C.S. Lewis
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The Dale Martin Family
When we shared meals he his food always had an elegant look as well as a delectable taste. It was clear that Chris did almost everything with a touch of class, focus, and talent. He was very special, not only as father and husband but as a friend. He will be missed.
But you know, I also loved to talk to Chris about law. I just loved to hear his reasoning about issues. I often asked him questions about what he thought about something just to hear his opinion, and I am not very often interested in hearing people's opinions. It was just always so damn interesting!
And then there was the competition I was having with him about who could travel for the longest with the smallest baggage. I don't think he knew we were having a competition but when he came back from visiting Vince in Amsterdam he showed me his newest bag and how little he brought with him and I bought that same bag. But I did him one up - I got the smallest bag ever that I used for a week in Italy and I meant to show it to him the last time I saw him but I didn't.
And of course, there is his greatest achievement - those fabulous boys. He lives forever in them, not only because in some uncanny way one looks exactly like him and the other acts exactly like him, but because they are truly the product of all the love, energy and thoughtfulness Chris had to give.
I suppose life goes on but this is a very very hard patch.
I might turn on the high-end stereo system, which MY husband spent a fortune on because he, too, is an audiophile, like Chris. Maybe I’m blasting opera—as he did in the San Francisco apartment-- or the Grateful Dead, or maybe Springsteen for Jocelyn’s benefit…
Chris will be there, too.
When I prepare a delicious meal, probably Italian, serving it with an intentionally selected wine, and ending the meal with an espresso, or cappuccino with just the right amount of foam…
Chris will be there, too.
I might be hiking, biking, or maybe I’ll travel to Europe and think of the blogs and photographs he takes to capture these adventures for all of us.
Or when my son does intensive, extensive, meticulous research before he acquires something—a new bike, a camera, camping equipment, maybe a car--to make sure it’s exactly what he wants and needs…
Chris will be there, too.
He left us way too soon.
But it doesn’t mean I need to let go of him.
I avoid writing about work, but this week UC Berkeley made the news for a tragic reason: our lead attorney, Christopher Patti, was killed by a hit-and-run driver (suspect since arrested) while biking in Sonoma County last Sunday morning.
One of his colleagues called that evening to let me know. I texted the news to my co-workers in Risk Services, chatted briefly with my boss, wandered the house in a daze, slept poorly, and functioned with my mind elsewhere the rest of the week.
I wasn’t friends with Chris. We didn’t get together outside work. But at work, we were close companions. We either exchanged emails or were part of the same email conversation about a hundred times per week. And then of course we were often in meetings (and sometimes brutal mediations) together.
For these reasons, people associated us. Chris and Andy, Chris and Andy. After one crisis, I debriefed with the chief risk officer for the University of California system and she said, “I thought about sending reinforcements, which we often do for other campuses. But then I thought, Chris and Andy are at Berkeley, they’ve got this.”
That’s just one illustration of how the association worked to my benefit — because I was very much the junior partner.
Although I don’t bring a lot of ego to work (it leads to unhappiness when I do), I know I’ve proven myself at the higher education equivalent of the big leagues, and therefore I operate with confidence. I feel there aren’t many staff people on campus smarter and more knowledgeable about the organization than I am.
Chris was one of those exceptions.
I always hesitated before disagreeing with him, because going against him was like stepping into the batter’s box against Koufax. But when circumstance dictated, I took my swings. Every now and then I managed a weak grounder. A few times I put enough wood on the ball to reach the outfield. Once or twice I actually smacked a hit. But for the most part, I was Mario Mendoza up there, flailing haplessly at fastballs down the middle.
The only consolation was that most everyone else — including some really sharp attorneys — had the same experience. None of us begrudged him, because he struck us out with neither arrogance nor malice. He was just a star pitcher helping his team win. And among his more remarkable feats at UC Berkeley (a highly contentious workplace, in case you doubted) was the universal respect he maintained despite sitting in one of the hottest seats on campus.
At this age everyone has been through a few unsettling deaths. Our losses remind us how important it is to treasure every moment and every person close to us. But time passes, the grief inevitably diminishes — a good thing, as it allows us to function — and we forget. (At least I do.) So we’re shocked anew each time someone suddenly dies and we’re forced to remember that we are vulnerable, that everything can be taken from us in an instant, and that even the disadvantaged among us have much to be grateful for.
Chris’s passing reminded me of two other things. The first is the risk all of us who exercise on public thoroughfares face from inattentive, impatient, or intoxicated drivers. As a society we have fetishised the risk of terrorism but have ignored the risk of bad driving, which is many orders of magnitude worse, causing over 30,000 deaths and countless injuries per year. I ignore this risk because I must; otherwise I’d have to stop running for distance or go to some joyless gym and run on a machine.
But the second thing it reminded me of is more positive: I’m not finished yet. And when I grow up, I want to be just as good as Chris.
By the way: the photo of Chris used by the Press-Democrat and other media doesn’t do him justice. He had a lot more hair, a lot more color, and a lot more presence.
I have enjoyed very much reading of their travels around Europe with Vince and Gabe, Jocelyn as the scriptwriter and Chris as the photographer. As recently as a few weeks ago we had been discussing meeting yet again, as he and Jocelyn were planning another cycling trip, this time to Mallorca, Spain. Thus, although separated by a continent and an ocean, I felt very close to Chris and Jocelyn, Vince and Gabe. While my feelings cannot compare to the intensity of those that his family will feel, Chris's death leaves a hole in my affections that will be very difficult, if not impossible, for anyone else to fill.
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C.S. Lewis
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Bookends
There are so many stories from the more than 40 years in which I was lucky to have Chris as a friend. Too many to choose from, and he had so many good qualities one might illustrate with a story. So, here are the first and last times I saw Chris.
July 1975. Chris and I were both attending the summer debate institute at Georgetown University. It was one of the two premier institutes for the peculiar breed of high school students who want to spend their summer in the library and arguing with each other. We were in different groups, known as "labs" in the self-important jargon of that world. So, I didn't see or know him from the day-to-day goings on. The institute concluded with a tournament.
The final round of that tournament matched Chris and his partner against a heavily-favored team from Marquette HS. Their coach was a big shot in that world, which was a further advantage in an activity that relied on highly subjective judging. Also, Chris' partner was considerably weaker, leaving Chris to carry a heavy load in an uphill battle. I watched the debate and can still remember how Chris gained control of the round. Debates require economy of thought and expression, because time is limited and there are a lot of points to cover. As he would demonstrate so many times later in life, Chris had an extraordinary ability to get to the essence of a point, and especially in finding the most direct and persuasive way to explain why the opposing view was wrong.
Chris and his partner won that round. I returned to Maine wondering the Chris Patti kid from Northern Va. A year later we would be together at Dartmouth and Phi Psi.
May 28, 2017. Anne and I and another family of four from Boulder were on a cycling vacation in Sonoma, largely on a suggestion from Chris. He gave us maps and many detailed suggestions on rides that would work for our group's diverse abilities and interests. We met in Bodega Bay on our first full day. Of course, Chris would have been happy to meet very early, even though we were an hour from Berkeley. He was a morning person in the finest sense. Caffeine-enhanced, of course. But he agreed to a later start to accommodate the group.
The first stop was a bakery in Tamales. It was a modest operation, but Chris knew his food. Most cyclists view nutrition as fuel, not as an aesthetic experience. They choke down bars and gels, stuff the wrapper and keep pedaling. But, Chris saw a chance to add an extra dimension of enjoyment to the ride. And, he carefully explained the relative virtues of several of the bakery's offerings. He really wanted us to have a good experience, but he left no doubt that he took food seriously.
About an hour later we returned to the start, and Chris showed what else he took seriously. Most of the group got in the van but Chris, I, and a young racer went on a longer loop. Chris then took a very long pull, in the vernacular, leaving no doubt how strong he was. We compared notes a lot so I knew that Chris trained hard. But, it was still a shock just how hard it was to keep his pace, even with the benefit of drafting. He was generous and considerate, but he had a competitive side. Luckily, we came to the Wildflower bakery and got another culinary break from the suffering. This was a serious bakery and Chris delighted in talking us through our options. The rest of the ride was beautiful hillside leaving to the coast and then South to Bodega Bay.
He had a smile when we parted and soon were making plans to ride in Mallorca. I dislike the saying that someone died doing what they loved. But, Chris lived doing what he loved.
Ike -- the name by which Chris always knew me.
Another picture from Don Haycraft
Dusty,
Chris, my wife Madaline Herlong, and I were all summer clerking in Seattle in the summer of 1983. Chris was about to begin his federal clerkship and so was I. Madaline still had a year to go at UVa Law. The three of us took a weekend to tour the Olympic Peninsula area west of Seattle and these two pictures capture well Chris’s good nature and sense of fun. These two photos were taken in June 1983.
The photo of Chris posing in that tree was taken by me at the most northwest point in the continental US, Cape Flattery, Washington. We had a lot of fun thinking about being at a geographical extreme! The other photo shows Chris and Madaline posing on Kalaloch Beach, on the west coast of Washington. We thought it was freezing cold for a summertime beach experience, and you can see from the clothing worn it was indeed cold and windy – but sunny! Chris obviously had a love for the West Coast and cool weather.
Madaline and I have always thought highly of Chris and this weekend adventure has always stood out in our minds when we remember the great friends and classmates we had in law school. We are both so sorry that Chris has been cruelly taken from the world. Although we never crossed paths again after that summer, we have often thought of Chris over the years.
Don
Don K. Haycraft
From another law school classmate and his wife
Dusty,
Chris, my wife Madaline Herlong, and I were all summer clerking in Seattle in the summer of 1983. Chris was about to begin his federal clerkship and so was I. Madaline still had a year to go at UVa Law. The three of us took a weekend to tour the Olympic Peninsula area west of Seattle and these two pictures capture well Chris’s good nature and sense of fun. These two photos were taken in June 1983.
The photo of Chris posing in that tree was taken by me at the most northwest point in the continental US, Cape Flattery, Washington. We had a lot of fun thinking about being at a geographical extreme! The other photo shows Chris and Madaline posing on Kalaloch Beach, on the west coast of Washington. We thought it was freezing cold for a summertime beach experience, and you can see from the clothing worn it was indeed cold and windy – but sunny! Chris obviously had a love for the West Coast and cool weather.
Madaline and I have always thought highly of Chris and this weekend adventure has always stood out in our minds when we remember the great friends and classmates we had in law school. We are both so sorry that Chris has been cruelly taken from the world. Although we never crossed paths again after that summer, we have often thought of Chris over the years.
Don
Don K. Haycraft