‎Matt Alves‎ to Jed Myers
February 1 at 6:18pm ·
Happy Birthday My brotha beer and Black Label

‎Amanda K Rodgers‎ to Jed Myers
February 1 at 9:21am ·
Happy Birthday f***er!!! We all sure do miss ya.
Amanda K Rodgers

Jivon Tomsen Feb 1 2016   Rip old friend and whoever knew what and where the Oleanders were when we were little shit heads will always be in our hearts. Moo cow didn't know till last week cause he don't do the whole social media thing but he was heart broken. So sleep well my old friend because we will all wake up together again eventually.

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Yesterday at 5:38am ·
Love and miss you every day Jed!!

Anthony Salas
February 1 at 7:12pm ·
When I'm a ghost and gone I'll be remembered strong by all I've meet by friends and family~DD love you Jed! The sky did cry today m/

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Happy Birthday my love. I miss you so very much. Sing to me will ya

Dearest Jed,
If love could move a mountain, then that mountain would rise to the heavens. Such love for you is shared by your family and so many friends. You are so young, so beautiful, so loved!

Happy birthday Jed. I miss you.

Almost your 37th birthday Jed and again we cant celebrate with you. We will each celebrate YOU though. You are still and always will be in my heart and my every thought. Jeremy decorated your cross, I'm sure you're laughing and happy and can see it. It hurts too much still to go there so I will visit with you like I do every day.  I miss you honey. I wish nothing more than to have you come home. You not being here is just wrong wrong wrong.
All my love
Mama

‎Anthony Salas‎ to Jed Myers
January 5 at 11:41am ·
Just thinking about the time we dropped that triple dipped acid and we could hear colors and see vibrations... Craziness but one hell of a time m/

‎Jeremy Valentine‎ to Jed Myers
January 3 at 9:52pm ·
Go Vikings!!! What a game. Woulda been better with you screaming like a wild banshee and talkin MAD shit...

‎Jeremy Valentine‎ to Jed Myers
January 3 at 9:52pm ·
Go Vikings!!! What a game. Woulda been better with you screaming like a wild banshee and talkin MAD shit...

Another New Years Eve and I know how much you're missed here. Watch over everyone tonight, your brothers doing fireworks, I'm sure has the fire going you'd be having a ball I'm sure. Thanks for the "sign" last night. I think it was the most powerful one yet. I love you Jed. I hang on to the hope that I'll really get to see you again, it's all that gets me through most days. 
All my love.....stay near this new year.
Mama

Jeremy Valentine‎ to Jed Myers
Fucking hate it that you won't be at the bonfire tonite bustin my balls. I miss you every day but Xmas was the one Holliday that I always always saw you on.
I know, I know, Man UP right.

Merry Christmas Jed. Damn it, I miss you. And I'm far from alone in that...everyone misses you. II don't like this at all and just want you to come home. My worst Christmas ever....they'll never be the same. I love you so much!
Mama

Well my son, I guess what they say is true...as time goes on you never forget but you learn to live thru it. I'm still missing you and the holidays this year are tougher than they were last year. My birthday,Thanksgiving, now Christmas and New Years coming up. Then it'll be your birthday and how will I get through THAT day? To think you'd be 37.....I can't.  I want to thank you for putting the fantastic people in my life that you did, that still stay in touch and keep an eye on me. Chief and Jess, Roberta, Rosie, just to name a few. They help me keep you with us. I got my tattoo, as I know you know. It feels like it's always should have been there. Guess I should have listened to you a long time ago..........lol  Please keep up the amazing visits and signs. The ones at the psychic on Sunday were great. I knew you'd heard me at home, and made it happen at the event. I guess what adds to the hurt is you can see me, hear me and even come to me but I can't hear or see you. Maybe for Christmas, you'll wrap yourself in my dream; it'd be the best present I could hope for.
Going to post some pictures and a new video I did. I love you so much Jed. So, so, much.
Carry on my wayward son.
I love you.
your,
Dear Mama

‎Sabrena Westbrook Ball‎ to Jed Myers
December 6 at 12:04am ·
Thinking about you tonight. Things have been crazy lately. But that's when we hold on really tight. Right???

‎Greg Robinson‎ to Jed Myers
13 mins ·
Hey My Brother.....Miss You...Just want one more hug....funny how all these yuppies think they know you...I Know You!!!....28 years geez....wish we could have made it 50 years...I Love you Bro!!!...I'll see you when I get there. ..

‎Jeremy Valentine‎ to Jed Myers
October 19 at 10:04pm ·
Do you remember that one time? We were at that one place. You know the place by the other place. And We did all those crazy things and almost got caught doing some really stupid stuff. We were with all those cool people. There was good music, playing really LOUD. You were probably wearing a Slayer shirt. Man that was awesome!!!!

‎Lisa Nicole Moreno‎ to Jed Myers
October 19 at 6:28am ·
You just vistited me in my dream! We were kicken it and listening to good music Zeppelin and Ozzy to be exact! Just like old times. Miss you brother

‎Anthony Salas‎ to Jed Myers
October 9 ·
Suicidal Tendencies tonight my brother m/ I sure do miss having you by my side at these shows... So many shows with so many memories...Love you!!

Greg Robinson‎ to Jed Myers
September 26 ·
Hey brother I wish you were here to celebrate my birthday with me ....but I know you are .....I love you my friend more than that my brother!!!!!....Chief!!!

I miss you so much!!
Nicole

Anthony Salas‎ to Jed Myers
September 23 ·
I love you!

Jeremy Valentine‎ to Jed Myers
September 18 ·
Thanks for the Zonnic nicotine gum coupons that came for you in the mail. It was just what I needed. It actually works, one week cigarette free. Miss you fucker!!

‎Monica Myers‎ to Jed Myers
August 30 ·
I don't post here often enough, but knowing that Jed is not here it doesn't make much sense too. Not like he can respond to me even though he hardly ever did anyway. For most who will never understand the relationship between Jed and I, I am sorry, we did have a sister brother bond that was special, yes I lived my life unlike him and we didn't always agree, but we still loved one another. I can be a bitch and Jed saying so only showed his honesty. Lol! But here I am 18 months later trying to figure out why so many of us say we are sorry when we see one in pain. Please don't be sorry, sorry for what you didnt take my brother away, or are you sorry for the fact that my brother was an asshole, amazing man, that brought joy and love to everyone he touched, or is it that people are selfish and continue to cause this family pain, or is it that on that night my brother made a very unselfish choice not to kill the asshole in front of him, but again tried to save the life of a man that placed my brother in this situation, by laying down his own life? please do not be sorry, as you can see I had one of the best amazing stand up guys for my brother, be happy for me that I got 35 yrs of him, be happy that 1 day we will hug again, be sad his is missing from new memories, be mad that someone we all trusted did this to all if us, be thankful that Jed taught us all a little something, be honored that he chose you to be his friend, brother or gf. I am truly honored he chose me as his sister. Remember when you see me sad, crying, melting down, or just a little lonely, This is because I am all of these things, and just need to hear a good story see a new picture or get a hug, I don't want to hear you are sorry again for what, my loss? or my gain?

‎Monica Myers‎ to Jed Myers
August 30 · Edited ·
Tomorrow is our brothers birthday stay beside him, show him you are here and that you will never forget us. Make is day as special now as it was the day he was born.. I love you Jed. Forever in my heart and soul. Until we meet again ride free and watch over all of us

So I was sitting here just staring off in to space no sure why, but all of a sudden I got this overwhelming feeling of uncertainty, a feel of omg what is it like after you die? I started wondering is my brother cold on nights like tonight, does he have a home, a bed and what does he eat? Does he actually eat? He is not a fruit person! Does he work, sleep all day, what is his life like now? Does he have clothes, does he see everything, does he walk around and have conversation, is he still hurt or has all of this healed him. Are there virgins and wine? My brother hates wine, does this mean he is thirsty? Is it beautiful where he is??? Then my mom sends me a picture of a guy that looks just like my Brother.. WTF ‪#‎JedOn‬

Today has been one of those days for me. I am not sure why 1 day I am fine and the next week is a mess for me. This nightmare feels as though it has just begun, it feels as though there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I wake up in the middle of the night clutching my pillow as the visions of my brother's accident replay over and over in my head, I can hear him crying and calling out, I can feel him around me and I feel as though he is lost, can't find his destiny. I have always helped my brother, always there when he found himself in a jam, and this time I was unable to help and unable to fix it, I feel like I betrayed him and abandoned him. In my nightmare of what I now call life, I feel like if I smile and laugh today tomorrow I will feel guilt, because it feels like I have learned to accept what has happened. I still can not in conversation say that he is dead, died or past away, for me it is when he left. I still feel anger towards the man who in my head and heart killed my brother, I thought I was past that part,but not yet. I hate him, I think he is a spineless bastard. Days of my life begin and end in sadness, and nobody understands the pain I feel daily, nobody understands that because I still move forward and do the day to day things that I am still in pain, still crying inside, still lonely because a piece of my life is gone forever. Nobody knows the pain inside my heart and soul, nobody understands that the monsters of my nightmares are not just once in awhile, but everyday, nobody understands that my life that we all once knew will never be the same. I hide my tears and I smile to make it look all better, I move forward and hide the pain, but when I am in my own personal place, I break down and cry. I beg to wake up from this horrible nightmare, I pray that he will appear before me and say April Fools assholes... Nothing would be better then hearing his voice, seeing his smile, or feeling his arm draped over my shoulder in his Jed kinda hug way. What I once knew as a childhood with 2 brothers to protect me and be there when I had guy troubles has changed forever. I feel lost and alone, I feel empty and small, I feel cold and uncomfortable, I feel like my head is in a bubble of water with no way out. I miss you Myers more then anyone can imagine. RIP Jed Myers I love you always and forever, Until we meet again

Oh my sweet son. I promised I'd write at least every month but last month I added pictures instead. Now we've just passed the 20 month mark of you leaving us and everyday it hurts more. Many of us get your signs, yiu are always surprising me with different ways yiu get my attention. Tonight Jeddy wouldn't shut up barking til I went outside. There was nothing there just her looking at me and I looked up at the sky to see the moon slide behind a cloud, blink a few times and then come back out. Like an SOS message from heaven. I knew it was you. Your friends tell me of their dreams of yiu and Chief is going broke replacing all the light bulbs you blow out. Lol. Goes without saying you're missed and loved so very much, our lives are not the same at all. I tell myself you knew it was coming, we talked about it on our way home from Vegas. You all but had the music picked out for a memorial.....lol. And I knew you were serious with that inner knowledge of yours. I pray you were as at peace with it as you seemed when we talked. You've said those things since you were 12. I just kept hoping I'd have more time.  I've finally decided on the tattoo I want to do for you, now I have to wait for the money. Not working for 4 months has been hard.  I know you know how I feel about some people and things that have happened and I've done my best to look at everything through your heart and be okay with things. There are two that you've almost encouraged me to stay true to my feelings and anger, and I feel that you too feel the In justice and violation of your rights shouldn't be forgiven, well at least not yet. I'm sure they're both anguishing over their stupid choices, and one is paying with time in jail. The other I hope lives with regret everyday for the cowardly act he pulled and somehow you can get thru to him and for once in your life and afterlife tell him how you really feel. Anyhow my sweet boy, please keep listening to me when I talk to you, please visit as often as you can. Please work on Naomi and soften her heart...I miss G so much. It'll be 2 years that I haven't been able to see her. She lost her grandpa, then you, then me and all your family except Jeremy and John. Give her a sign that it'd mean so much for G to have me back in her life. I don't think that's being selfish of me. I love yiu Jed, I know yiu know that. Watch over us all, give gramma Jo and Nonnie hugs for me. Tell Les that it'd be nice for him to visit once in a while like he used to, and I can't wait til were all together again.
Missing you and loving you,
Your Dear Mama

miss you Jed!!! Went to see Suicidal the other night somehow I think you were there <3

Hey uncle,
just one of those days where I decided to check the page and let you know I'm missing you more than anything else right now.. Need your smile today :( Can't believe your'e gone, my handsome uncle !!!!
Please stay close these days, I feel more sad than normal.. love you SO MUCH !!!
i can't stop crying and I am in class .. 3 I still can't believe it's real that your'e not here..
#JEDON!

By:  Monica Myers


My life is not perfect. I have done many things not so right, I have hurt and been hurt, I have loved and been loved, I have done and still want to do, but one thing I never thought I would do was loose you Jed Myers. I miss you so much. 18 months last week feels like yesterday. I love you more then you know. Until we meet again... You will always be an amazing and beautiful memory for me. Ride free brother
— feeling empty.

Well Jedediah...this weekend marks 18 months since your accident. Tomorrow will be 18 months since your beautiful heart stopped beating and we lost you. I know you hear me and see me and try to comfort me. So much has changed since that night, I hate to admit it but I'm not the same, I just can't seem to get back to my old self. I miss the way things were, even if you were mad at me...I'd rather have that and know you're where I can see you. Ariel is so grown and I love it when she comes over. I hope you're keeping an eye in G.....I still can't see her and that breaks my heart more. I worry how it's affecting her, so many losses in her life. I miss you Jed. Stay close when you can, I don't know if I could go on if I couldn't feel you now and then. Give gramma Jo and Nonnie and gramps hugs for me. I'm sure grampa juliin is there with ya too. Hug Luna Buna for me.....I love you so much..
Til I can see you again,

I'll be loving you always and all ways.
Mama

Hi Brother!!!...I LOVE YOU!!!.......True Brother... 29 years......words can't describe how much I Miss You!!!...But we will have fun AGAIN!!!....JHIEF ON!!!

Love you Jed

In 3 days it will be 17 months since you left us. Damn dude it gets harder the longer you are gone. Nobody gets me or my feelings, nobody understand the love this sister feels for her handsome baby brother. Nobody knows how i feel because they always see me with a smile on my face, but deep down inside I am heart broken, devastated and incomplete. I will never be the same,I will never be whole again. Growing up here I think makes it hard because I drive past place we went as a kids, i drive past buildings and wonder if you had a hand in their electrical, I see a white truck or a white van and get excited that its you. I hear you at night whether its really or just me wanting it to be you. I remember you in every waking moment even though I don't always speak of you, I think that its my simple way of making others believe I am ok, when I am not. I feel the tears in my eyes at the simplest thoughts of you or a glimpse of your picture. I think everyday of who I can go after to pay for your accident, Tyson took the chicken shit way out, the police department botched your investigation, yes yes I know you were not completely Innocent, but I also know that AJ PD had a fucking job to do and they didnt do it... I wish all the time that just once there was a magic genie that gave 3 wishes, because all 3 would be used to bring you back. I pray that the god i believe in would take away my pain and make me understand WHY? I plead with myself to stay strong and to remember the good times, and I fight with my heart to not go face to face with Tyson... I cling to the life I have now and pray it gets easier one day, but honestly the sadness and anger linger about me like a boiling pot... Some days I reach out to your soul to keep me sane, there are days I wonder what is the point of carrying on without you... I love you Jed Myers.. Forever my brother in heaven. Until we meet again, I will struggle each and everyday to understand why? Forever missed my sweet brother

You are missed Jed. We'll meet again someday until then... Stay Crazy and Jed On!!!

Love you sweetheart! Miss you more and more every day. I just want to hug you and hear you call me mama.

:-(
oxoxoxo
your "dear mama"

Missing you so much. I can't believe it's been 16 months. Please stay near you're visits are somedays the only thing keeping me going. I lost you and I lost GeriAnn and the pain is so deep. I miss her so much. I just want to be in her life and be her grandma. Please tell her how much I live her when you. Is it with her.
I miss yiu and love you so so much my baby boy.

Always your dear mama.

Sweet Jedediah....in 2 days it will be 15 months since the accident that took you from us. Yesterday was the sentencing for Tyson, I know you were there and saw it all. I hope it gave you some sense of justice although betrayal from a brother can never be made right. Maybe he needed something that only you could see and that's why you stuck by him when everyone tried to keep you away from him. We all rest easier knowing you never would have run from this, you would have taken the bullet and dealt with the consequences. Maybe you can show him now what he needs to do to not end up WITH you. Nothing can bring you back....a reality that I'll never quit trying to find a way around. Thank you for all the visits and messages you send me. I know how much you love me...,

I miss you and love you so much....until I see you again
XOXOXOXO
mama

As with everyone else I haven't been writing here, altho not an hour goes by you're not in my thoughts. I miss you so much Jed. I've started wondering when I'll hear from you. We would go months without seeing each other so not seeing you isn''t that unusual. So now I unconsciuosly think, it's about time I see him or hear from him. And the pain starts all over. I can't wait for my time to come so I can be with you again.  I hope you'll be waiting with grandma, Nonnie and Gramps and Les. I love you.

Jeremy Valentine‎ Jed Myers
· Mesa, AZ ·

Well lil bro, what a Blessed Hell Ride this month has been. We did a Jedsus birthday and the superblow party in your honor. You got your own Beer, how cool is that, and it will benifit the Angels you left us for many years to come. I have also got to spend a lot more time with them and look forward to every future visit with them. We had the opportunity to have your voice heard in court, and it was well received. Your point was blatently made. Still not the greatest Vday, and I've still had much worse, but we all survived it with love in our hearts. I finally decided, after twenty years, what I will be filling my back with tattoo wise. And I am so grateful for your friends because I was able to start in on your Jediversary. Hopefully complete and beautiful, like you, by next year. I have had many many fun trips in your truck and truly enjoy tearing it up Jedsus style. Last night I had the oppportunity to share myself; the good, the bad and the ugly with a large group And it was through your strength I was able to do that. It also brought Mom, Dad, and our sister together in one room for a whole hour, and unlike a year ago, this time we were all together willingly and happily. Next weekend marks a tremendously monumental accomplishment for me, and it is the pride, support, and love you showed me as I started this battle four years ago that have helped me carry it this far, and i thank you for that. While this month has been fill with copious amounts of loss, I am truly overwhelmed with the Joy and Love you have left me surrounded by. While I miss you daily I try to always feel it as gtatefulness and hope. Love always, J

Oh my son, tonight is a year since you left us, and we all are still so devastated and in disbelief. I see you everywhere, I hear you and you leave me all kinds of signs, like tonight squirting the sink sprayer in my face.! That was unexpected but I'm sure it was years of wanting to do that that enabled you to.  I went theu many years of always dreading getting that call one night, but never truly thought it would happen. You know the only thing I wanted to do in my life was to have kids., one of my biggest joys is being your mother. Stay near me and those that need your love and encouragement...I love you Jedediah. From the time I found out I was pregnant with you you have been my "son"shine. Keep the path to you lit for me.......I'm counting on you to be there when I come. 

All my love forever,
Your mama

I LOVE YOU! ..I miss you everyday Just wish he didn't want you back!!!

I will never forget that evening I was sitting at the bar there by myself not wanting to talk to anyone and here you come. When this longhair, hairy face bad attitude looking dude heading right at the empty bar stool next to me and as I thought oh man I'm in no mood, I hope this guy doesn't decide to be an ass. you looked at me with this I just kicked your cat kind of grin and said "what ya drinkin". "Rolling Rock" I replied. Two purple hooter shooters I hear you say. WTF Did this guy just order purple shots, yep he sure did, and as I'm thinking of a way to politely decline for fear of becoming sick I hear In my ear CHEERS MO-F--KER here's to Little pig. WTF, first these purple shots now a pig, Hmm not gonna end well, "here's to the little pig", I yell back "I love bacon" why are we drinking to a little pig. With that same kick the cat smile you told me the story of little pig your best friend that died and how deeply it affected you.
   With a few more of those purple shots a fistful of beers, conversations about life, death, vagina and slayer I finally heard the bartender saying last call so we finished up our beer slapped hands nice to meet you and made plans to do it again.
  Who knew that our meeting would be the foreshadowing precursor to starting one of the most explosive loyal friendships a man could endure and who could ever guess that we would spend every day together talking about the same shit, and during those days I found an inspiration in you. You showed me a new way to see myself. I found a hidden strength inside myself to push forward to want to be a better person not for me but for you.
    The best by far was when you would tell me you loved me, man I never felt such a warming of my heart before, and upon your death a year ago It was that warming of the heart love you had showed that kept me from becoming cold and heartless.
  
   Thank you for allowing me to feel that from you.
   Thank you for letting me become close to you.
   Thank you for loving me the way yo did.
  
            "I love you Jedediah Scott Myers" 
       You are my best friend and will be forever
                      missed

Jed,
It's hard to believe its already been a year, Time just flew by. Geriann and I miss you so fucking much and there isent a day that goes bye without thinking about you. Geriann ask that you please come to her in her dreams more often she misses her daddy even though I tell her every day that you are watching over her she says she just wants to see you again and give you a great big hug. I love Jed always have and always will. I look forward to seeing you again in my next life

Happy Birthday Jed!!!!

Honoring you today with a single flame burning brightly here in Raymond Maine. I will keep an eye I. Your beautiful mom as I know you are.

Happy Birthday Jed. You're first birthday out there in the Universe, Heaven, wherever you call it and you are. All I know is it is the first one here for us without you. And it harder than a heart can ever imagine. I know you're with us, you continue to show us in so many ways. People will be celebrating for you today, releasing balloons, raising their shots, and sharing stories, making sure you are remembered. I love you so much, I miss you beyond explanation. I'm posting some new pix, I hope you smile at all our shenannigans and keep sending us your love. 36 years ago today the miracle of you came into my life. I was blessed more than any mother ever could be.

Til we are together again,
I love you...........Mama