Dad i miss you but how could you possibly choose drugs over us but besides that i love you

Mom , why did you put dans birthday in as the 25th?

I cant believe how hard it still is for me to talk about or even just to think about you. There isnt a day that goes by that i dont think about you. Im forever wondering how it is that you and i both have/had so many demons in our lives. I know that it really doesnt matter anymore because quite frankly you didnt make it out to the other side of things. I just wish things could have been different for us. I feel like you and i didnt really stand a chance of ever having normal lives. Im not going to blame anyone because thats not really me. I know that at the end of the day it just came down to bad decisions.
 Anyhow i really wish it was easier for me to do stuff like this on here but its not. It really is still very heart breaking to me and i still shed tears 2 and a half years later. Well i posted a few pics of you tonight. One of then is moms favorite so i put that one up for her. I have a bunch more that i will get put up here.. okay bro.... i miss you like crazy and i will always love you...

Well bro I been thinking about you a lot over the holidays. Today is new years Eve and I gotta admit that I'm happy to see this year is over. I miss you so much. I miss being able to talk to you. Anyhow I just wanted to say I love you and miss you dearly.

We are all missing you during this holiday season, You would be so proud of how Justin is growing and maturing.He reminded me so much of you,we talk about you all the time.He is a very special gift that you left here for us.Thank you for that.Merry Christmas in Heaven Son.I Love You

Dan your missed so very much,I still have a hard time finding the words to say just how much.I HAVE to keep telling myself that your with us all.And in fact you ARE(right here in all of our hearts)I love you.

You were the greatest uncle ever, I remember a time when you tried to open a coconut and almost screwed it to the floor or the time when we went camping in your yard. You set up a tent and we all told stories and ate popcorn together. Every time I was with you I always had the greatest time. You were so much fun and I miss you so much. I love you ❤

To my little brother. 
   There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. Every morning I wake up wondering if you know that your gone. I go to bed wondering if everything will be okay. I know that I miss you like crazy and wish you were still here. I know that one day things will get better but in the mean time it still hurts. Even today I thought about you and discovered this little thing that mom made for you and it made me cry. I even called mom to tell her that she made me cry.. Lol.. I don't mean to sound so selfish because I know that its not only me who needs you. I also think about Juston and tiff , I know they still needed you as well. I hope I can help with Juston , try and be the best uncle I can be. I hope he will find it in himself to come to me if and when he needs me. I will always be a presence in his life and I hope he can see you in me... oh well time for me to cut this short , I just hope you know that I love you..

My love,My light,My son I miss your practical jokes lonley without you.I miss you with all my heart.

My love,My light,My son I miss your practical jokes lonley without you.I miss you with all my heart.