May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017
Gregory,
As I lie here and reflect on my day, parts of it has been joyous spending some much needed quality time with Hayden & Lilly and now that I'm alone with my thoughts its just sad & lonely as I recall the last birthday you spent with me, we had so much fun dancing, laughing and just enjoying each other's company & the unquestioning love that we had for each other was beyond anything that I have ever experienced or will ever experience again in this life time, there's times I still get angry that you were taken from me and I'll never understand it, but I guess God knew what he was doing it doesn't make it right in my eyes but it's what I have to live with. I really wish you could see Hayden and how much he's grown, he's so smart, he's funny beyond words , he's a great kid and loves everything & everybody. I wish you could be here to watch him play baseball & see how much heart he pours into it, or see the look on his face when he got to hold an alligator, a baby tiger and a big tiger, it was worth every penny I paid to see that look of sheer happiness on his face. I wish you could meet my sweet, loving, out going, rambunctious Lilly, her smile is Absolutely contagious, her mind is sharp, and she's very smart( gets that from her momma) she loves ppl & animals after she warns up to them. She's so funny and there's never a dull moment with the 2 of them.. They love each other so much it absolutely makes my heart melt... I miss you every day & ill love you always
As I lie here and reflect on my day, parts of it has been joyous spending some much needed quality time with Hayden & Lilly and now that I'm alone with my thoughts its just sad & lonely as I recall the last birthday you spent with me, we had so much fun dancing, laughing and just enjoying each other's company & the unquestioning love that we had for each other was beyond anything that I have ever experienced or will ever experience again in this life time, there's times I still get angry that you were taken from me and I'll never understand it, but I guess God knew what he was doing it doesn't make it right in my eyes but it's what I have to live with. I really wish you could see Hayden and how much he's grown, he's so smart, he's funny beyond words , he's a great kid and loves everything & everybody. I wish you could be here to watch him play baseball & see how much heart he pours into it, or see the look on his face when he got to hold an alligator, a baby tiger and a big tiger, it was worth every penny I paid to see that look of sheer happiness on his face. I wish you could meet my sweet, loving, out going, rambunctious Lilly, her smile is Absolutely contagious, her mind is sharp, and she's very smart( gets that from her momma) she loves ppl & animals after she warns up to them. She's so funny and there's never a dull moment with the 2 of them.. They love each other so much it absolutely makes my heart melt... I miss you every day & ill love you always