain is not getting better..