WELL BUGGER ITS BEEN 5 YRS TODAY SINCE YOU WENT TO LIVE WITH GOD ,BUGGER YOU WERE SUCH A HUGE PART OF MY LIFE .AND WHEN YOU DIED PART OF ME DIED TOO. .ITS JUST NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU . I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH AND ALWAYS WILL , AND IM SORRY I CANT LET YOU GO. I LOVE YOU WITH 1/2 OF MY HEART AND THE OTHER HALF BELONGS TO NOODLE , MY NARD . YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I GO THROUGH EVER DAY OF MY LIFE MISSING YOU NO ONE DOES YOU KNOW YOUR SISTER LOVED HER BUGGER BABY, BUT LISTEN TO THIS YOU WILL LOVE THIS ANGEL NAMED A DOLL AFTER YOU YESTERDAY AND THE ONE SHE GOT IS ALSO NAMED AFTER YOU . SO SON WE HAVE DIFFERENT WAYS OF KEEPING YOU ALIVE TILL WE MEET AGAIN ONE DAY . DONT EVER FORGET THE LOVE THAT YOUR SISTER HAS FOR YOU AND I KNOW YOU WONT . LOVE YOUR SISTER ALWAYS DARLENE