Happy Birthday Dad, It's been over 12 years since you went away still feels like yesterday, Then it seems like a million years. I miss you so much Dad, I miss your laugh, your stories, You was always there to lend a helping hand or listen when things wasn't so good, I've needed you every single day since you left. I know your birthday in heaven is beautiful. Please give Mama a kiss and hug for me, I'll see you when I get there Dad

Hi Dad " WOW ~ Seems as if you have been gone a million years, yet it also seems as if you went away just yesterday. Dear GOD knows how much I Love you & MISS YOU, There are So many other's there with you now Dad, My Precious Mark came there last year July 12th. 2019, Mark !!!!!!!!! GOD Dad I Never thought Mark could Die either. He Was Tired Dad, And he didn't wanna stay here any longer, And Especially not the way he was probably gonna remain, He got in awful Shape Dad, I know Mark Would Never have wanted to stayed around in the shape he'd been in. I Miss him Dad, I Miss Momma, Your Brother Bob is there with you now, he passed away last month. So many are just going, & now Dad we got a Virus that is UNBELIEVABLE, it's taking so many lives, The World has Never been like it is right now, People have Never Saw, Or gone through what they are now, it's Scary Dad, I'm so worried about the Kid's, Grandkids, May GOD Show Mercy on us all. And BLESS Us, Protect us from this Ugly and terrible plague, Cause God and only GOD can Help us. I Love you Dad, I'll see all of you when I get there. ( Bug )

Dec. 6th 2017 Happy Birthday Dad~ Been Some Time now since you went away, Far as to think about it, But in my Heart Dad it Still Feels as it Was Just Yesterday, Missing You Will Never End, Loving You Could Never Possibly End" Needing You ' ~ How Hard To Believe I Need You More Now Then When I was Much Younger, Anything I Could Call You, No Matter What, Or What Time, My Needing, Even SELFISHNESS, Maybe Just Didn't Really Know, Think About, You Had to Work The Next Day, You Had To Be Tired, & Dad You Always Had Alot Going On Yourself, But Not Once, One Time Did You Let Any of That Stop You, Slow You Down, From Coming To Me, Taking Care of What I Just Knew I Couldn't, But I Had No Doubt You Could " & Would Always, That Part I Was Wrong About, Not Always Dad" I Thought That, Believed It, Yet I Was Wrong, Dad I Want To Let You Rest In Peace, But I Sure Turn Around & Call At You, Or Angry Cause You Aren't Here, LOL Out Of Hurt, ETC. Sounds As I Am Demanding You To Come Back & Help, Demanding, Guess I'm Actually Begging, Knowing You Can't, I Try Hard To Let You RIP LOL Dad You Still Gotta Put Up With Me In A Perfect Place" I Know You Are With Me, Kiss Mama Dad For Me, Happy, Happy Birthday Dad" You Was My Mountain in A Place With Only Flat Ground, I Love You" Missing You,; There Aren't Enough To Say, Tears, A River, Happy Birthday Dad, I'll See You On Saturday, ( Whenever, It Will Be Our Saturday, When You Was Coming To See Me" But You Went Away Before You Did ) So I'll See You On A Saturday " May The Angels Surround You Singing Happy Birthday I Love You Dad ~ ❤

I Miss You Dad ~

Dearest Dad, It's been 4 Yrs. Now, Seems Like Only Yesterday, Dad I miss you So, So, Much,,,,,, I've Needed You So, Many Times, Dad its been so hard, So hard, It wasn't as hard when you was here, You Alway's was there, to help, Take Care of the almost impossible things, I knew in no way, I could do, You Did, Now Dad, You are gone, No matter how much i beg God, He Will Not Let You Come Back, Even For a Little Bit, I get so angry Dad, So angry, ( Guess Selfish ) Problems with So many things, gobs of stuff, Dad Iv'e needed you so bad, I don't know how to do some of the stuff, You Did, Dear God, Dad I Would Give Anything if God Would let you come back, I know you have saw everything that has been going on, I know if you was here, You would have helped, Put a Stop To So Much, It would have never happend if you had been here, Guess A couple thought they got Alot tougher, ( MEANER, EVEL PEOPLE ) After you left, they knew you wasn't here to stop them, Some I know have faced Karma, But some haven't, & Dad, My Son's, Your Grandson's Especially Two of them, have changed so much, Dad I know you would be so upset with them, You would have set them straight, Darn Fast, But You're not here, I wonder how can they act the way they do, Even With you gone, They Know Better, They Know You Would Have Faced Them, & All Would Be O.K., They would Never Cross You Ever, But They Have Your Daughter Dad, As Strong as I Try to be, They have Caused So Many Tear's Dad, So, So, Many, Seem's Like they don't care either, have they forgot ?, If so, How ? , How Could They Dad ?, Dad Please Watch Over Me, Send Me Strength, Let Me Know You Are With Me Dad, PLEASE DAD, PLEASE LET ME KNOW, I Don't Like Feeling Alone, Like I'm A Stranger To My Own Son's, I Never Thought in a million years Dad, It Could be like it is, But it is, I Know you would be Ashamed Of So Many Dad, But I Can't Make Any of Them Change, Their All Grown Up, They Ecspect Respect, Before They Give It, Never Would Have Thought That, Would You Dad ? But you see how they are doing, Dad, I Love You So Much, Missing You, There's No Word's, Need You, More Now, Then In My Whole Life, I Know Dad, You Can't Come Back and help, I Know, I Promise Dad I'll Be Strong As Possible, I Will Go On, I Will Face The Absolute Worse, If Have To ( AGAIN ) I'll Be O.K. Dad, I'll Think Of You, What you would do, Feel you are standing by my side, to help, I Love You Dad, CYA Dad, CYA ON SATURDAY....... Bug ~

Hi Dad" Today is your Birthday, How many times I was with you on this Special Day, I Wish You Was Here Dad So We Could Spend This Day Together Again, I Never Ever Thought I Could Miss Someone So Much, & Today I Miss You As Much Or More Then The Day God Took You Home, Not One Day Has Passed That I Haven't Needed You In Some Way, Not One" I LOVE & MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH DAD" HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TILL I SEE YOU AGAIN" BUG