HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING DAUGHTER  ANOTHER YEAR PASSES AND  ANOTHER BIRTHDAY WITHOUT SEEING YOU MY LOVELY DAUGHTER.

AS EACH YEAR PASSES I THINK OF THE LOVELY YOUNG LADY YOU ARE

i NEVER WILL EVER FORGET YOU. i LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU MORE THAN I CAN EVER EXPRESS. I KNOW THAT I WILL SEE YOU ONE DAY SOON AND THAT IS THE DAY I WILL LOOK FORWARD TO I MISS YOU SO MUCH ON THIS DAY AND EVERY DAY. BUT I AM SO FORTUNATE THAT YOU COME TO ME IN MY DREAMS.

AND NOW ALSO I KNOW YOU KNOW THIS I LOST MY CLOSEST FRIEND jACKIE I MISS HER SO MUCH AND LOVE HER SHE WAS THE GREATEST PERSON AND MUCH COMFORT TO THE GROUP SHE FOUNDED. I KNOW YOU HAVE MET HER  AND SHE IS WITH HER DARLING AMY. I KNOW SHE SUFFERS NO MORE.i JUST KNOW YOU ARE ALL TOGETHER HAAVING A WONDERFUL TIME.

I TRY TO CONTINUE HER WORK AND CARRY ON BUT YOU ARE ON MY MIND SO MUCH AND I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU MY DARLING HEATHER.

YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME .YOUR NIECES AND NEPHEW MISS YOU SO MUCH. YOUR BROTHER PATRICK I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I KNOW HE MISSES YOU. DADDY AND GRANDMA AND AUNT SUSIE AND AUNT PAM WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH HEATHER. I HOPE YOU CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN AND I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN MY LOVELY BABY GIRL.YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND THOUGH MY HEART IS BROKEN MISSING YOU . I FINE JOY THAT YOU ARE IN HEAVEN AND WATCHING OVER US. I THANK YOU FOR COMING IN TO MY LIFE YOU BROUGHT ME SUCH JOY YOU AND YOUR BROTHER PATRICK

I THANK GOD FOR THE SHORT TIME I HAD WITH YOU AND THE MANY MEMORIES YOU MADE. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER.

YOU ARE IN MY HEART FOREVER.

LOVE YOU FOREVER IN MY HEART YOU REST

CATHY CONNALLY

XXXXXXOOOOOOO

Heather as you know Uncle Ronnie passed away and is in heaven with you.

Thank you and the family for visitng me also as you know the day of his funeral Aunt Pam had a mini stroke. So please watch over her please do not let any thing happen to her . She has suffered so much so please take care of her.

I miss you so much Heather and love you so much. I love you all

momma

I am so sorry it has been such a long time baby girl. I have been really worried about my good friend Jackie would you watch over her you and Amy. I know she is in a lot of pain. She is my very best friend . I miss you so much my little angel Linda brought a message for me from you. But Heather you know I would have done anything to stop you getting hurt. I would gladly take your place so you could live your life and fulfill your dreams. But I guess that was not to be. But just glad you come to me in my dreams. i am very lucky although I am so sick and trying to get rid of this bacteria. And you know how i am. As you are with me always. I have another friend Kay who lost her precious granddaughter Brooklyn watch over her and my other friend Linda she lost her little Bobby. She misses him so much. So would you watch over them. And Heather especially watch over jackie you and amy she is going through so much and i love Jackie so much she is so special to me. She misses her amy so much. Matthew your nephew has stayed here this week and it has been so good for all of us especially Pat your brother and his girls they are so sweet honey You would love them so much.

Love you

Momma

I love you until we meet again

xoxoxoxoxoxo

Hi my sweet little one

I know it has been a while before I came back here. I am sorry it has taken me so long. Well I have been rustling with a decision about forgiving Cassie. One hand yes I know you wanted me to and then on the other hand how can I forgive someone that took you from me. So  you see Heather I did not enter into this decision lightly. But in the end you know you would prevail, as I would do anything to please you and make you happy. So yes I did something that one of the mothers in our group told me about yes it was Linda. And so I did it in 5 pages pouring my heart out and all my feelings and what I thought of Cassie,even though I bawled so much through this. And then I was to bury it. So I did it. Soon I hope to have the peace I so much want and you want my sweetheart. Oh this just tore my heart out doing this. And I know you know this. I love you my darling more than my life itself. But I love your brother and his kids they are so precious to me as much as you are my love. So this is not goodbye just another entry in your memorial. Love you and miss you so much. Momma

Hi Sweet heart

Another year has passed and it has not been a good time. I have missed you so much and I did forgive myself as you asked. But I am working on forgiving Cassie it is that I can't do it at this time my sweet I know you understand and know how i am going through so much. I will always love you my sweet one.

Of course I am have trials and tribulations with your brother . I love him so but he is always on my case for doing something wrong.

I know you would understand my love.

this will be short as i am too emotional to type things

I love you always and will never forget you.

love

Momma

ps emilys birthday is coming soon.

Good Morning my sweet baby doll:

I am tryiing to forgive Cassie Hinson that hit you with her car, it has been 22 years I have harbored such hate for her. I am trying to do this difficult job I know as nice as a little girl you were, you wouldn't want me to hate her. But she hurt you baby, it is so hard to forgive someone that hurt you so bad that God took you away from me.

So what do I do my angel do II let go of all the bitterness I have carried and forgive?

I am going to try for both you and me. I know you would not want me to hate her.

Not sure if she ever felt an feelings of what she did. Does she ever think of what she did? I hope she thinks of it and it is on her mind every single day that she took a life of a precious little girl. My little girl who I loved more than my life. And your brother lost his little sister. I love you Heather and miss you so much.

Well got my pathology report back and it is as dr said it would be 3 large ulcers and stomach bacteria with stomach erosions and will get more ulcers if i don't get the medicine he is prescribing. Oh Heather how I wish you were here so bad. My body built an immunity to other antibiotic he gave me in october. So have to have this dose pack. My insurance needs him to call them as it is not listed in their drugs formulatory list. Without insurance it cost 600.00 which no way can i afford that.

So feel I am in catch 22 just hope dr will call insurance company today if he is not closed than i have to wait til Monday. And hope insurance company will do it or I am in big deep trouble.

I love you so much Heather and miss you so much. It is getting close to your graduation day. May 31 then 11 days later everything took a nose dive.. She hurt you my baby girl and can never forgive her for that and taking you from us. Oh the Oklahoma disaster was so horrid so many children lost their lives. I feel so bad for them. I just don't know how I am going to make it through annniversary dates it just gets worse every year. I feel like Jackie doesn't want to talk to me as much anymore guess I am a problem. I just need you so bad Heather I keep your pic in living room and your collages pic with your brother in living room also. But my bedroom has your last class pic and your age progression pic even though you would have been much prettier if you got the chance to live, which that woman robbed you of. And people say forgive her not a chance for what she did to you honey. I feel so alone these days

your neices were here yesterday with  your brother and his girlfriend. your nieces are so cute as is your nephew Matthew. the 2 older girls are graduatin one from kindergarten and other pre-k. You would be so proud of them my precious one.

Well I am going to close for now But know my love for you never falters and wish you were with me right now to make me feel better. Oh i know you know her my friend from facebook Elaina Whiting a medium she tells me about you. She is so wonderful to me I love talking to her and receiving her emails. Maybe one day I can meet her. She helps me so much. If it were not for her i would be crazy, I just love you so much more than my life, and I miss you so much thank gosh you come in dreams. As you know I am doing a lot of crying I just can't help myself..

well baby girl I will talk to you again. Never forget how much I  love you and miss you. And you will always be inside of me and in my broken heart. It cries for you honey.

Love you always xxoxoxoxx

Mama :(

Good morning my precious Heather, I am still waiting for your age progression picture. But today Memaw is having an angigram so would you please watch over her she needs your love so much.

I love you so much my honey the days get so long missing you. And would you watch over my friend Jackie she is so sick and having trouble breathing and she needs you and Amy to watch over her. She loves and misses her Amy so much just like I miss you my darling.

I count the days til we are together. Your brother breaks my heart so much, I just can't seem to do anything right for him. As I know you understand what I am going through.  all my love until we meet again my darling. 

Mama

My precious Heather

Your nephew Matthew celebrated his 8th birthday. Something you never got to do as you were robbed from this by that careless woman. I will never forget or forgive her for taking you from the family that loves you so much.

As tears fall I sometimes wonder if there are any left but they always come. My friend Jackie and Beth aned Liz are very special to me. I try to help them in their grief, but it is so hard when all I feel is grief my self.

You are the love oif my life and always will be my darling sweet Heather.

You are the best part of me. I don't know what I did do to deserve such wonderful children.

Your nieces and nephew you would love them so much. They are wonderful

as you and your brother are.

I will never forget you and i carry you in my heart til we meet again and canbe together.

Your Grandma Elaine is sick so watch over her no matter what

Your aunt Pam and Aunt Karen also are sick so keep a good watch on these people. Jackie is trying to quit smoking so please be in her corner and help her she is a wonderful person and has been helping me so much.

And it goes without saying Beth is a special friend as is Diane Walker and so many mothers in my group Maureen just joined her son and you have birthdays so close together. she is going through a lot so please be with her .

I love you now and forever til the ends of time my darling daughter.

love you bunches and take care and watch over all these special ladies

                                                           love forever and kisses

                                                           Mama

Happy Birthday my sweet precious little girl. You have alway been the light in my life as is your brother. But now it is another birthday that  you are not with me I love you so much and I miss you so much my baby girl. I canb't wait til I see you again. You have been so special to me and in the 6 short years we had you were the greatest years of my life. To sing happy birthday to you at the grave was so hard and i hope you like me sending your baloons to heaven. I am glad you are with Amy. Amy's mom misses her so much. She is my best friend and I love her so much she helped me get through your birthday. I hope you liked the things I left at your grave and the rose was from Aunt Pam she loves you so. Your cousin Alesis saw your picture and instantly knew you were her cousing and she worried about me. I cry so much for you Heather if that stupid woman had been paying attention you would still be with me. Oh baby girl your brother misses you he just doesn't show his feelings Your nieces and nephew are so wonderful I kjnow you would  love them. My mother's group is so helpful to me. But my dreams means so much.

I love you more than words can express  and I miss you so much my baby girl If you run across my mother's grou[ s children please say hi and let them know their mamas miss them so much. and they are loved. As you are my precious Heather

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Happy Birthday my sweet little girl. Feb. 10 will be your birthday another year has gone by without me seeing your beautiful face. My life is never the same since you have been gone my sweet heart. How does one go on after losing my most precious gift, my baby girl.

You were here for 6 short years not nearly long enough to fulfill your dreams.

You were the light of my life and always will be. I can't wait til we see each other again but now I have to just be content to have you in my dreams.

I love you more than life itself. I miss you so much more than you will ever know.

I am going to do an age progression on your picture to see what you would look like now. Oh my darling I can never say goodbye to you. I love you too much.

Love Momma

I love you til the ends of time

Another Christmas has came and went witrhout my beautiful baby girl Heather.My sister jn law who I am close to Aunt Susie and kids were very close with her and her daughter Emily. I knew all during Christmas that bright light was missing during the ceebration, I tried to put on  Happy face for my grandkids and it worked for a little while. But then we went to Heather's grave and it is so sad there it is hard for me to believe that she is really there. It makes me so sad to go there, It is easier for me to believw that she is not gone and will  be back soon.

Oh Heather my birthday was so sad without you my sweetheart to celebrate it. But one person made it special it was my friend Jackie Cassidy. You remember you came to me in a dream and told me about your new friend her daughter AMY who is a teacher and tells you stories. You said she makes you laugh and helps you I am so glad you have her. Emily has grown up to a lovely lady. Patrick hurt his hand yesterday, I was so scared it was fractured but it is just sprained. Painful though. I have such trouble making it through my days sweetheart. WIthout you life doesn't seem worth living. I love you so much my darling. I sometimes don't think I can handle another day without you. Why you had to be ripped from me I can't understand why all my prayers went without answers. You were only 6 with dreams and a life ahead of you. It is not fair. I will never believe this was rigtht.. But I love you my sweet angel be with Amy and take care of each other. I love you both.

She was so grown up for her 6 years. She would go every weekend to Grandma Connally and tried on a ring her Grandma was going to give her it was an amethyst. It still was still too small but she tried it on every weekend any way/ So when she was buried she wore that ring. She loved her kindergarten teacher Miss Jackson so much. She looked up to her like an icon. She was so special to Heather, and Miss Jackson felt the same way about her. She was student council president. And loved school so much. She wanted to go to school when her brother Patrick went to school, and she was too young to go. She played school at home. She loved to play restaurant with her grandma. She was so special as was her brother Patrick. I loved them both so much God blessed me to have them as gifts of joy.

She and her brother Patrick would fight over his christmas stocking. She loved holidays. Especially Christmas loved her brother Patrfick so much. She loved her Grandma and Pa Pa.. She loved her cousin Emily and Eric and Eli. She loved Aunt Susie so much she spent a lot of time with her. She also loved Aunt Glennelle a lot. Her love knew no boundardies. Her kindergarten teacher was her most special to her, Miss Jackson. She loved going to school at Milam and looked up to the principal whom she read to Mrs. Smith. This was her last year of school and she loved it dearly. So  thank you everyone for making it special for my baby girl Heather.

Heather's niece she would have loved her so much. She is so special.

neices doing finger painting. Heather would have loved her neices and nephew.