Hey Big Bro. Me Cathy and my stepson went to the Grand Canyon. Me Cathy and you and Lynda was supposed to see it together. I could feel you standing next to me and I could hear you say WOW. I know some people would say I'm crazy but I just felt you there with me. You were all I thought about while we were there, I think about you often. Miss you much. Love ya Big Bro.

Dear Dad,
  I have missed you so much there's not a day i don't think of you. I can't believe its been 4 years already. i wish you could be here to meet your Great Grand Daughter she would have you wrapped around her pinky like she William and I. I wish I could give you a hug. I want to say I'm sorry for one thing Dad and you know what that is please forgive me please. I hope I made you proud I was proud to call you Dad. Please say hello to Candor for me Fanny too. Moms doing well so is Jeff and Shawn and everyone else just life here but I'm sure you know all of this. love you Dad miss so much.
Love JC (JohnCarl Kangas lol hehe)