John D Fambry's life story, (1957 - 2018)

It's our 24th Anniversary.

May 25, 2021

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Here I sit crying alone as I write this wondering how has it been almost 3 years since my world fell apart. I knew how it felt to be loved all I had to do was look into your eyes and see the sparkle in them as you looked at me. I not only seen it I felt it. I never knew that the love I have for you could be so painful. It is said that the brokenhearted are the most bravest, because we had the courage to love. Honey I will always love you and you will always have my heart and that peace of me you took with you. Love you forever.

Honey

August 29, 2020

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I'm going to honor your birthday and your legacy the same way I did last year. I will let you know how it goes tonight. I miss and love you with all my heart.

Miss You So Much

March 14, 2019

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I Will Never Move On. I Will Try To Move Forward.

My Honey My World

February 4, 2019

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It was 1975 when the Fambry family moved across the street from me and my family. There was 5 kids and mom and dad now I guess my brother James seen that there was 3 boys and told me he didn't want me being friends with one of the sisters. He caught the school bus with her but one day here comes this girl walking down the side of the road and she came up to me and said "Hi my name is Theresa". The rest is history. Some of the things we did and got into well I better ask Theresa if it's ok to tell the tell. So when I was 14 I got a crush on My Honey and fell in love with him at the age of 16.. So our life's went in different direction and I got with my kids dad and had my son David he was a baby. I talked to John before he went to California and he wanted me to go with him. I told him I have a baby he said that's ok we will take him with us. But I didn't go for some reason. I guess it just wasn't meant to be then. We'll he probably live on the wild side. But when he did comeback and I ran into him it was over with. He moved in with me in 1996. On December 25th 1996 he Ask me to marry him it was so romantic. We got married May 24th 1997. My would fell apart on July 29th/30th 2018. I never new a person can feel so much heart ache and pain.

Missing You On My 1st Valentines Without You. This card is from you

February 14, 2019

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As the tears run down my face I miss you so much and thank you for all you gave me through the years. You gave me your heart, but you took mine a long time ago in like 1980 wow. I felt so safe with you and yes you was my knight and shinning armor. Everything has changed in life since you left since the moment you took your last breath in my arms in our bed on July 29th 2018 when my world crumbled and a piece of me died with you the other piece of my heart is shattered into a million pieces. But I would do it all over again knowing about the gut wrenching pain that I feel. Honey I can't put into words everything that I feel from losing you. I love you and miss you so fucking much. I'm going the the 1st everything without you. The VDAY is today the 1st time being sick like I am today and its sucks you always took really good care of me from giving me my medipens to making sure I ate. As I took care of you when you was sick. I will always miss you. Happy VDAY My Honey.

Miss You

February 15, 2019

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Damn John you sure rocked my world in life and now in death

I miss you

February 6, 2019

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I miss you when I wake. I miss you when I breath. I miss you before I fall asleep. I miss you, I miss you I just miss you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THE WAY I FEEL THE PAIN I FEEL IN MY HEART IS JUST UNBEARABLE. I never new or felt grief like this Honey some times I wonder if I will ever make it through. You will always be in my heart. No one or nothing could ever prepare anyone for losing the love of Thier life like the way I lost you. Even if I was told how it would feel no way I could've understood no one can unless they have walk the walk and this walk SUCKS. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS HONEY NOW AND FOREVER. THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME.

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