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Jasmine,

I love you so much sissy
Words can't explain how sorry. I am
I was never supposed to lose you

You're suppos to be here for us

You where the glue that held us together ❤ and I need you I miss you

Miss you holding my baby bump and what do I do now I can't even think of words sissy I love you so much 

Jasmine,

HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY! Your mom and I were talking about you just the other day, you've been heavy on my mind since then.... I wish you were here to tell me why.... I miss you friend.

don't even know where to begin all I know is I miss you so much I have always loved you and that will never change I will make sure your memory lives on and no one forgets about you Brittany is right you were the glue to our family what we going to do without you Jazzy...
   I'm so sorry that I would the big sister that you wanted me to be again I just got lost... I give you my word I will be the big sister you wanted back I have no choice I have to be there for your daughter how to make sure she's going to be okay I have to help Mom and Dad with her so you don't have to worry about her we got her down here I give you my word like we always said don't promise something cuz you can't keep a promise but your word is all you got in life....
    This is just the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with losing you just hurts my heart and never felt this before no you don't want me crying all the time but I just can't help it since I think about you every time I see your picture every wnet remind me about you and just start crying I miss you so much so mad at myself instead of going on vacation with family with the hold so I can get high I should have just went to spend time with you did we thought you would leave this world so soon...
   I love you Jazzy I always love you I will always miss you every second of the rest of my life until we meet again watch over is just need you still beat you just give me the strength to do what I got to do for our family

Love always Your big sister
Alex AKA rainbow trout AKA lesbo

You I supported me, inspired me, and led me to believe I can achieve so much! You gave my son his first bike! You had my back and you will be so missed! Even when you weren’t feeling well, you still called me and laughed with me. Love you Jas

Jasmine! I keep hoping that this is a bad dream ...

I will miss taking you places and the conversations that we would have when you needed a ride. You often told me stories about when you were growing up and what you guys had been through.

Through those stories I came to understand how much you loved your family and that they were the most important aspect of your life, especially your beautiful daughter Johanna. It was obvious just how proud you were of all if them.

I know I never told you, but I looked up to you for so many reasons. When I first met you, you were just learning to live a sober life, and you did it with ease.

You never told me no or hesitated to help me when I asked for it. I will never forget you and Brittany coming all the way to my house when you got off work just to give my sick cat a suppository because I was too chicken to do so, lol.

It all seems so unfair, especially to Johanna. I wish someone could explain why God takes some at a young age while others live to be over 100.

You were an amazing person, beautiful inside and out. I feel so blessed to have been able to call you my friend. I know you will be up there looking down on all of us, patiently waiting until you are reunited with the ones you love.

I need your help one more time Jasmine. Please put a good word in for me. Tell God I can explain! I hope you are able to tell Him despite some of my actions, I'm really not that bad and that I was a good friend to you.

I believe that all of us serve a purpose on Earth, that we are born with a predetermined number of heartbeats and that when we fulfill our purpose here, and our hearts beat the very last of those predetermined number of beats, that's when God calls us home.

Jasmine, sadly, and way too soon, you fulfilled your purpose, your heart beat its very last beat, and God took you home to be one of His angels.

I am thankful for the short amount of time that we were friends. I will miss you and I hope to see you there amongst the faces when it's my turn. 

Until we meet again....

Jasmine was one of the most caring people i know she would but everyone before her and made sure everyone around her was ok at all times. We became close soo fast and i was able to share everything with you we made soooo many memories at work that will stay with me a life time fly high bitchh love you and i will miss you so mucho you did not get to meet my Gordo but watch over us porfavor RIP

I remember you talking about coming to Denver often. I'd tell you come on cousin what you waiting for. You'd always tell me "What about my parents. Who's going to take care of them." That's who Jasmine was. Ready to do whatever it took for her family and often put their needs in front of her own desires. She was always true to herself and never compromised. Love you cousin. I'll miss you forever.

Jasmine,

I love you so much sissy
Words can't explain how sorry. I am
I was never supposed to lose you

You're suppos to be here for us

You where the glue that held us together ❤ and I need you I miss you

Miss you holding my baby bump and what do I do now I can't even think of words sissy I love you so much