You made such a fuss over that outfit. Such a big baby sometimes. But you were too cute. You did not want to wear any other shoes with it because those particular ones were your favorites. Why? Because you said you could run faster than light in them. My Goodness Davon. The laughs never ended with you.

This was double date night. It was an awesome night at dave and busters. We had too much fun. I think I took this picture too. We laughed all night long. Your mom and her friend were so sweet to us youngsters. Ill never forget what you told me. Best man Ever.

Meeting you was probably the best day of my young life. We met on-line. Which was a surprise to me once I met you in person. You were so outgoing I felt it unnecessary, but you were always ready to make new friends. When you first came to my apartment I thought you were weird. You would just look at me without saying a word. When I spoke you held on to every word. You made me feel so special. When you actually spoke to me, I thought id met a genius. You were oh so smart. I made us dinner and you were so appreciative. You opened up to me right away. Telling me about your beautiful mother and your crazy brothers that you loved more than anything in the world. It wasn't long before we were attached to one another. We spent so much time together that people became accustomed to seeing us glued at the hip. You were always attentive to me and my needs. always ready to teach me something new and explore new worlds. No day was ever dull with you. We were both far from perfect yet we completed each other. Its been almost 5 long years since ive held your hand or heard you say you love me, and it always feels like just yesterday we were arguing over the most minimal of things. Im sorry youre gone. WIthout you I live in fear that I will always be alone. Without you I live in a world where true love is almost obsolete. You were so darn pure Davon. You never lied to me, no matter how brutal the truth was. You always made sure that I had no reason to doubt you. I blame myself for your families lost and as long as I live I could never express to them in words how badly I feel for what happened. I could never express how the pain eats at me night and day. I loved you more than any man I ever knew. You were my first love. You made my small world so big. I only hope that one day I will see you again and get another chance to tell you I love you. thank you for making our world real. thank you for acknowledging me when no one else did. Thank you for fighting for me even tho I didnt deserve it. Thank you for being you. I love you Davon and I always will. We will always know what we meant to each other. I still have every letter, every video and every picture and they give me a small amount of peace. Happy Birthday for 2014 Booga! God has one of the best.