My Sweet Darling:

I have miss coming here so much.. I can feel my heart being comforted right now, peace restore being here with you. and in our house where we live and love.  You see I was flat on my back the day after I visited you here at least a week before Christmas, was hospitalized, finally on my feet 2 days ago.
It feels like I have been gone for months I needed you so much, I remember you use to tell me you needed to be with me because I would have no one to make my breakfast or take care of me.....You have left such huge whole in my heart and in my life, I was not meant to live without you humanly speaking. I miss our daily routine , making decisions together , I need your wisdom because you had the wisdom of God and maybe I was to lazy to listen to the Lord for myself, our daily bible study were so rich you brought so much knowledge. Although the Lord is with me always for He never leave me nor forsake me, your presence is missed everywhere at all times. I hide my tears when I speak your name, the pain in my heart is still the same; no body misses any one more than I miss you. My love for you is alive in me keeping me going, accepting my life, changing what I can, doing my very best.....Thanking God for You being with him, and not suffering any more. I did not get to say Happy New Year, but in my heart I did, I needed to tell you than I love you with all of my heart for ever plus 2 days throughout eternity. Thank you for being my everything on earth, you were my gift from God; we had a wonderful, rich, and fulfilled life and I am thankful to the Lord...Death took your physical body but he surely could not take your love for love never dies... I wish you could hold me right now; I can feel you arms around me so warm and comfortable. I cannot wait for night to dream of you ...til we see each other again your love will lead on..........you are my forever endless love......

Today I needed you so very much,as I attempted to celebrate our Cheley's life. As I went about my day with a heavy heart, the phone ring, A friend from the past called and invited me for the day, suggesting that I should be out. a real BLESSING FROM OUR LORD, I was able to share and enjoy time with my Lisa, plus others sisters and brothers in the Lord, it was a gift from the Lord, He always provide for me no matter the need, so Honey although your are always miss, I made it ......temps bien que mal....... The Lord is my Shepherd I shall not want.....To you my endless Love for ever plus 2 days......

Hi mon Cheri, it's me again missing you....Thanksgiving eve and I just need to spend sometime sharing my love with you in words. Holidays are especially difficult....I may look strong but I am fighting daily to be this way. Please have patience with me....I will never be the same person that I was, but I am trying to be the very best that I can right now. By God's grace I will get through this difficult season, no doubt...Grieving is not for the weak....just when I think I am done, I fall back into its crack, just when I come up for air, it throws me back, being happy is a struggle, Trying to survive this complicated storm would be impossible without the Lord helping me every minute of the day. The bond we shared keep us together forever, you walk with me each day, you help to keep me strong till the day....I think about you ... our beautiful life together, your special ways, you wonderful and dear. On our wedding day you told me that our life would be a love story, a roman d'amour that will inspire others... it was just that my love......Although you have left this world you will stay within my heart guiding like an angel even though we are apart. For love is everlasting and so are my memories, your legacy that is always there to light the way for me. on This Thanksgiving as always, I thank my Father in Heaven for the gift He bestowed upon me..... YOU MY LOVE. ....your life was my blessing, your memory a treasure, our love beyond words and missed beyond measure.  Gone is the face I love so dear, silent the voice I love to hear, too far away for sight or speech but not to far for thought to reach.  Forever my endless love plus 2 days I will always love you....Happy Thanksgiving my Love

Frank, you left us two years ago today to be with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. It's been especially hard on Madeleine. My prayer is that all would love the Lord as you did and do. A heavenly award awaits all those who believe. May we learn to walk as Christ did and to always put the needs of others before our own. It was always a comfort to see you sitting out in front of your house, a kind of watchman over the neighborhood. So, peace and joy to all who shared in your life, and to those who read these words. Your forever neighbors, Don and Pat

Today , my Love, I celebrate you......2 years has passed.............
Another day, another month, another year, but there never be another you...
.Dedicated to you straight from my heart which has been left broken...since the day we had to part. I love you every second with each beat of my heart, I am sending you all my love wrapped up to you above. Today it is hard with out you.., but know that I miss you more each passing day. I live my life with you ....with a heart full of memories and a love that is all for you. I am blessed, it is because of God that I made it thus far, for He never leave me or forsake me.  The love so beautiful, I miss, your smile, your wisdom, your advise, most of all I miss holding you. You are the wind beneath my wings. The Lord has chosen you to be with Him and I should feel nothing but proud.  My pain a life time will last, you memory will never escape me, but make me glad for the time we did have. You face will always be hidden deep inside my heart, each precious moment you gave me shall never depart.
They that love beyond the world cannot be separated by it. Death cannot kill what never dies.
Forgive me if I repeat myself a thousand time a day, but I did not get instructions on the day you left. There was a lot of suggestions on what it was I should do, but they did not know the love that we shared between me and you so I follow my heart. .....
Since words cannot express exactly how I feel, how until we meet again my heart will never heal.......
You were all understanding, caring, gentle, kind and good. I miss you so very much every single day, and take comfort in the memories that will never fade away. One day recently I realized, this is not how you want me to be, that even though you are gone, you are still here with me, you want me to carry on. To live the life the best I can will honor you .Yes, I need time to grief, but deep inside of my heart, I know what I believe...I believe that God is ....I believe Love last forever, I believe in Heaven above, I believe when the time is right we will meet again my love....Until then, As I travel this road alone, the journey is my own.....
I love you with an everlasting love, a love with no end......plus 2 days

Frank...I lay this flower today, for the heart of your precious Madeleine. I can only imagine what an amazingly, loving wife she was when you were here with her. As she shares some of the wonderful memories you two made, its as though I can picture them for myself. Like the sweetest of Love Stories! The impact of the love you two shared is so very deep. It is a true testimony of God's plan for a man and woman. T Frank, you left a legacy beyond belief. The love for your God and for your Madeleine is a cornerstone of boundless strength. My heart is so full of gratitude because of your Madeleine in my life. I look forward to the day when we are all together, with the Father, praising His Holy Name. In His Love! Lisa

Frank was the nicest man. He loved Madeleine with all his heart and she loved him with all her heart. Frank, we will continue to look after Madeleine, checking in with her, letting her know that someone will be there for her now that you are gone. You memory helps to comfort her. She misses you & loves you as we all do.

Ralph and I miss you Frank and the times we had together with you and. Madeleine. So many questions as to why someone has to leave us behind. Our only comfort comes from the word of the Lird. He has promised we will all be together again. Somehow that keeps us going. Did you know that while you were still with us, you spoke prophetic words. I would have enjoyed our conversations today!!! You had great wisdom! Miss you and happy we will converse again in heaven. Madeleine is doing good. She is spreading her wings little by little. You would be pleased. Love, Bonnie and Ralph

Mon Cheri que j'aime.....Aujourd'hui le 1 Setptember our favor month, our favor season, our car trip back East to see the beautiful change of nature, we would be getting things together to leave in the middle of the month...How I miss you....was hoping to continue our tradition, but alone I don't feel safe......so I will go back in yesteryears and go on our trip in my minds memories......this is the time of the year the most difficult until after the new year, but all do-able when you have the Lord Jesus on your side. You see, there is this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and you whispers still softly echo; a place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. Yes I am incomplete without you I miss you each and every day, you are someone so special who means more than word can say, that is why love is always all in and around me, thank you for leaving all that I need to go on........I will honor you and the memories you left behind, our memories have become my gold , they give me hope and hold my hand as I go through this life alone humanly. To honor you by living the best life that I can with the help of our FATHER AND THE LORD JESUS THRU THE POWER OF HIS SPIRIT...God very often grant me time in my dreams with you shetered in your arms, I know it is just a dream, but the arms I feel are real and I am happy once again throughout the next day and more... Nothing last forever...expect for ever...and you my love...and so will you my love...where even I am found you memories always around.....For me you will never die for you have taken the time to leave me with fond memories, remembering how your touch electrified my soul. I will forever love you plus 2 days ....my love......until God calls me home......you are my endless love

Honey I am so excited went to your office discover in a drawer that I never open
3 dvd you have made of our vacation. What a surprise, a blessing from the Lord
I am so so happy I am going to watch our car trip back East don't have to just remember. I am so blessed, thank you my love for this gift, will be my greatest joy time after time to see us together on our fabulous fall joy trip.....xoxosxo

Happy 4th of July, thinking of you of course in remembrance of those 4th we spent together..., always so blessed. Hope against hope you are reunited with your brother...... thinking much of him today 23 years ago, hard to believe, wishing you were with me to day.  Just to remind you : you are my heart, my soul, my treasure, my today, my tomorrow, my forever plus 2 days, my everything. Of course my Lord know He is first.... but humanly you are first and last and forever my endless love.......
The rain falls because the clouds can no longer handle the weight.
Tears fall because my heart can no longer handle the pain.
I miss you so very much.......

Dearest Frank, thinking about you on your Birthday, would love to go to Caspers with you to get our hot dog..everytime I go I can imagine you and Madeliene sitting outside with your precious lil bird eating your hot dogs..you with your heart of gold and the patience of a 'gentle' man.
Miss you and you are not forgotten ever. Love Benita

Dear Frank,
On this day, of your birthday, we especially think of you.
You will always be remembered with the warmest of thoughts.
We miss you.
We will watch over Madeleine for you.
We know you are in heaven watching over her too.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING....we use to have wonderful week-end with our daughter celebrating both birthday on Memorial day week-end she loved "uncle daddy" so much you were such an amazing dad and grand dad to the boys, we all miss both of you so much. I am sure Benita will miss your trip to the hotdog place, I send .her a birthday wish....Well my Love I know you are in God's care and in good health for that I am so thankful. In your honor and our Cheley,s birthday I send this ballon up above... along with lots of love....Wishing we could be all together , but in my heart you both are always near... so mon cheri celebrate with Cheley . Since my arms cannot reach you I always hug both of you with my prayer, Where there is deep grief ...there is great love. My endless Love je t'aime forever plus 2 days, I miss you so much, give Cheley my love......until that day that God calls me home, prepare a place for me between the two of you, where we will live eternally in our Father's house........I live each day with the joy of the Lord , the amazing love in my heart, the wonderful memories we created,,,,,TO HAVE KNOWN SUCH GREAT LIFE WITH YOU KEEPS ME SO CONTENT....GLORY TO GOD FOR HE IS GOOD ALL THE TIME.......HONEY I MISS YOU EVERY WHERE I GO, EVERYTHING I DO, YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING . JE T'AIME DE TOUT MON COEUR POUR TOUJOURS

A time to remember a life well lived. Thank you for watching from above over my friend Madeleine. Happy birthday to you in your heavenly mansion. Val

"Happy Birthday Frank!" This is the day God chose to share you with the world. Because of your presence here on earth many lives were touched. Precious memories of you, that Madeleine shares, are beautiful, to say the least. They bring blessings to our hearts, and are a light from which God shines into our lives and marriage. You are all that God had created you to be...kind, caring, loving, sharing, full of joy & laughter, and an example of what God intended a Daddy & Husband to be. Russ & I are blessed to share your Madeleine with you! She fills our lives with joy! Birthday Blessings! In His Love, Russ & Lisa

Remembering our special Frank with much affection on his birthday, and with much gratefulness for having known him. His absence continues to leave such a void, but the happy memories help comfort. Thank you, Lord, for having brought him into our lives; thank You for the legacy of love he left behind....

"HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY ENDLESS LOVE"......Today is our day, I was impressed in my heart to create new memories for us...but.....it is still so difficult to redo this day with new memories......Then I was going to go to Laughling where we marry, but I just could not do it without you.....so I come here on your site to share this day with you. Mon Cheri I miss you every moment of every day, and my love for you grows with every memories I share of us.....we had a wonderful live......thank you my amazing husband. Time does not always heal, but it does afford an opportunity to form new perspectives which can be a good step toward healing.  I am seriously thinking of down sizing I knew I have your approval for you wanted to do this for me before you left to your final home so I will do it Charrett will help me. It is going to a big job. Tony came by....as you probably know his wife also left us, I hope you have meet her, we never had our dinner together, we will someday.....Darling I just want to reinterate my love for you to the moon and back, to infinity and beyond......nothing between you and I can ever touch this great love story life we lived in spite of life adversities. You are my Hero, the wind beneath my wings( one of our many favorite songs).God continues to bless me and encourage me and I am so blessed with the friends He added to my life since you when home ..... I am so grateful for all the many many nights in my dreams we spent together . My goal is to arrive in that place where you are so ever present in my heart.... to live without your presence in life. I live with the love you left behind, I close my eyes I see you, when I open my eyes I miss you, but Cheri some day we will be together again in our Father's house until then know that I love you with my endless love for ever plus 2 days....nothing will ever separate us .......always and for ever yours.........your loving wife....I will see you in my dreams........

I miss you tonight my love,,,,,,,,, actually it is morning, thinking about my Michele, her first born baby boy, born on this day 32 yrs ago. What a joyful day it was I will never forget the look on her face when she held her baby boy. including all of us. The best baby ever.....I miss her every day, you both left such a gap in my life, but also lots o f love.......I am just a very proud mom, and memere.  I am not sure that the boys really know this, for I am such an absent grandma and yet I loved them so......I know you would be so disappointed but I cannot handle being with the boys without my girl, and they have much in-laws, I don't feel like it would be fair or enough for me to see them few times per year, there is not one day I don't think of the both of you.....but my consolation is knowing that you are both happy and healthy, no more pain, just joy for you both. Derek will be married soon and I suppose that will be a baby shortly after. Danny bought a house doing so well, good husband and father the baby 6 month 1/2 old too cute he is. I wish we could enjoy them together for without you and Chele I am broken. Thanks be to God who take care of me daily, My Lisa and Russ, Linda and John, Will and Ethel and Val who always here when I need her at night, my brother of course every days on Skype I love them all pastor Yvonne and bishop Ray my spiritual encourager. I am blessed, Your love in my heart and I take you both everywhere I go. Your are my amazing husband and my Sweet daughter and the love you both left in my heart is enough until we all together again...until then. I will carry on for us three, with My Lord and my God. directions.......my love is for your both for ever plus 2 days.....May is coming all three of our birthday plus our anniversary, I will honor those days in a special way.......love to the both of you....forever you both will live thru me in my heart........xoxoxo..

Today is Good Friday no tradition to follow I cannot make brioche and if I could I would not make it. When you beautiful heart stop beating, my heart just broke in two, knowing that here on Earth, that never be another like you. No matter how I feel, I get up, dress up, show up and never give up, you were my whole world, I am grateful and blessed for every days we shared together. Day by day I am learning how to wade through the new normal of my life. I thank God for my friends who just let me be, grief does not follow a clock or calendar, it never ends...it changes. Is a passage not a place to dwell it is not a sign of weakness nor a lack of faith it is the PRICE OF LOVE. Sometimes at night I think about all you left for me, and thanking you for allowing me to know how you feel in your heart. showing me every day I was your one and only love; you made sure it was engraved in my heart.  The love you gave me in the past will be enough to last my life time. As I loved you mon Cheri, so I miss you. In my memory you are near, loved, remembered, longed for always, treasured with a love sincere. You are where I cannot see you and your voice I cannot hear yet I know you are beside me, never absent, always near. For everything you did for me I thank you so much, especially for your love imprinted in my heart. Darling I love you today with that same love. missing you every day. be sure that I will love you for ever plus 2 days. My love belong to the only man who ever love me unconditionally, like you always said our life is a love story and will remain ......between us forever plus two days.....until that day......my Love.....
Happy resurrection day.....yours forever....you wife

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY MY LOVE....This year, I decided not to remember at least in writing, the 25th of each months, but to move on from this date and remember only the beautiful memories of each day of the year that meant so much to us. To ponder all in my heart for I do not wish to share any more in public. I just want you to know this is my desire to keep our blessed life a secret from my heart to yours. Honey I miss us just the way we were; what a beautiful love story.  I miss you today just as much as the day you left me, missing you is a heartache that never goes away....but Jesus promises He will never leave me or forsake me, and nothing on earth can separate me from the Love of God in Jesus, and this is what keeps me going otherwise life would have no meaning for me. HOLY SPIRIT comfort me, guide me, help me, love me, and meet my every need. I thanks my God daily for given you to me with an unconditional love!!!.., I wow to love you forever plus
2 days for the rest of my live. The Tour Eiffel will always be a memorial to the beautiful journey we shared. Thank you My loving husband for teaching me what True love is..........Thank you Lord for keeping us united in your love.....and allowing me to spend my nights dreaming of our life together; see Honey I spend most every night, when I sleep that is, dreaming of you when I awake I still feel your hands holding mine . Days are easier to bear, God take good care of me ...... you are my Valentine today and for ever.....you will always be my endless love.....FOREVER PLUS 2 DAYS

My Love..... just want to come this morning and say "Happy New Year" I miss saying these things to you face to face. I am going to spend time at Wanda as we always done I will miss you...God bless us all in the New Year. I will carry you in my heart always . I love you forever plus 2 days my Endless love,.....thank you for being an amazing husband , thanks you for all the great memories we made together. Mon cheri je t'aime.......and we have snow in our house everywhere you turn you see snow that makes me miss you so much...I NEED YOU STILL.....

Merry Christmas my Love....I am no sure what Christmas is like in Heaven or is it Christmas every day..... I when to a candle light Service last night. Different kind of Christmas this year....shall I repeat myself and tell you how much you are miss today and every day....how my love continue to grow, I have the most amazing husband..... I miss our Christmas breakfast our tete a tete with fire in the fireplace, and our traditional breakfast....but God gives me joy and peace in my heart . Gene went to be with the Lord on the 18th it was a sad day. Our KIDS were here Saturday to celebrate Christmas together the baby
Brayden is so beautiful Michele would be so proud of her grandsons. We spoke of you with so much love, we all love you so.... you are so much a part of all of us.....Jake and Gloria are moving and we spend one day together revisiting our time together. All our friends stop buy..... with gifts..... I felt so love. Bonnie and Ralph are in that new home in Oregon, I miss them. Life is good when Jesus is the center. Today you have been gone 14 months.....an empty chair is place a the table ......Oh!. my Love as we celebrate the birth of our Lord, the ultimate
gift we every received eternal life.... Love, peace and joy its all wonderful, but I am missing you soooo much, I love you with all my heart forever plus 2 days.....wishing I could hold you in my arms, but I hold you in my heart always and forever my endless love

another month my love.....Thanksgiving is upon us once again.......I miss you so much. I tried to make our house look the same, no tradition foods this year, restaurant will have to do. Cannot bear to cook yet, my life in the hand of God is so do-able, He put joy in my heart that passes my understanding. The pain of losing you and Cheley is overwhelming at times but I know who is holding my hand. I am so thankful on this Thanksgiving that the Lord call you home when He did because you would be so miserable , and unable to function. I know that you are in perfect health, no more pain, and I rejoice knowing this, my love keep on growing and you are always here with me, I miss talking to you, I miss your presence in our big home, but I feel you here, you are so near; knowing that forever plus 2 days I will love you; you are mine and I am yours inside of me you are and for ever you will stay. I will have a Happy Thanksgiving because I know that Jesus will never leave me nor forsake me, and He love for me will see me through. Thanks you so much for my life with you it was indeed a beautiful ride, I miss that life but so thankful I know what love feel like, some of us wish for just one day of it we have a long life time and in the end we all will come home to our origin and be forever with our Lord together......I can only imagine......forever my love......with a heart full of love for you.......you are my everything my endless love....Dec 14th is coming I will make you guys proud......
Cheley has been gone 7 years I miss her so much and my love for her is so alive
.....but I know she is happy.....I love you both to the moon and back.......until we together again....

Good Morning Frank...It is a very crisp/windy fall morning, and how thankful my heart is this day. Full of gratitude for your Madeleine. She has bought so much joy into Russ & my heart's. With every moment we spend with her, we are growing closer to you as well. As she speaks of the wonderful times you two shared, it blesses us in such a special way. I believe its was God's plan to place her near to us, at this very time in our lives and marriage. Oh, what a life you two shared here on earth. It extends to the Heavens. She joined us at Bible study last night. We are starting a new study, and she is the perfect addition to our group. Of course, we so wish that you were present with us as well, but through Madeleine, Russ & I feel your passion for the Lord. Have a blessed day with the Lord and His angels. God Bless! In His Love, Lisa

Madeline, I'm grateful that God allowed us to share Frank with you for a few years. We know that he is resting in his eternal home and that he knows how much he was loved by you. May God continue to strengthen you.

Our dearest friend. The tribute to your unforgetable companion/loving husband touched our hearts. Certainly "gone but not ever forgotten" describes the impact Frank left not only on your life, but all those who he contributed so very much to. He left you with strength that he asked our Lord to do. Even knowing both of you will be joined once again and forever in eternity must give you much comfort but days are long and the nights are even longer. You are carrying on just as Frank asked you to and that gives you strength to carry on. We love you. Red & LaVerne

Remembering all the special and good times spent with the Mediates--family celebrations, times spent with mutual friends, sitting with Frank on his bed as he recovered from hospital stays, chatting, laughing and praising the Lord! He was like the brother I never had. His quiet strength, integrity, wisdom and wonderful personality have left such a legacy...we are so blessed to have known him! His presence is so deeply missed!
The thought that brings a smile to my heart is that just maybe by now, he and my husband, Bill, have had the chance to meet and are getting to know each other, If they did, I know without a doubt they "hit it off"!
Two men of like character and values....
Yes, dear Madeleine, we do have much to look forward to....even though this part of the journey is not easy. But God's grace is sufficient!

Dearest Frank,
As this year has passed by, your spirit has blessed me in ways that are hard to put into words. Each time your precious Madeleine speaks of her beloved "Frankie," there is such a sense of your presence. The soul of a Godly man, full of humble strength and caring kindness. You are ever present, nearby, watching over. And...I would not be completely truthful if I did not tell you, how very much I wish Russ and I had been able to shared more moments with you. But these things are for God to orchestrate. And, so He has, as we share moments with your Madeleine, we marvel at the time when we will be spending eternity together. But now, in this season of life, it is your legacy, that lives in each and every heart you have touched. You have made the door to Heaven seem brighter. Thank you for being the man of God who's love endures to all generations. Know that your Madeleine is like an angel to me, and I vow to be there for her, in all the ways God leads me. For now my brother, I rejoice in your Heavenly Home.
In His Love, Lisa

My love.....as I ponder over our life I cannot help feeling blessed for the love we shared, the added years the Lord granted to us, for the amazing husband , I tell you that out of all the husbands you would still be my only choice. You were everything I ever dreams plus some, thank you my love....Our home is very empty without you....but I find comfort being here and safe. We picked everything together and everything is you, part of me cannot believe you will never come back; it has been a year today, 365 days, 8760 hours. I had perfect opportunity to fall apart and throw in the towel but these are the days Faith is for, and the Lord has been faithful to minister to my every need. Thank you Lord for strengthening my faith, please bring victory as only you can. I want you to know that my love for you keep on growing, each day love grow....I can hear you voice and I turn to see your face, yet in my turning, it seems the sound has been erased. When life does not make sense who will be there to hold me close? .....Thank you Jesus....Please always know I LOVE YOU forever plus 2 days, and no one can ever take your place. Years may come and go but your memory will not be erased, your love lives on in my heart. Today Jesus, as you are listening in your home up above, would you please go and find my husband and give him all my love. Frankie my Darling you are in my heart, in my thoughts, in my life always and forever. My heart will always grieve but I know my tears are less for you and more for me. Your pain is gone and your spirit flies free and I know that a part of you is here with me; deep in my soul where only I can see, there is my love for you and your love for me. I am yours forever plus two day my endless love.........until the Lord calls me home.....
PS: thanks you for the tape you left behind, I find it and I am so grateful that on this date you remind me .........you are so right ... thank you again for the gift, your love and thoughtfulness still amazes me, thank you for loving me that much .

We miss you Frank and all the fun times we had with you and Madeleine. Life moves way too fast and it is hard to believe you left this earth 1 yr. ago. I know you are in heaven where we will see you again.. All will be perfect with only joy and no suffering. We are happy for you that you have no more of that. It is hard for Madeleine but she is doing her best and I think quite well. You would be proud of her!! If we were together right now we would have much to discuss and fix in this world. I miss those talks. It is good for us to remember those who have gone before us and it gives us hope to know we will all be together once again. Love, Bonnie and Ralph

1 an que tu es parti rejoindre le ciel ,chaque jour tu nous manques beaucoup . ton sourire nous manques ,tu es dans notre cœur pour toujours, on t'aime très fort gros bisous de nous tous

So, Frank, it's been a year since you left us. The old neighborhood just isn't the same without you. It was always comforting to see you in your front yard, keeping watch on things. May God continue to comfort Madeleine, who goes on without you.

Frank, I continue to admire your wonderful kindness and forthrightness; gentle and yet so strong. Your time on earth was well done! We try to carry on your legacy.

Dearest Frank
I can still hear your soft raspy voice, always
with a caring and patient tone.
You are missed for certain but never forgotten
as all our lives go on without you we know a special
angel is never far as Madeliene can attest and lil
Pumpkin too.
Till we meet again my friend ...Benita

Cheri today our 3rd great grand'child was born 7lbs 6.5 ,19 1/2' long He is beautiful and Dani & Sarah are so excited, life goes on my love and I wish you were here with me I miss you so much, Wanda and I went to Oak Glen Apple Festival It was such nice fall day just like we enjoyed together, but you were with us in our hearts, well Parker Ryan was welcome in to this world today, I needed to be able to cheer with you here.........talk with Dani on fb , also he called to talk he is so excited wishing Michele could see her grandbabies. he will come here next week to be with me then we will go over his house to see the baby, Honey you would be so proud of us all we doing life like your ask me too, not always so productive but good enough, will rejoin our bible study group soon I also talk with Gia today, I pray and pray daily for her healing, I know this would make you happy to know she thinks of you Honey we need a miracle for here !!!.........
know that my love for you keep on growing and I will always love you for ever plus 2 days ....How I miss you so.....our life was a perfect love story, nothing missing........God in the middle.......my heart is full .......my endless love.......xoxox

Oh...my Precious Madeleine! Words cannot express just how the Love you hold for your Frankie, touches my very inner soul. Frank...your amazing spirit blesses me every time I am with your beloved Madeleine. Praise God for the Love you two share, it spreads across all time and space. It reaches beyond and above. Blessings!!! My words are lost in my emotions.  We will talk again soon!            In His Love, Lisa

Fall is here, and I miss you so.....11 months since your gone.....some days I am unable to bear your absence, my love for you continues to grow and time does change nothing. Missing you is not about how long it have been or the amount of time since we talked it is about those moments when I am doing something and wishing you were here with me. I bless the memories within my heart , you never far away, though I cannot see or touch you, I feel you near and if I listen within my heart I hear your wisdom and I know what you would have me do. All your love around me soft and clear, you were a gift sent straight from Heaven, given to me from God above at the worst time in my life. You have teach me the meaning of true love; for true love sometimes means letting go of the most precious ones in your life, this is what I was forced to do time and again. Cheri I miss you more then you can imagine, you will never be replaced.....Life has knocked me done a few times, showing me things I never wanted to see, I have experience sadness and failures, but one thing for sure this is the very worst because with our daughter you were here ......but I will get up again because your love will seem me through. HONEY I love you more and more and forever plus 2 days you can bank on it, but I know you know that . All my love for ever without end. Memories that sneaks out of my eyes and rolls down my checks...
no matter what anybody says about grief and about time, healing words etc...the truth is, there are certain sorrows that never fade away until the heart stops beating and the last breath is taken. No one will even understand what I feel in my heart but Jesus knows and comfort me always. God bless all of us...my
Darling I love you without end.......xoxoxo

Mon Cheri: Days come and go, months passes , time just flies by, things come to an end, so do feelings yet you love left footprints in my mind, heart, and soul to remain there forever. My soul unknowingly keeps searching for you; I know where you are in a much better place, I just wish for one moment I could see your smiling face. I am so blessed God grant me almost ever night to spend my night with you in dreams, causing my days to be so rich with wonderful feelings of you, it seems real and I thank my Lord for these blessings. You left me beautiful memories, your love is still my guide, although I cannot see you, you are always by my side, loving you is so easy, Honey you are my husband you just leave in Heaven, while I am in our home feeling your presence always. I miss your touch, I miss your laughter, I miss your hugs especially your hands, your presence ,your advice, your kindness, I miss everything about you. there are just so many reasons why I will love you forever plus 2 days. Thinking of you it is easy I do it every day, missing you is the heartache that never go away, your memories will never be erased, I am never alone I carried you with me every where I go, I Thank God and father of our Lord Jesus Christ for He is always here with me to protect and guide my every steps just like He promise in His Holy Scripture I am so blessed to be His child and to know we will live for ever in Heaven with Him, I am glad you are already there with Him without any sorrow or pain, joyful and happy I thank God that He took you home to Him because He always do the very best for us. Honey I love you, I miss you, but I am well. Jesus is all that I need until we meet again know that very thing you are and always will be my endless love......xoxoxo  God bless us everyone.......

ONCE AGAIN......Another month has past.... 9 months its a long time to be without you..... some said its time for me to move on .....they did not know how wonderful and rich our live was. My heart is full of wonderful, unforgettable memories ; with pride I speak your name.
As beautiful as the world may be, I will never be the same without you beside me. You are too precious to even forget one day of our life together. Honey you would be so pride of our Danny, He bought a beautiful home on his very own, oh I am so pride of our boys they did listen to all you thought them, they are wonderful boys and their children also. I am learning every day to live with the huge gaping hole of your absence it never gets easier, I pray to the Father for strength every day. I will always miss you, but when I look upward, I do find comfort in knowing that you walk with the Angels, your soul is at peace, no more pain, no more sorrow, and that you stand now with those who went before you, one day I will join you and what a day that will be, even now in my dreams I see you , our Lord is so good He lets me dreams of you very often so I spent my nights with you, and the days go better.  I often wonder why we close our eyes when we kiss, or pray, or cry and it came to me its because the most beautiful things in life you cannot see you just feel them with your heart. Cheri I love you today the same as if you were here with me, your beautiful, soft and loving heart lives in me, and I am just ok. I love you so much, to the moon and back and as long as I live you live with me also, forever plus 2 days for all eternity my endless love .........

WE NEVER SAY TO EACH OTHER HAPPY 4TH OF JULY, OUR HEARTS KNOWS WHY AND KEPT THAT SECRET BETWEEN YOU AND I. FIRST TIME I HAD TO FACE IT ALONE, BUT IN MY HEART YOUR ARE AND AM CONFORTED THAT YOUR ARE SO CLOSE WITH ME INCLUDING ALL OUR MEMORIES, WE WERE SO BLESSED WITH OUR AMAZING LIFE, PLUS THE HOLY SPIRIT LOVE AND GUIDE MY EVERY STEPS SO I AM OK, PUMPKIN STILL MISSES YOU AND WE TALK ABOUT YOU ALWAYS, WHEN I MENTIONS YOUR NAME, HE LOOKS AT YOUR PICTURE, WE MISS YOU SO MUCH DAILY...... BONNIE AND RALPH CAME ON THE 2 FOR THE 4TH IT WAS GOOD TO HAVE THEM BOTH.  AND THE DAY OF PUMPKIN'S SURGERY, LISA TOOK ME TO LAKE VILLAGE AT ARROWHEAD, THE LAST TIME I HAD BEEN THERE WAS WITH YOU, IT WAS BEAUTIFUL IN THE MOUTAINS, THE LORD'S COUNTRY, AND HIS MIGHTY WORKS WAS DISPLAYED ALL AROUND. THE WEATHER WAS PERFECT, IT KEPT MY MIND OFF PUMPKIN'S SURGERY, THEN HE WAS READY TO BE BROUGHT HOME SO WE LEFT, HAD A WONDERFUL LUNCH AT A BEAUTIFUL RESTAURANT LOOKING ONTO THE LAKE  THEN WE FEED THE DUCKS LIKE KIDS, WE HAD A WONDERFUL TIME. YOU KNOW ARE WONDERFUL LISA IS. WELL TONIGHT I WILL GO OVER ALMA FOR BBQ. THEN THE KIDS NEXT WEEK YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD OF DANNY SUCH A GOOD PROVIDER, HE BOUGHT A BEAUTIFUL HOME, I AM SO PROUD OF HIM ON HIS OWN. WE HAVE WONDERFUL GRANDKIDS, DEREK INVITED ME , I SAID I SLEEP ON THE COUCH, HE SAID NO IN MY BED WE WILL HAVE A SLUMBER PARTY LIKE WHEN I WAS LITTLE THAT LACEY COULD SLEEP ON THE COUCH, I LOL. OK MY LOVE FOR TODAY, I NEEDED TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU TODAY, MY ENDLESS LOVE FOR EVER MY LOVE PLUS 2 DAYS.......I AM YOURS

My Darling 8 months today you left , my life goes on without you but nothing is the same. Sad is the heart that loves you, silent are the tears that fall, living here without you is the hardest part of all. You did so many things for me, your heart was kind and true, our love was amazing. The special years we shared will not return but with our love in my heart you walk with me forever. No one will ever understand how much I miss US. Days pass way into months but my love for you remains that keeps me plus all our wonderful memories. Mon cheri je t'aime forever plus 2 days. Know that for me you are my everything , our love does not just fill my heart it keeps me going day after day, thank you my Darling for our beautiful life together, I miss you more that
words can say. Forever you will be my endless love......God's love keep Pumpkin and I, His presence is forever with me, tender love mercies and grace is mine until He calls me home, My husband, my everything I love you forever plus 2 days were your last words to me followed by a big smile will stay with me until the end of time.......I miss you..........I love you......

The times you, your beloved wife, Madeleine, spent with us was always time of our deep lasting friendship. We did speak of our mutual thoughts of politics, but that was not the reason we spent our time and seemed of no importance in comparison to His Word. It was the Word of God, His Son and the leading of the Holy Spirit that consumed the times together. We never had enough time. There was nothing more that Frank enjoyed throughout the evening, the time flew past but His Word lasts forever. You are now steated at the feet of our Lord, constantly learning more of His love and that loves eternal.

AS YOU KNOW TODAY IS CHELEY'S BIRTHDAY THE FIRST ONE I FACE ALONE WITHOUT YOU TAKEN ME AWAY FROM IT ALL, AND COMFORTING ME, I HAVE TO ADMIT IT IS ALMOST UMBEARABLE, I CRY"" HELP" TO THE LORD AND HE HEARS ME , I HAD BONNIE TO TALK WITH, LISA, AND A FEW OTHERS CLOSE FRIENDS BUT I NEED YOU SO MUCH.....I REACH OUT TO YOU CANNOT FIND YOUR HAND, WANT MY LIFE BACK THE WAY IT USE TO BE, I NEEDED TO TELL YOU THIS TODAY, WITH GOD'S HELP I WILL BE BETTER TODAY, THANK YOU MY LOVE FOR ALL YOU HAVE PROTECTED ME FROM. ALL THESE YEARS, AND LOVE ME THROUGH IT ALL. OUR LOVE LIVES ON IN MY HEART.  FOREVER PLUS 2 DAYS I WILL LOVE YOU MY HUSBAND, MY BEST FRIEND,, MY ENDLESS LOVE .....

Dearest Frank
Thinking of you on your Birthday..
Went to Caspers for us today..Happy Birthday to us..missing u luv Benita

You are remembered with love and admiration. Your first birthday seeing Jesus forever.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE
I WILL FOREVER TREASURE THE MEMORIES WE MADE TOGETHER ON THIS DAY.  I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO EXCEPT TO WISH FOR MY DREAMS TO CARRY ME TO YOU WHERE YOU ARE, TO HEAR YOUR VOICE, TO SENSE YOUR TOUCH, TO FEEL YOU NEAR, TO HOLD YOU TIGHT. I KNOW YOU ARE NEVER FAR AWAY FOR YOUR ARE WITH ME EVERY SINGLE DAY, SO I PRAY WITH ALL MY HEART THAT GOD BLESS ME ON YOUR SPECIAL DAY AND YOU WILL COME TO ME IN MY DREAMS AGAIN TONIGHT, WE WILL CELEBRATE TOGETHER YOUR BIRTHDAY. HONEY I LOVE YOU ...FOREVER...PLUS TWO DAYS.. . I PICK A BEAUTIFUL ROSE FOR YOU LIKE ALWAYS AND THE PICNIC IS READY AS ALWAYS NOTHING CHANGES HONEY YOU ARE MY ONE ENDLESS LOVE, UNTIL TONIGHT MY LOVE........
PUMPKY AND I WILL GO TO OUR SPECIAL PLACE TODAY WE WILL MISS YOUR PRESENCE IN PERSON BUT YOU ARE WITH US.....I KNOW YOU ARE FEELING GOOD, HAPPY, AND BLESSED, THANK YOU JESUS FOR THOSES BLESSINGS....WITH ALL MY LOVE...TELL OUR DAUGHTER HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND THAT I LOVE HER SO..AND MISS HER MUCH... BE TOGETHER TODAY THIS COMFORT ME......XOXOXO.

We remember this day of your birthday. You are missed .

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE
I have no word to express How I feel on this day.....I love you beyond words, I miss you beyond measure, the memories we share I will  always treasure.....I know you feel my heart aching for you, the pain is as real as my love is true..... I know that there will come a day when I won't have to feel this way...until that day comes.. I will hold down to each precious memories we made, be excited for every marriage we inspired with our love for one another'. Lisa spend a few days with me for my second surgery and God bless me to be able to spend time here wih you..... she was sharing how our marriage inspired them.  Our letter we gave each others on our wedding day I was able to read for myself still touch my heart the way it did on our wedding day. People still mentioned the difference our marriage example affected their marriage, only God my love....ONLY OUR GOD thru Jesus could have done this.....Your are the most amazing man I ever known, blessed to share my life with..... our life were truly a love story, Thank you my llove, my husband, my best friend for all the unconditional love you deposited in my heart... I feel so blessed.....I love you for ever plus 2 days....Pumpkin too.....Again Happy Anniversary my endless love....A love like ours lives on forever and ever, also through others still inspires'....... FOREVER MY ENDLESS LOVE ...JE T'AIME POUR TOUJOURS





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PROMISE KEPT....6 MONTHS WITHOUT YOU TODAY....
I have kept my promise of what I would do, to continue to leave my life without you. I get up each morning, I get through the day struggling past the tears every step of the day. I go on with life with a forced happy face, my heart aches badly for what I can never replace, I do not know what to do to deaden this pain. It is so hard here without you where I must remain but I will keep my promise and I must believe that you will be there waiting for me when Jesus calls me home. Our God is so faithful and His word He keeps He walks with me daily, I am never alone....He guides me and leads me, and gave me confidence that you are happy and free with our daughter, your sister, nephew and that baby that was so precious to you. I will miss you always and my love for you will never end. We were meant to love each other and this love so real lives on in my heart keeping me satisfied until it is my time to leave, I dream of you and when I am awake I feel like I have spend the night with you. It is a beautiful gift from God. My Darling Frankie, my love, my husband, you live in Heaven and I am on earth but you still my husband I feel your smile and you approval, and with a smile on my face I will carry on....True love does not just fill your heart...... it over flows into your whole body and soul....thanks you for loving me unconditionally.....I love you forever plus two days. Pumpkin still misses you, but we are ok together........xoxoxo......my endless Love

My first Easter without you !!!!. .....Missing you is not the problem....it is knowing you are not coming back that is killing me. But the truth of the Risen Christ who will reunite us around His Trone brings joy to my heart, and causes me to spend this day in the same manner that we always did only you are in my heart not next to me...Lilac is in bloom.....your favor pie in the oven....pic nic prepared to go to our favor town.....Our little guy ready......I wonder how it is in Heaven!. for you today in celebration.......
ALWAYS LOVING YOU, ALWAYS MISSING YOU..... WITH PEACE AND JOY IN MY HEART THRU THRUSTING OUR LORD . ALL IS WELL WITH MY SOUL..you are here with me.....NO FEAR....

I LOVE YOU FOREVER PLUS TWO DAYS