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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, JOHN CROOKS, 68 years old, born on November 26, 1946, and passed away on April 9, 2015. We will remember him forever.
November 27, 2018
November 27, 2018
Spent your birthday at the Jofi school Gambia. The children loved to dance and were very good. I'm sure you were there with us all and were very proud of them all. Miss you so much my darling, love you always xxx
November 26, 2018
November 26, 2018
Happy birthday my angel my darling dad. I cannot believe another birthday is here. I miss you so much no day is different I learn to just cope, how I do not know. I spray your pillow with your deodorant and hug it tight and I know you are there with me. I feel you stroke my head each night just to let me know you are there before I go to sleep. My special man I love you and thank you for being the best Dad ever and for still being the best dad from spirit. Missing you so much my lovely dad, my special man. Have a few drinks and I will raise a glass too. R.I.P my beautiful dad love you always your Elizabeth x
August 9, 2018
August 9, 2018
Another month and still it's yesterday, where does the time go? I am here in The Gambia, the place you loved and the children are still singing to you and growing fast, they love their new school, so colourful and bright with good size classrooms, you would be so proud of it. Deanne has her fund raising party in September so she hopes to raise enough for the computers. Love and miss you everyday my darling, always, xxx
April 9, 2018
April 9, 2018
Dad 3 years ago you were taken from us it does not seem possible how we have been without your smiling face, your hugs, your kisses and your love. I miss you so much Dad my tears still flow daily for you. R.I.P special man until we meet again. Love you
April 9, 2018
April 9, 2018
Though the rain may fall on this day thoughts of you light up the sky. To an amazing man. Truely missed always there to help. Someone you could always talk to. A shining light from heaven god bless you. John Xxx
April 8, 2018
April 8, 2018
Three whole years today my life stopped in the happiness we shared together. It's still unbelievable that you are not here in the physical but I know you are always with me. I know you comfort me when I struggle, it's so hard here without you my darling and still you look after me. I will carry on in The Gambia as we intended, now with the help from my lovely friend who you send so many messages through when I am too low to receive. I love you my darling and always will and look forward to the day we will meet again, always and forever, my JC xxx
December 25, 2017
December 25, 2017
My darling Dad another Christmas without you I love and miss you every day I wish you were here. Christmas and any day is just not the same. I lit your candle today and raised a glass for you and grandad. Stay with me always my special man love you so much my tears still flow so bad for you. Big hugs always and kisses to you in heaven my angel x
December 25, 2017
December 25, 2017
My darling JC, another Christmas without you, it's just not the same but we do our best to get through and join in the festivities. Looking in the shops, so many things I see and know you would like them but in my heart you have them all. God bless you my lovely Johnny, with all my love until we meet again xxx
November 26, 2017
November 26, 2017
Happy birthday to you - happy birthday to you - happy birthday my JC - happy birthday to you-ooO . Another birthday is here and I miss you so much my darling. I will visit your special place here in Gambia, and remember all our beautiful memories we shared, but today, I will know you are there with me as you always will be while we are separated by vibration. My love always my darling, enjoy your celebration with all our family and friends in Spirit xxx
November 26, 2017
November 26, 2017
To an amazing man inside and out. Always there for me. I hope they celebrate in heaven. Happy birthday. God bless. Xxx
November 26, 2017
November 26, 2017
Happy birthday to you my special man, my Dad. I thought this was supposed to get easier, but it is just as hard today as the day we lost you. I hope you have a lovely day celebrate and smile Dad. One truly beautiful person inside and out. You are my hero. Love and miss you so much Dad. Until we meet again god bless, lots of love from your Elizabeth xxxxxx
November 26, 2017
November 26, 2017
Happy angel birthday uncle Johnny love n hugs always xxx
October 13, 2017
October 13, 2017
Lovely words mum so strange you wrote on here as I was going to do exactly that on the same day. Miss you Dad too much still so painful just wish I could hear your voice. I thought I did the other day I could hear you say helloowww you know how you did that when I rang you! Love you special man so so much x
October 9, 2017
October 9, 2017
Another month has past to add to the already too many, but my love will always be with you, my darling husband Johnny. There is never a day goes by without missing you so much but I know you guide me and keep me strong, always and forever xxxx
May 2, 2017
May 2, 2017
So Dad I finally got on here , you know I'm not good at this lol but you are always on my mind and in my heart ❤. Two special days have past we had a really lovely day for your 50 th Anniversary at your favourite restaurant in Gambia
April 10, 2017
April 10, 2017
Forever Missed, the title of this memorial site will never be more appropriate to anybody but you Johnny. I cannot believe two years have gone by since I received that devastating phone call from Linda. You have left behind a very loving family who are still supporting each other all the time, I know that Linda and your girls are doing their best on the surface to jog along from day to day but life will never be the same for them. I try to do my best to give them my support albeit from a distance. Rest in Peace Johnny, so cruelly taken much too soon x
April 10, 2017
April 10, 2017
Such beautiful messages from everyone Dad. You see just how special you are to us all. Love and miss you Dad so so much it hurts xxx
April 10, 2017
April 10, 2017
Thank you everyone for such beautiful words, it means so much to us xxx
April 9, 2017
April 9, 2017
My darling Dad it was 2 years ago today when we received that awful bang on the door that news that I could never imagine having. My dear dad had left us. The pain of your passing dad never goes away my anger my, my pain, my sadness, my tears never go away. I wish you were here dad to wipe my tears as you always did. Me mum and Deanne are broken without you but we are doing the best we can. I love you so much Dad no words can describe how much I miss you. Your plant is doing so well beautiful forgetmenots I amazed myself that I managed to grow them. Maybe they have had your guidance and help thank you! My special man R.I.P lots of love from your Elizabeth xxx
April 9, 2017
April 9, 2017
Two whole years, how? I just don't know but time has just rolled by and I am in it. We are still Johnny and Linda and that's how it will always be but it's lonely and different now, but I know you are right beside me. I miss you every minute of every day, you always made me feel safe, just like the song, " when I'm with you, I'm standing with an army". That is truly how I felt, your strength and love filled my life. I can't wait to be with you once again together but I know I have to. We were blessed with two beautiful daughters here on this Earth Plane so your love carries on in us all. I know you've met up with Mum and Dad and Aaron, Lisa too, my love is with you all always xxx
April 9, 2017
April 9, 2017
Wish we had more time to know you better, you warmed our hearts with your kindness and love. Everyday we live your memory through our friendship and love of your family, may god keep you safe in our hearts always.
April 9, 2017
April 9, 2017
A very special man was taken from this world two years ago. Sadly missed and always loved by all who knew him .Still watching over his lovely wife Linda and their two beautiful daughters Deanne and Elizabeth. Rest in eternal peace Johnny. xxx
April 9, 2017
April 9, 2017
Two years have gone but you have left a life time of memories for your family and friends. Never forgetting what a wonderful person you were love pearl x
April 9, 2017
April 9, 2017
Friends for over 50 Years.Too many good memories to write. Love and miss you xxx
March 18, 2017
March 18, 2017
Today 50 years ago I married my Soul Mate, my JC. Our plans for our 50th Wedding Anniversary I have carried out my darling, it has been a beautiful day, I know you have been here with me, I love you today as I did the day we married but with an added depth that comes from sharing a life with the person you love. We always asked eachother, if we could still be in love as we were when we reach 50 years, the answer was always yes and our feelings for eachother up to the day you passed to Spirit and how I feel today is definitely a resounding YES! God Bless you my darling today and always, your Sinny xxx
March 18, 2017
March 18, 2017
A beautiful day for mum and Dads 50th wedding Anniversary. Dad we wish you were here to share your special day but as mum said we know you are with us in spirit. We love and miss you so much my special dad see you on the other side. Very proud of you both the happiest couple and devoted parents ever. Love you guys so much x
December 26, 2016
December 26, 2016
Here we are and Christmas is just about coming to it's end for this year. All the crazy things that have happened in our years together, being here without you is the craziest and hardest that has happened. I miss you so much my darling, my love always xxx
December 13, 2016
December 13, 2016
My darling JC, as we approach Christmas, it is with sadness in our hearts because you are not here on Earth Plane, although we know you always come around us which helps and is a great comfort knowing you are there still sharing with us. One minute, week, month would never be enough but to have a moment with you back here in our lives we would give anything and everything for it. Miss you every minute of every day my darling, love you forever xxx
November 26, 2016
November 26, 2016
My darling Dad today is your 70th birthday I wish you were here with us celebrating, but I know you will be having a party with all our other angels. We are going to have pie and mash for you later so I bet your mouth will be watering! Love and miss you too much my special man. There is no day that goes by without thinking of you and I miss our chats and hugs. Happy birthday Dad love you so much it' hurts. Sending butterfly kisses, my love always your Elizabeth xxxxxx
November 26, 2016
November 26, 2016
Happy 70th birthday my darling, can't believe you are not here to celebrate this one but I'm sure you'll raise a glass or two with family and friends in Spirit World. We all miss you every minute of every day, how could we not? You are one very special man, love you always xxx
August 13, 2016
August 13, 2016
Hello my darling, well, I have now settled in to the lovely house you made sure I saw! The only thing that could make it any lovelier is if you were here to share it with me, although I know you are here with me in Spirit so I know how much you like it too, well obviously you knew before me lol. Today is Deanne and Chris's wedding anniversary, 11 years, wow where did that time go? Such a happy day we all shared. Love and miss you always my JC xxx
June 21, 2016
June 21, 2016
My darling Dad I got through another Father's Day without you here. It's so difficult not being able to spend your special day with you as I have every year, I miss you so much my lovely dad. I just wish I could hold you so tight and tell you how much I love you. My angel in heaven. My hero, my special man, my confidant. Lots of love always your Elizabeth X
June 6, 2016
June 6, 2016
My darling Johnny, it is still so crazy that you are not here with me physically but I always know you are Spiritually. Your idol, Mohammed Ali joined you in the Spirit World on Saturday 4th June 2016, you have finally got to meet him. So much I need to share with you, I know you have been listening. I love you with all my heart and I am doing my very best, God bless you my lovely husband, always your Sinny xxx
April 11, 2016
April 11, 2016
In remembrance of your strength and guidance.
Always there to listen I will miss your kind words.
Rest in peace Johnny Love Trig xxx
April 9, 2016
April 9, 2016
My darling dad1 year ago today you were taken from us and I miss you so much. I do not know why, I ask the question every day. You were simply the most amazing special, caring, loving man and dad. I do not know how I have got through each day but I guess you walk with me and are holding me up. Mum is doing so well and me and Deanne are being as strong as we can to support her too. God bless you darling special man I miss you too much dad, the pain is always with me and the tears always fall. Until we meet again love you R.I.P dad X
April 9, 2016
April 9, 2016
My very special Dad , no words can explain how I feel right now , the pain is just as bad one year ago my whole life turned upside down and it's not been the same since you left . I miss you every day you are in my part I might not tell or write how I feel but there is not a day go by I doubt think and talk to you in my quiet times . I love you so much and wish you were still here remembering all the special times with you Feel the love Dad, may peace be with you today and always lots of love and God Bless xxx
April 9, 2016
April 9, 2016
I remember John from when he danced with Linda so spectacularly when we all went away to Oxford for the weekend. I'd like to think of him dancing today. He was always mindful of his beautiful wife and watched her steps and made sure that his steps were in time with hers. Although I only met him a couple of times he would make me think that I was an important person to him, because I was important to his daughter. Special family that he helped create, you are remembering him so well every day. X
April 9, 2016
April 9, 2016
Well my darling, Deanne, Elizabeth and myself have just planted in three separate pots, forget-me-nots for you, perfect short time together but very meaningful. We all love and miss you so much today and always xxx
April 8, 2016
April 8, 2016
One whole year ago was to be our last time we said good night to each other, the last time we were together as a whole, you left for work and my world fell apart and everything stopped,because you didn't come home, you returned home to Spirit. I know I have to stay here and live to the best I can without you and that is the hardest thing to do, I love and miss you my darling always, you are my life , my very being and without you there are no true words to describe the pain. God bless you my JC until we can be together again xxx
March 18, 2016
March 18, 2016
Today my darling is our 49th wedding anniversary, we shared 48 married years and this is now one of many 1st's I have to endure, but I will knowing that one day we will be together again. I miss you so much, it is a constant pain that I live with, how can I expect anything else when you were always so loving and caring, that is the price we pay for having such a special person in our lives. I love you now as I did then and more, you are my life, God bless you my darling, happy anniversary, until we meet again, I love you with all my heart and soul xxx
March 13, 2016
March 13, 2016
Hi my darling Dad just had tears fall down as I was reading something about when we meet again and my stomach turned over with realisation again that I cannot speak to you or hug you. I now know the first thing I will do when we meet again is to run up to you and hold your face in my hands and just stare so closely and give you the biggest hug and hold you so tight. Miss you my darling special man....until we meet again love you daddy x
March 4, 2016
March 4, 2016
My darling JC, I have now returned from the country we both love so much, with the beautiful children and smiles everywhere, The Gambia. Some of your ashes are now settled in a beautiful place and one you love because it was so peaceful in Luigi's garden where there are ducks, doves, peacocks and parrots, a beautiful waterfall, it's amazing the place we chose is under a tree called 'The Never Die' tree, it's perfect and I know your ashes will rest in peace here. God bless you always my darling, I miss you every minute of every day, my love always xxx
February 27, 2016
February 27, 2016
Hi dad wanted to say how much I miss you. Each day goes by and I wish I could tell you so much. I talk to you all the time especially in the car asking you to clear the traffic on the A2 and it always works you do me proud and I get to work safe! I love you so much dad I can't believe it's nearly a year that I heard your voice felt your hugs and held your hand. You are so special. Somebody sent me a photo of your first Lorry and I have such great memories of driving in it with you chatting the entire journey about all and everything! God bless darling dad my angel x x x
February 27, 2016
February 27, 2016
Hi dad wanted to say how much I miss you. Each day goes by and I wish I could tell you so much. I talk to you all the time especially in the car asking you to clear the traffic on the A2 and it always works you do me proud and I get to work safe! I love you so much dad I can't believe it's nearly a year that I heard your voice felt your hugs and held your hand. You are so special. Somebody sent me a photo of your first Lorry and I have such great memories of driving in it with you chatting the entire journey about all and everything! God bless darling dad my angel x x x
February 2, 2016
February 2, 2016
Hello my lovely JC, it's now close to our Gambia trip and although you are not with me physically, I know you will be right beside me Spiritually. How I will cope with being back in the beautiful place we both love so much without you but still carrying on with our plans, I just don't know, but I will be strong because I am taking some of your ashes to remain in the place you loved. My darling, life is just existence but somehow I get through each day as it comes. I keep you forever in my heart, God bless my lovely man, I love you with my heart and Soul, Your Sinny xxx
January 4, 2016
January 4, 2016
Hello my darling, tomorrow I will return home after spending Christmas with our beautiful daughters and son-in-laws. The journey home will not be happy and enjoyable without our chats and laughter and making plans but I know you will be with me guiding and keeping me safe, even when I make a wrong turn, you manage to give me the thoughts how to get through, usually ringing Elizabeth to make sure lol. Anyway my lovely JC, missing you so much words cannot begin to say how I get through, lots of love always xxx
January 2, 2016
January 2, 2016
My darling Johnny, Christmas and New Year have now passed, another 'first' for us all. Life is not life anymore just an existence but some way shape or form, we get through each day as it comes. You are in my heart and my every thought, I love and miss you more than words can ever say. God Bless you my darling, love always xxx
December 28, 2015
December 28, 2015
Dad Christmas just was not the same without you. I missed you so much as did we all the day went by with many tears and I did not want to celebrate as we always have. As long as mum was ok and I looked after her for you that was all that mattered to me. Life is very hard and no Christmas will ever be the same. I hope you had a few drinks with nan and grandad and I know you were looking down on us and saw you balloons go up in the sky sent with so much love. Thank you for singing to me on Christmas I got the song and tears flowed of happy times we shared with that song. Love you so much dad my special man always lots of love always from your Elizabeth X
December 12, 2015
December 12, 2015
Hi Dad just wanted to say I miss you so much wish you were here. Love you darling my special man forever. I know you hate tattoos but I had just one special one for you that's all I have one and it takes pride of place on my arm so I can look at it every day and smile. Love you Dad R.I.P mwuhhh X
December 9, 2015
December 9, 2015
My darling Johnny, eight long months ago today you passed from the sight of our lives, the saying, the lights are okn but there's no- one home, is true of how my life and body feels without you. My lovely JC, I miss you so much words cannot begin to describe, I love my darling God bless you until we can be together again xxx
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April 9
April 9
9 years since your passing and it feels like only a short time since you have been gone. I do not know how that time has flown. We do, and always will remember you fondly for all the reasons that made you - you. You are sadly missed by your family and by us - friends that you made along the way. If only we could see you again and chat for a while...one day, we will all meet again, another time, another place. Keep busy in the meantime, as we know you would not want to be resting too much! Love, always, Michelle, David and family xxx
April 9
April 9
Today, 9th April turns another year to add to our broken hearts.  One year to another never changes our pain, you are and always will be our very special JC. I’d give anything asked of me to spend another day with you. Love and miss you always my darling Johnny, always in my heart xxx
April 9
April 9
9 years ago today we lost you my darling Dad. You are so very much missed. My wonderful dad what a special man you are. My heart still breaks and my tears will never stop. I wish I could have just one more cuddle, one more time hearing your voice. Love you always my darling, my special man x
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May 5, 2015

My dad was the most amazing dad any daughter could wish for he was simply the best in everything and loved me and my sister and my mum unconditionally. We idolised him as he did us. Nothing was ever too much for him he would also be there whenever we needed him. We are so broken but we have the most precious memories to cherish. A true inspiration to everyone and loved by everyone. A very wise man with advice that was always so right. My dad will live on in me and my sister and my darling mum we will look after for you dad. Miss you so much you great gentle man. A true diamond with a massive heart. I love and miss you so much special man. You are a perfect angel looking down and keeping us safe R.I.P lots of love from your Elizabeth x

Johnny

April 28, 2015

Johnny loved his family unconditionally and exstended this to his daughters many friends.  He was caring, gentle, strong and fun to be with.  Recently found his love for The Gambia and especially the Jofi School where he has sponsored a little girl.  It was his intensions to return to do some more work with the school and had already booked to go out there again next February but sadly his sudden passing has changed this so I will do my very best to do it for him.  His tributes from the many shows how well liked and loved he was, it just brims my pride of him to overflowing.  God Bless you my J.C. I miss you more than words can ever say, Love Always Sinny xxx

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