Thinking Of You
To my mommy Judy Gates
To my mommy Judy Gates
The day your mom dies, you will start wondering and questioning things you never imagined you would. Things you couldn't even think about before she died and probably never would have until after you lost her.
Hi mommy,
It's been 3 days since I've heard your voice. I can still hear you, i know your here trying to still comfort me. I hurt so bad mom but I'm going to be ok. You did your job so go walk, run, eat all the sweet you want, (you did that anyways) go be happy and free. Noone deserves it more than you. I love and miss you.
Your babygirl
Mom, I am not okay.
But the next second, I am okay. Why? I am okay because I know your faith has carried you straight up to Heaven. You were so incredibly loved by not only us, but the Lord. I know that He will give me the strength I need to live my life down here without you. I am okay because I know you would want me to be. You always talked about when you were gone, you wouldn't want anyone to be sad. You wanted people to remember the good times and my god, there are many. I am okay because I know that you are watching me. You are by my side. I might not get to see you, but I feel your presents. I know that you won't ever leave me under any circumstances. Whatever I do, or wherever I go, you are there. I still wonder why. I wonder why you had to leave. But my ultimate goal now is to show and tell the world everything you have done and be the daughter you raised me to be. I love you to the moon and back mommy.
Love, your babygirl
This is just a few words from your son Jr that I want you to know that I love you and I will always miss you and you'll always be in my heart and that you was the best mother in the world that anybody could ever have or want and I know that you're in heaven now and I'm so thankful that you're a piece I love you Mom and I'll miss you forever Your son Junior