Year 6 So hard for me to believe. You’re on my mind all the time. I talk to you I pray to you. The hardest part is that you can not talk back. Yet I get a sign once in a while. Like if I’m walking Jett early in the morning just for a few seconds I smell coffee. I know it’s you.
Always and forever my love.
Michele

5 years ago almost exactly at 10:20am actually truthfully it probably was before that official time. That was when they stopped doing CPR I laid my head on your chest wanting to hear your heart but there was nothing. I really couldn’t speak the Dr said they would not stop until said it was ok but all could do was lift my hand whispering it’s ok.
It’s funny how your mind blocks certain traumatic things as they happen. Today five years later I remember more of that day than I did as it happened. You process it and it plays over and over in your mind until a memory you didn’t even know you had comes to the surface.
Today I celebrate you my love your life the man you were.

Three birthday’s without you I miss you celebrating you your day yes I celebrate your life but it’s not the same as when we celebrated together
Miss you love you with my heart and soul❤️

I celebrated Jim on 12/11/17 it was a sad day for me .
Since he isn’t here on earth.

Hi My Jim,

Your birthday 12/11 was very hard to handle. I was with our boys we just tried to make it through the day.
My love always and forever
I love you with my heart and soul
Michele

Jim,

It's been 4 months since you passed. I'm still questioning what happened that day. Michael and I went to San Diego we didn't want to be home the week of Thanksgiving. I kept telling myself it's just a day nothing special. In 24 hours it will be over and it was.
GOD Bless you my angel husband forever in my heart.
Love you always with my heart and soul forever.
Michele

RIP cousin! Our Indians made a good effort! You would be proud!
By Regina

Jim always with a smile & a quick joke & fun loving miss you brother-in-law love peace & prayers❤️

I met Jim on March 30th , 1981 at Cardinal Federal Savings Bank.
He became a great friend, co-worker , and the love of my life. We were married on March 28,1987.Jim was a true gentleman you know the kind who opens doors , doesn't let you carry anything, lay down your coat kinda guy. He made me feel like a princess I always felt our life was a fairly tale not because we had lots of money but because of the way he treated me like I was a treasure. This man saved me showed me what true love is. He was kind, loving, smart, funny, hard working, husband, father, and grandfather (papa).
On July 21st he broke my heart. He was a man who never was sick in his life he had allergies and was diagnosed at 21 with high blood pressure when he was called up for the draft. He never missed work until December 28th, 2012 what was thought to be a kidney stone actually was a mass on his left kidney. He had surgery to remove the kidney February 26,2013 unfortunately he had a reoccurrence 6 months later October 30, 2013. For the past 31/2 years he had immunotherapy treatments. He was at Siedman Cancer center for a procedure to stop a bleeding ulcer on July 20,2016 the morning of
July 21,2016 he was being discharged. He was getting ready when he looked at me and said "I feel so weak" he collapsed.
They tried to resuscitate him. It was a blood clot.
You ask yourself what happened? How does this happen?
Leaving this tribute doesn't even come close to describing the man Jim was.