It is 3:04 a.m. Sunday morning December 23rd 2018, two days before Christmas that I'm writing this. It has nearly been a year ago that you graduated to your glory. This earth was not your final resting place. Because your final destination was never this earth but just merely a short visit. And how short it was. Truly but a mere vapor in time.  
But what a beautiful person/wife/daughter/sister/aunt/.. grandmother/friend/cat lover/lover of silly nicknames/foolishness and most of all to me the best mother a son could of have. And to think that I almost didn't come to be. But for your final decision to try for another son. And I am eternally grateful. For it was around 33 years ago that I prayed with you to accept Jesus into my heart.
Jesus the true meaning we celebrate this Christmas season. I love you and will see you some day soon. Because his return is just around the corner. Love you mom.  Can't wait to see your great big house, with lots of rooms. 

P.S. one of the reasons I waited so long to write. Is because at first I thought how can words express how much I love you and miss you. The other is my spelling is terrible and I tend to have a lot of run on sentences. So sorry everyone if this was hard to follow but I love my mom to much to not have written something. And if you have any questions about my faith, I'll be glad to tell you all about it. And until that day. Look up and also to your fellow believer to show you the way to Jesus for your strength. There signs are all around us of his glory and of that the fact that his return is near and eminent!
Merry Christmas
Nathan Richard Miakisz
Your one and only "sons". as you would say. Not sure why plural, but that's what you would do. Come up with special names for everyone and everything.

Plus just a side note the song I played for my mother on her final last hours/minutes of life here on earth was "Perfect" by Ed Sharon. And I just found out that it is the second most downloaded song of 2018

To the Miakisz family, no one is ever totally prepared for the death of a loved one words cannot convey the feeling of pain and heartache that comes from the loss of Elaine please know that the giver of life Jehovah God knows how you feel he will soon restore life to those who have fallen asleep in death and promises to do so by means of a resurrection. At Isaiah 26:19 it tells us your dead will live. May you be comforted by God‘s word. My deepest sympathy to you and the family

Rest in peace Elaine

Elaine was a kind, loving and faithful friend. She shared joy and laughter during our working years. Our hearts broke as she slipped away. Her unwavering faith in God has led her to eternal life. God Bless Elaine. I will treasure our friendship forever.

Mom was a very generous soul, she had a love for people and was devoted to her family. She had a contagious laugh and enjoyed animals. Our memories will live on forever in our hearts. We love you mom and know you are no longer in pain or suffering from the rehabilitating disease of Dementia. We did our best to try to connect with you on this Earth in your state of confusion and at times we thought you recognized us. I long to have my mother back as it has been a long time since we have been able to have a conversation. See you in Heaven!!

I am so sorry for loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!!❤️❤️❤️