Well its fixing to be another Christmas without you and it is still so hard for me to be in the Holiday spirit without you here. You were the glue that held this family together. I miss you so much. I don't even want to be around any family. It just isn't fair you should be here but I know you were ready to go but I wasn't. I love you Jay. Please tell all the family there that I love and miss them and Merry Christmas my angel. Mama will always love and miss you.

Today makes a year since you been gone and the pain still hurts just as bad today as it did a year ago. I lobe you and I miss you so much Jay.

You have been on my mind a lot lately. I miss you so much. I catch myself picking up the phone and calling you. What I would give to hear you say Hey Mama or Hey Bitch. Just to hear you say I love you Mama would mean so much to me.. There is so much I want to tell you but I guess I'll just whisper it to you. I love you Jay and I miss you. Love Mama.

As it gets closer to Christmas the harder it is for me to get out of bed. I miss you so much and I will have a chair for you at Christmas because I know that you will be here with us. I love you so much Jason.

I miss you so much . I really need to talk to you. I want you back here on earth with us. You are never out of my mind and out of my heart. The holidays are gonna be so hard for me for a while because you are supposed to be here to decorate everything. I just don't think I will be to handle this year without you. I love you so much and I miss you more than you will ever know.

I love you Jay.

Yesterday was 2 months since you left us. And I miss you more and more with each passing day. They say it gets easier as time passes but how would they know. It feels like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and I can't breathe some days. I love you my Jay and I miss you so much.

I wish i had a chance to meet you Jason. But, i do know your mother. And she loved and still loves you more than ANYONE ever could, or ever would. That's a mothers love. Watch over her and help her build herself back up so she feels whole again. To a wonderful loving son gone way to soon. But will certainly forever be missed,
Jennifer Reeves.

Today has been tough because I have had you on my mind all day. I miss you so much. I've got this ache in my chest and I hurt so much. I love you and I need you. Some days it is so hard for me I just want to lay in bed and I don't want to talk to anybody. You come to my mind and the years start falling. Just wish you were here.

Really wish you were here. I need to talk to you. I love and I miss you.

I'm so sorry that I never got to spend time with you as an adult I hear you are a great great guy I hope you know that throughout your life always love you you're my very first nephew and I thought you were the world I remember holding you as a little baby infant and I couldn't get enough for your little sweet sugars I know that God has got your hand and he is leading you into your beautiful wonderful afterlife you will be missed here but your uncle Rudy is up there with you now and he sure did love you I'm sure with my faith in God that I will see you again until then take care of grandma and papa I love you Jay Bird

Love you Jay.

I miss you so much Jay. And I will see you again one day.