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December 26, 2012
December 26, 2012
Well hello handsome boy!!! Merry Christmas precious baby. Auntie misses and loves you so much. Thought about all day today and your mommy and daddy... I just wanted to tell you I love you and that's all your always in my heart and my thoughts. Xoxo
December 26, 2012
December 26, 2012
Son, yesterday was very hard for everyone. It hurt mommy to see how much daddy was hurting behind his smiles. Grandma could barely talk to me on the phone, she cried all day, so did I. My eyes hurt by time I prayed for you and went to bed. I walked in on daddy looking at your pictures and crying, I held him and we cried together and I felt you so near, as if you were hugging us too. I some
December 26, 2012
December 26, 2012
times think to myself, you were supposed to be here, was there something I did or I didn't do. I toss and turn at night sometimes trying to figure it out, but then I just end up crying till I fall back asleep. I sometimes still take your clothes and put em in my arms pretending to hold you and remember your voice calling me "ma" and saying "no" and try to impersonate it through my own voic
December 26, 2012
December 26, 2012
e. I constantly ask God to not only bless me to be with you in heaven one day, but once again here on earth as well. I pray mommy and daddy can have you back and promise we will be the best mommy and daddy anyone can ever be to their child. God-Mommy Corey misses you so much, its still hard on her to even see your headstone. I'm blessed though, to have carried and cared and loved an angel
December 25, 2012
December 25, 2012
daddy play basketball. I have one more year of college ball. So I'm going to surprise everyone and play one more year just for you. I love you son. See you again really soon.

PS I finished our madden season and won the super bowl ;) gn muff
December 25, 2012
December 25, 2012
Hey Muffin,
Its been a long day for mom and I but god kept us close. I love you with all my heart Muffin. All day I just pictured you being here opening presents with your cousins, your smile, your laugh. I've been working on getting my body back into shape because I always wanted you to see
December 14, 2012
December 14, 2012
Lil man, times are rough baby boy but everybodies doing what they can to make you proud. You are the light in all our hearts and i wanted to apoligize for not being the best aunt i can be. i really regret it. But theres not a day that goes buy that i dont think of you. You are the definiton of a beautiful soal. Grandma made it from morocco safetly but we miss and love you lil man<3
November 22, 2012
November 22, 2012
Hey Muffin Happy Thanx Giving.I miss you and love.Your on my mind everyday Muffin.Daddy will be with you soon
November 11, 2012
November 11, 2012
Baby, mommy misses you so much. It's crazy how now I happen to look at the clock everyday at 5:55. So now I just pray when I see that time everyday. Maybe it's you reminding me that your okay since it was 5:55 when God called his Angel home and took you out of your pain. Mommy still prays for you everyday even though your in heaven. I love n miss you son so much. Just want to hold you again
October 24, 2012
October 24, 2012
Mommy misses you so much son. I can't stop having dreams about what I could have done to save you or the last time I held you and sang our song to you still having faith that God could work a miracle and give you back to me. It hurts to see your friends growing up in preschool now, I know you would have loved preschool Jair. I just miss you so much. My heart is in so much pain.
October 24, 2012
October 24, 2012
I was in the grocery store today and a little boy kept looking at me smiling. He was holding cheese. Something about the look he gave me when I told him how cute he was reminded me of you and i just broke down in the grocery store. Nothing is the same. I feel so empty without you and it hurts even more to see the pain daddy carries with him everyday. We love you baby Jair with all of us.
October 19, 2012
October 19, 2012
Good morning baby boy sorry it took so long for me to talk to you guess you say I've been scared to face the reality that you are no longer here on earth but I feel you all the time baby boy I know you are a beautiful angel watching over all of us who love you. Your mommy and daddy miss you so much it breaks my heart please help them be okay. I love you so much......
October 14, 2012
October 14, 2012
Hey son. I know your with me and watch everything i do from the time i wake up to the time i close my eyes. I pray your proud of the choices i make. It makes it easier for me not to mess up and do good in my life knowing your watching over me. I love and miss you so much. I wish you were here to hug, kiss, and make all the pain go away from missing you and life period. Love mommy
October 10, 2012
October 10, 2012
Jair, my heart brakes everytime I think of all the suffering you been thru with this deadly desease. But I do want tto thank you for being here on earth and sharing the strongest love ever.You have won everyone"s heart with your witty ways. You were smart, funny, and most of all very loving. I know God has rescued you and you are missed. We love you Jair
September 19, 2012
September 19, 2012
Hey muffin Daddy loves and miss you a lot.My leg is getting a little better.I hope ill be able to play ball again.I always wanted to teach you how to play.Remember when i got you the basketball hoop for your 1st b-day and I would make you make 5 straight.You would have been better then daddy.I know that for sure.Well i love u son aka Muffin GN
September 13, 2012
September 13, 2012
Make her upset. I know your in heaven and your not in pain anymore.I love you muffin.I promise you I wont ever go back to that life and you know I havent and you know im always going to be here to take care of mommy. Im going to try to get some rest now Muff
PS Playing madden in the middle of the night isnt the same without you.I love you son
September 13, 2012
September 13, 2012
Hey Muffin, i love and miss you so much cant get over the fact that your gone. I've cried so many nights and asking God to just rap his arms around me because sometimes i feel like I cant live another day.People always so it gets easier as time passes but I think when you have pure love for someone you will always have that pain inside.When mommy goes to sleep i cry because i don't want to
September 9, 2012
September 9, 2012
I miss you so much . havent been here for a while because i cry my heart out when i visit this website. But I LOVE YOU SO MUCH baby boy . think about you everyday. Dunia I love you so much ...We all just want him back :( this pain is unreal .
September 9, 2012
September 9, 2012
wish I can sing to you again. I hope when I sing your around me .
September 8, 2012
September 8, 2012
I would do anything to get my baby boy back even if that meant taking my last breath. I love and miss you so much son. You will always have mommy and daddy's heart. Always and forever Jair Khayree Ransome.
September 8, 2012
September 8, 2012
Son, I know God has a plan for everyone and understand he called his Angel home when he seen the pain and suffering. I know we're not supposed to question God, but I just don't understand how he can allow such a love and bond between mother and son become so strong and take it away. When I cry it's as if my heart is out of my chest, then I look at grandma and see the painful emptiness.
August 29, 2012
August 29, 2012
Mommy's listening to "It will rain" by Bruno Mars and crying right now. I miss you do much. I used to be able to look at your pictures, but I can't anymore because it makes my heart hurt so much. I can't even talk about you without crying. I love and miss you son. Always and forever Jair. Love Mommy.
August 8, 2012
August 8, 2012
I keep telling God to stop playing with me, give you back to me already. Can't stop thinking of the smell of you, the touch of your skin and kiss. I even caught myself reacting pulling out your clothes and getting you ready for the day. I still feel you so near to the point i can almost hold you forever. Mommy misses your dearly son and its a burning feeling that will never go away.
July 30, 2012
July 30, 2012
Mommy and Grandma were really hurting yesterday from missing you. We went to your grave together. We cried and prayed there. I prayed to God three nights ago to allow you to come to grandma in her dreams for the first time to give her comfort. God answered my prayer, Grandma called me yesterday and told me you came to her in her dream and she didn't let you go. She was crying. I love you
July 28, 2012
July 28, 2012
I love you so much my babyboy. I pray you hear my prayers for you and come to me in my dreams tonight. Not a minute goes pass when mommy doesnt think of you. Bruno Mars "It will Rain" came on and mommy turned it all the way up and imagined you singing it to me again, I cried so hard. I pray no one else ever has to feel the pain I feel..I love you son with all of me.
July 27, 2012
July 27, 2012
Hey papa. Today's Auntie Nora and Auntie Iman's bday. We went to visit your grave site today as a famiily. It was really hard on Auntie Iman because you were here with us last year for her birthday. We spent most the day there talking about how much we miss you. Grandma was there of course. Auntie Mishay had a dream that God gave you back to me again. I hope it comes true babyboy. Love you
July 25, 2012
July 25, 2012
Mommy and Grandma were just talking about you son. We still cry everyday. Grandma is taking it the hardest, just the mention of your name or sight of Elmo, she breaks down. Mommy tries to be there for her just like you were and are. We got her a quilt with pictures of you saying "Grandma's Angel". She loved it so much that she held on to it and cried. We love you our angel, our son, Jair.
July 25, 2012
July 25, 2012
I know i didn't spend a lot of time with you buddy, but I love and miss you and i will see u soon enough... You are a true warrior and inspirationto us all....
July 25, 2012
July 25, 2012
Thank you for letting me be a part of your lives and your beautiful son's memorial... Always in my everyday thoughts! Peggy Haleen
July 24, 2012
July 24, 2012
You would have been 25 months today. Not a day, hour, minute goes by when Mommy isn't thinking of you son. You are truly an angel. You fought so hard and mommy never lost faith in you baby. I pray I will one day be with you again, in heaven. My heart just still feels so empty and broken, but I know your not in pain and suffering anymore. I love you always and forever Jair Khayree -Mommy
July 24, 2012
July 24, 2012
My Jair my angel , you mean so much to me . This pain I feel that your gone will last forever , I can't even imagine all the pain you went through though so I'm thankful your not suffering anymore . Can't wait to see you again . Our first baby boy . Love you , auntie Nora.
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