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i remember wen we shared a bedroom at ampleforth road we used to lay with our beds next to each other and one of us would say psstt are u awake yh shud we go out?? yh sod it n we used to get up get dressed n go out no matter wat time of night it was everyday was a adventure one after another u c i never fely i belonged or had a place in the world with u i did i felt safe loved n protected i had my beautiful nutty crazy big sister u used to call me b not bb b u used to say it was because i was your baby (sister) u taught me to stand up for myself u taught me to love myself and showed me i was special we used to go visit your da in abbeywood all the time he used to give us gold like it was a sweetie we went on pub crawls the highlight of the night if u was sick u used to sit on my bed n stroke my hair wen i cried or was upset n tell me it will all be ok you was the heart of our family doll u had us in stitches mum or ma as u called her idolised u you two was so close u used to come home to be looked after for a few days and have everyone runnin round after u lol you always had a smile for everyone unless they pissed u off then god help them i remember wen i was reading the newspaper it was on my lap and all i see was flames u had set my foot n the paper alight it was so funny everyone was trying to throw b urning paper out into the garden we was all crying with laughter.
doll everyone tells me i shud be over you and move on well i have been forced to move on by every minute that passes i will never let u go i cant its impossible i got my 3 kids your niece n nephews but you my doll my big sis you are just too special too much of a loss to move on i will never ever get over losing u till the day i pass away and i see you uagain i cant say in words how badly u not being here affects me i get on with things i live life but while im doing that its with a broken heart and the longer time goes on the harder it gets the more my memories fade thats why i tell the kids everyday about you i love u doll i miss u more than anyone will ever know all my love forever love you loads as we used to say from your b xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx