Bubba,
The holiday's are hard because our family gets together and you are not there...but I can say that I know you are with us in spirit. Your birthday is hard, but I try to focus on the celebration of your life...the day god blessed me with you, and that is something to be thankful for. But this day...this day is the hardest of them all, because I can't seem to find anything to make this day anything other that what it is. The most awful, horrible, and devastating day of my life! The day that I cannot forget...the day that my life changed forever!! I will never get used to you being gone, even if I live to be 100...I will love you and miss you everyday until my last breath! Until then, please come and visit me in my dreams tonight, so I can give you a big hug and a kiss on the cheek...Today, Tomorrow, and Always!!
Mom