This memorial website was created in memory of our beloved husband, brother, uncle, friend, Edward Chaney. He was a generous friend to those that knew him. He was a patient teacher to those he mentored in the art of Kenpo. He dedicated 20 years with the men and women of the Baltimore City Police Department serving as a police officer and detective. He will forever remain an amazing example of love in its purest and most passionate form as he fought so fiercely to remain with his one true love, Cindy. We will remember him forever.
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Leave a tributeI miss you with every painful breath.
I miss you with every cell of my body.
I just miss you.
It is written that God made mankind in His own image, in the image of God he created them male and female he created them. Perhaps we truly are not complete without each other, male needing female and female needing male to truly be one. My darling SweetPea, from the day we met and then later married on that beautiful day 25 years ago, I knew that I was finally complete, whole. We lived a life of love and bliss, even in the most difficult of challenges. Nothing was so unpleasant so long as we faced them together. And at the moment you drew your last breath I was cleaved in half and again forced to live my days missing half of my soul and the essence of my heart. I now count these days as “one day closer” as each day passes. I am adrift, untethered in this world without you. So, my love, please be readying a place for me for that day when I truly get to come home and be whole once more. Happy 25th wedding anniversary. I wish with all my heart we were fulfilling our plans today returning to the place we spent our honeymoon. Oh how amazing it might have been. #onedaycloser #foreverstillmeansforever
Another day closer Sweetpea.
I love you forever.
Today, like every day, bring us one day closer.
I really believe the years here are seconds there. I’m trying to get okay with waiting for my time. The truth is, though, I’m ready anytime you can get God to let you come and get me.
If you were here you would be slowing me down, encouraging me to take in the moments as you did so well. Snuggling up on the couch with you more, going for walks. Hopefully I would have found a way to work less and travel more, visit family.
I now feel so old. And as much as I look at what is good, I miss seeing myself through your eyes. The way you always told me, “you are so beautiful” - I knew that, to you, I truly was. You also would sneak into the bathroom when I was taking a shower or bath just to wash my back. You always were so sweet and thoughtful. You are always my hero.
I would have had you here to put my head on your chest and feel the comfort of your arms when I felt that others didn’t see me for who I am. I wouldn’t have grown in the way I am trying now, seeking to find some feeling of comfort in God and heaven.
You would still be encouraging me to go to the gym with you and you would fit a second workout in just to motivate me. You’d be finding us places to explore so I could devote time to photography while not giving up on every moment possible together..
I love you, my darling Sweetpea. I miss our life daily. I think you would be encouraging me to learn how to focus on the good and not let it make me cry as much. Today is just another tough one. The truth is this world to me is still without color or depth without you sharing it with me. After 26 years of being one unified “Team Chaney” I don’t know how to engage without you. I am trying babe. I really am. I just feel like I am no longer anchored, like my roots are all superficial and not deeply rooted in “us” because half of that is gone.
Happy Birthday, my love! I hope heaven has birthday parties and you are surrounded by your Mom and Dad, your God parents and friends! I hope your mom can’t wait to meet me. I am deeply grateful for your love. It is the closest thing I can imagine God’s love being. I love you Ed, and I will love you forever.
Happy birthday from Don & I. ❤️
Hardly a day has gone by when I haven’t thought of her or Ed.
It’s often small things, like yesterday the last Star Wars movie came on & I remember just how much Ed wanted to see that whole series. I can’t look at countertops without remembering Don helping Ed with the installation of the countertop in Md. It was chipped during the install & the ribbing between Don & Ed was classic. I miss the fact that he’ll never again come over my house rooting through my cookie cabinet. I used to buy some stuff just for Ed because I got a kick when he’d find something decadent. I miss his opinions, viewpoints & general approach to life.
But mostly I think of how much my sister has lost & my heart aches. The spontaneous endearments & sweet or silly songs he’d sing to her spontaneously. I still hear his voice sometimes in my head. Everyone please give Cindy all your love & prayers, for today is going to be difficult. Cindy, Don & I love you sis. Hugs.
“I would rather be no where with you than anywhere without you.”
I find so much truth in that every single day. But I have to believe you are still someplace and all I want is for this to be a blip of a separation between our together yesterday and our together forever. It is the only reason to even breathe.
You truly were sunshine in human form. Definitely always my sunshine.
Until that day, make a place for me beside you and be ready to hugs and kiss me for all eternity, my love.
The policeman stood and faced his God,
Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said,
No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry badges
can't always be a saint.
I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough,
and sometimes I've been violent, Because the streets are awfully tough. But I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep
Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep.
And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here.
They never wanted me around Except to calm their fear.
If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand.
I never expected or had too much, But if you don't.....I'll understand.
There was silence all around the throne Where the saints had often trod. As the policeman waited quietly, For the judgment of his God.
Step forward now, policeman, You've borne your burdens well.
Come walk a beat on Heaven's streets, You've done your time in Hell!
The storm passed. We were drenched and still today laugh about the shenanigans we got into. He always wanted to be a pirate, loved coming to the marina and seeing his pirate flag flying! Another time, was at Red Eye Dock bar. Again we were in the dingy’s are were bar hopping in the Narrow’s well, Eddie had a water gun and decided to blast us in our dingy. The war was on, we used our water pump and aimed it directly on his dingy. Eddie loves Cindy so much, he always put her before anyone including himself. The love and bond you share is unbelievable and most will never have. Cindy cherish all your memories and know we are ALWAYS here for you! We love you both so much and we will miss Eddie every day!!
Half the tree was decorated with Starship circa 1996 and the other half with beautiful white lights and sparkly ornaments. We had a fabulous dinner by Cindy's culinary hand. Ed and I walked outside afterward to purvey the jet ski they owned.
Both of us sat in the parking lot staring at this jet ski like "sugar plumb fairies dancing in our head." Ed and I knew that this jet ski would sit before us no longer and he mentioned to me of spending his life on the shores. Ed and Cindy found themselves there, however is wasn't along Maryland's coast line!
This is my story of one moment in one day that was superbly meaningful to me.
Xoxo, Kimber
BEYOND THE SEA (Bobby Darin)
Somewhere beyond the sea
Somewhere waiting for me
My lover stands on golden sands
And watches the ships that go sailin'
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I miss you with every painful breath.
I miss you with every cell of my body.
I just miss you.
Happy heavenly birthday brother in law.
Hurricane Ian
So many memories, this is just the latest….
There are so many little memories or times wishing we could consult Ed for his viewpoint, so many times over these past 3 years.
Don will be wearing your hat Cindy gifted him, today. We miss you often.