As long as I live I will keep this candle lit for you .

I gotta say my baby , I am so lost being without you . I also gotta say that I hope you are doing okay . Since any last moments we could of had was completely taking away from us . I’m sorry the boys didn’t get to have any last moments either . I truly pray everyday that you will stand by me . And don’t ever let me forget that you are there . It’s been pretty tuff . Expecting to be able to save your life . It’s like you never had people who loved you over here on This side . None of your friends who mattered was able to say goodbye it’s like you never had another part to you over here . What they done wasn’t only poor of the people there hearts showed they truly are in the world . But it’s people like them who are not your people . Those people gave up on you . When these people would of made sure you fought the fight and you stayed here .
I love you so much Jake . I miss you everyday