justin leon tollett was my big brother let me start first by talking bout our childhood lol well it was pretty fun an ruthless if u asked me.where-ever you seen one u seen the other he would always make sure i got to school safe an made sure i listened to my mom bout everything well almost everything......he was a straight A student good kid just very mis-undersood and even now he still is :( as we both became teenages we drifted apart an did our thing but we both if we needed one another we would be there. we fought alot as teens but quickly made up i love an miss my brother deeply even when we fought he gave me some good memories even than lol.... as adult we got closer that man was my best-friend,hero,my protector my everything and on 10/30/21 he was taken from a drunk person that claims that did not kill my brother :( his adult life was not easy what so ever if anything it was alot harder than what others knew bout but he new were i lived new my number an our mothers also he NEW he could come home when ever he wanted to.. he is missed very deeply an he is thought of 24/7 it sucks i got to be typing this instead of hugging u an telling u how much we need to eat a burger both us lol god what i do to hug u one more time i feel so guilty cuz i am the only sibling here that surivived this thing u call life i feel so alone i feel guilty cuz i had so much to say and didnt i wish i could just say i love u one more time an hear u say it back or walk inside an see u sitting on my bed looking outside god i miss you bubba save me a seat up there till i see you again!!!!! love always and forever your lil sister ur babydoll