It's me Hon, Went to your grave today. Took you and Jerad some flower's. It hurt so bad. I sang Happy Birthday to you. The Easter flower's Jerad and I planted at your gave came up beautiful this year you would have loved them.
Urijah stayed in the car he's hurting so bad. Tell Jerad he misses him. We have
2 blue jay's that comes to visit us. Urijah and I call them Papaw and Unk. Take care of Jerad for us. He never hurt a sole and he's not here.
I love you James and always will.

Today is the 10th year you have been gone Hon. I didn't go to your gave today. It hurt's so bad knowing there is no way I can bring you back. And Urijah misses Jerad so bad. He doesn't want to go to the cematary since Jerad has left us. He loved him so much. Please take care of him for us. I know He is taking care of you. I know you and Jerad didn't believe you could come back. But please if there is a way please let us know your here. I loved you then, now and forever. Gayless

Happy Birthday James.
Went to the grave yard today.
I miss you so much.
So do the boys. All of them.
So wish you were home with us.
We love you !!

Today is 9 years we lost you. And its just as hard as this day 9 years ago.
Its a pretty day. A day you would be out mowing the lawn. And sitting in your swing. We are having a bad time in the world a sickness that is killing people.
Have to stay inside no shopping. You know me I love shopping. Hon please talk to God and Jesus ask them to protect us and have this sickness go away.
Everything is shut down. We love and miss you more then ever. The boys are grown and have become great men. Jay is married her name is Megan. You would like her. Ryan just got engaged to a girl named Grace. And Johnathan is in South Carolina with Jenni. He is having a very hard time. Please talk to him.
We all miss you so much. And Love you with everything we got !!

Happy Birthday James !!!!
Sorry I've missed some birthdays.
The boys have grown into men now. They miss and need you so much.
Of course I need you. Jay is getting married soon and I know he sure wants you there with him. Johnathan needs your quideness he is so withdrawn and sad. You not here has changed us all. We need you so bad. I need my friend, lover, shoulder to cry on and your strength to help me keep going. It is so lonely without you. We all turned to you for everything. You said we would miss you. We just didn't know how much. We would give anything to have you back home with us. You were our rock Our protector Our supplier our LOVE !!        I love you !!  They love you !! And we all miss you !!

Happy Birthday James !!!!
Each day seems to be harder and harder.
The boy's have grown and you would be so proud.
We miss you so much !!
I have seen your sign's that you are near.
Keep sending please.
We love you so much and miss you so !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES!!!!!
YOU ARE 63 TODAY.
WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH.
ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN.
IM SURE THEY ARE BETTER AT SINGING HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEN WE EVER WERE. DON'T EVER FORGET US BECAUSE WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES!!!!
YOU ARE 63 TODAY.
WE MISS YOU SO MUCH.
ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN IM SURE THEY SOUND BETTER THEN WE EVER DID. WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH. WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US AGAIN.

It's been 4 years the 28th of this month we lost you.
We miss you so much.
The boys need you so badly.
I need you to.
In our hearts forever !!!!!!!!!!!!