The reality is that I will grieve forever. I will not get over this loss. I will learn to live with it. I will heal and I will rebuild myself around losing you. I will be whole again but I will never be the same. 

I love you my son. I pray you knew how special you were. With every day that passes you are missed and loved. So loving so giving, a heart of gold. Always my baby. I am so proud that you are part of me.

James Robert Williams was born May 2, 1980.  10 lbs  9oz. and 21 inches long  He was my second child. He has an older sister Jamie and a younger brother Paul.  James was the kind of kid that had to know how something worked and would take it apart and put it back together with no help and no instructions.  James has 2 sons, Trey Robert Williams and Trevyn Mitchell Williams. He has 1 daughter Madison Marie Williams.  James and Tara were raising my 3 wonderful grandchildren in  Wellington Kansas.  James was a Jack of all trades, he was the one we called to fix anything and he always could fix it. He always said my van seemed to always break down on the coldest day of the year, but he always there to fix.  He was always helping his grandparents, maw and papa. He helped his family with so many things. He loved monster truck shows, cold beer, taking his kids fishing.  James loved his kids more than anything in this world, Trey, Trevyn, Maddie and his niece Harley I am so broken hearted that he was taken from you. He loved you all so much. You were his reasons for living.  James died June 18, 2004.  Our world will never be the same.  James lived a short 24 years but wow the memories and stories will live on forever.  I love you my James and I miss you everyday.