Hi baby boy, it's mamaw again....
Its been's a while since I got in here to talk to ya, but just wanted to let ya know that I haven't forgot ya......not by a long shot.....I still miss ya so much & I pray every day for you & your Mom both....Yes, I am still here on this rugged earth, just having to lay in bed every day & night with no family or friends..... But thats not for me to question.....I love you & your Mama both & miss ya both so much, & lookin forward to seein ya both again soon.....I am still in the wheelchair & can't walk at all....even fell some tryin to get in the chair...sad part is I know everything....am thinkin I would have been better off with the Altimers like granny had... you know the last time I seen her/ she even looked at me & told me that she didn't even know me...ok,sweety gotta get off here..my feet are turning black again..they do this if I set in this chair to long,,,,I love you so much & hope to see ya soon & please tell your MOM that I feel the same for her.....since she left me to I haven't been able to even shed one tear.......don't believe I have cried a tear since the day that you left us all......just remember I loved you so much........Mamaw

Hi baby,MaMa is not feeling to good right now..I am surprised I am still here...But I hope you are really happy now since your moma came home to join ya....all I have left here is PaPaw Rob........& just have to lay in my bed all the time....it's so sad to have to give up your only grandchild & then give up your only child,but I can't help it..It's God's will & you & your Mama are both in a better place...I really miss you both so very much.......Give Mom a Hug for Me,Ok?
Love You So very much.....MaMa.......

hey baby its momma.i miss and love you so much...im trying to halp take care of Landen but he lives with Lisa and Terry now..and Landen is so disespectible....i dont like it at all.but hes mean to me....i really wish you was here to raise your son,but i know you are in a better place....we will be together again.....you are my angel....LPVE YOU CLAY.......

Hi sweetheart....Mama had trouble gettin here, but hope I made it now..I haven't gotton in here in ages, but I'm really gettin down hun..Am now stuck in a wheel chair so can't move around very good..If it weren't for God I am not sure I could even still be here..but I will see ya soon I am thinking..at least I am praying every day that I come to be with you, my little brother & my Dad. I can't stand the idea of leaving your Mom here, but when God gets ready for me I won't have a choice..I loved you more than anyone could ever know, & I hope you know that..but your in such a much better place hun..I think thats all that get's me through these days...I get to see ya move around still here,,I have the videos sweetie....only thing they were all made when you were little, but you were my baby anyway & they were made back when you were happy.Ok, hun I gotta go lay down..Been up to long now,but had to come in here & write ya a letter.I love you & miss you so much.. I wish you could see your little boy..hes so sweet... loves ya buddy...Mama

Hello Clay,Momma misses you more than ever.This is so hard on me.I would have never dreamed that on the night Feburary 2nd 2006...Was going to be the last time i heard your voice or hugged you..We will be together again,little Landen keeps me on my toes.I Thank God for Him,I just wish that each one of yall had the chance to know each other..I wish I could Hug you again and tell you how much I love you.People says its gets easier with time but not for me Clay You were my Blessing from God,you were my Best Friend and you were the most Wonderful Son in the world....Momma Loves You

10 yrs ago I got the worst phone call of my life .... I miss you Clay ... miss our fishing trips and weekend camp outs .... but my relief is knowing your in the GREATEST HANDS that could ever be held in ... always on my mind and forever in my HEART ... lov ya Clay

Hi my baby, its a very sad time for us,its so hard to think about 10 years ago & I try not think about it cause I know you wouldn't want me to hurt so bad but hun its so hard...I'm still tryin to take care of your Momma but I think your little boy is doing that now.. she loves him so much..But she loved you so much & still does..I just pray for the day that we get to see you again. Love you my boy always..Mama

Just thinking of you today...Waiting on your Letterman Jacket to come because im giving it to your Son..He is the Most Amazing Young Man...You would be so so Proud of Him..We all Miss and Love You.See You at the Gates of Heaven when God brings Us to You...Love You Clay

Missing you everyday

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH CLAY....

Clay was like one of my own children, for years he, Daniel and Randal were together most days. I'll never forget the time I came home and they had pillows tied around them and were Sumo fighting...on top of the garage! Clay became good at building a fire...so good that I would have the kids hide the charcoal lighter, the finger nail polish remover, rubbing alcohol...pretty much anything that would burn...lol because he loved even a little Bon fire! And like Bambie mentioned above when he told me he was going to visit his Dad in "LA"...I said "did you ask me if you could go?"...he had been at the house every day and was just like one of mine! We loved having Clay over any time as a matter of a fact if he wasn't there someone would ask where's Clay? We all still miss him and include our memories often in our reminiscing. Clay is and always will be in my heart and all of his other brother and sisters!

I have a lot of memories with my dearest cousin Clay. We were pretty close even though we lived so far apart. I can't express into words how I feel, but I sure know that I miss and think about him quiet a bit. I wish we could all just see and talk to him just one more time. I'm sorry, Lisa.

I remember Clay as a little boy riding his motorcycle behind the Honda place that was in Parker road. I was amazed how little he was riding like a pro. He's now Lisa's angel and watching out for her. He may be gone from us in life but he lives in our hearts and minds forever.

Our family considers Clay as one of our own. We all loved him and still miss him and mourn for what all he might have done if he'd had the chance. To me Clay was first and foremost funny! He always made everyone smile and laugh. I remember him telling me once that he was going to visit his dad in LA and I was really impressed until he laughed and said , "Yeah, I'm going to Lower Arkansas" :) I also remember him with Landen and my niece Kendall. They are very close in age and whenever he would walk in a room with them he always took time to play with them both. I hate that they don't have that memory of him. Clay will absolutely never be forgotten by me.

I sure MISS our fishing trips and good times we shared .... hard to believe that is has been 9 yrs .... so much has gone on here and we didn't get to share any of it .... but one thing is for sure ..... your in the BEST HANDS anyone could wish for .....God's hands .... no suffering at all .... I am hoping that we will be together again some day ..... love ya Clay .... always have ... always will .... Papaw Rob

Uncle Albert and Aunt Donna miss you, one day we will see you again, I know this and God had His reasons for taking you so soon, you are up there with Papaw Bobby who you never got to meet and you were his first grandson. Love you always baby, til we meet again!!!!

MaMa misses ya so bad,but I know we are in a lot of trouble here on this earth & you are in a better place.I am takin care of your momma..the best I can..It probably won't be long till l can sea ya again..Just loved you so much, you were my world, but have had to stay strong for your Mom..so do my griveing silently every day & night...love you my baby boy....Mama

No one knows the sadness and emptiest I feel since i lost my Son.He was my only child and He was my Miracle Baby,the Dr.s told me i would never have children,so I Prayed to God to give me just 1 little boy and he did.God let me have him for 19yrs.We never knew what caused his death,I guess God needed another Angel.To all grieving moms,Im sorry for your loss,all I can say is to Ask God to help you keep going.And I have a Wonderful Grandson,his Daddy would be so Proud of Him...Prayer is what helps me...What A Reunion It Will Be When He Greets Me At Heavens Gate...