Jason, my precious little love bug....my life has never been the same since the day I walked through your door to meet you.  You taught me so much and gave me more than I ever imagined.  God blessed me tremendously when He sent me to see you and your family... my family now.  I've learned what peace there can be out of suffering and what joy your many stepping stones to Heaven have brought to so many.  Out of pain and silence what love you shared.  I never thought that I could love someone other than my own the way I love you.  I am crying so, so hard right now because I have been so blessed with your love and I will miss you everyday.  Thank you for the gift of my best friend, your mother, who showed me what a completely loving mother should do and how one should give her everything to see to their child's needs.  I really had never seen anything like that before. And I have the beautiful memory of the way you looked at your mother like you would look at no other ever in that sweet way, just her.  You have done a marvelous job here on earth for God and your family and I know God is so pleased to have you home. Enjoy your eternal rewards, sweet boy.  Yes, I will miss you, but I look forward to ourHeavenly reunion when I can walk through the door to meet you once again as you run over to give me that big hug that I am so looking forward to.