I don't know what to say. Feels like only yesterday that u left us yet 5yrs have passed and it still as painful for us all. I hope u know how much we all love u uncle Kenny
Miss u so much
Xxx

Well I made it through yesterday with only a couple of public teary moments & without getting plastered yayy go me lol
5yrs it still hurts & still feel so wronged that your not here. I think about u everyday and not just on these special dates but they just highlight how much your missed.
Love you, miss you dad but forever in my heart ❤️❤️❤️ XXX

Hello you, still missing you and think about you lots xxx

These 5 years have gone so quick but I still miss you like it was yesterday, it's been so hard to carry on with things but I have done it for you. I'm sorry I have done things that you won't be proud of but I try to make you proud and I hope I have. I miss you so much it's unbelievable, love you lots Kieranski ❤️❤️❤️

thinking of you,xxx

Hello my darling, can't believe its been five years today, still missing you so much my love. Think about you every single day . Love you xxxxxxxx

Always in my thoughts xxx

Happy Anniversary Ken would have been 41 years today. Kieran turned 15 this weekend can't believe he was only nine when you left us. Missing you so much. Love you always xxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy Birthday uncle ken; we all miss you, its hard for everyone especially at this time of year; so we will all get together this evening to share our thoughts and memories of you; just wish you were to share them with us, love ya loads xxxx

Happy Birthday darling Missing you so much. We are all having a meal tonight to celebrate your birthday and will raise a glass to you just wish you was gonna be there to raise a glass with us. Love You Always
XXXXXX

Happy birthday dad wish I was saying to your face though, I still miss u every day but its harder on days like today.
Hope u was watching down yesterday we've made nearly 400,00 not bad considering the way it was sort of just chucked together really lol.
Well I hope ur enjoying a nice cuppa & a roll up & u will b wiv us in spirit tonight as well as in our hearts always, just proves how much ur missed because yet again u have gotten the whole family together again & I know that's means a lot to u, so tonight we shall raise our glasses to u as u are so greatly missed but as u can see never forgotten.
Well I guess I'd better get if my arse & do something lol, miss & love u so much Es xxxx

another year gone by,remembering you on your birthday,xxx

Another birthday is nearly here only wish you were here to share it with your family. Love and miss you always Lorraine xxx

thinking of you today Ken,xxx

Missing you as much today as the day you left four years ago. Think about you every day and have my little cry most nights before sleep. Love you always and forever my darling xxx

Think of you often, miss you a lot especially our little debates as they could be called. Will never forget you Kenny love always Lorraine xxc

3rd attempt at writing this today, ive been sending loads of hugs n kisses up to u In the stars to wish you a happy ruby wedding anniversary hope u got them, 40 yrs eh not many last that long now. Hope you liked the pendant we got mum I kept to your tradition & gave it to her at midnight although wish you were here to give it yourself. Don't get how ppl say time heals & it gets easier it will b 4yrs in June & its still hard and the tears are still falling think they always will like they are now so im gna go sort myself out. Miss you dad more & more each day forever in my heart, love u Es xxxx

Another year without you at Christmas, another year there's an empty space. Missing you more than ever xxx

Well dad that's another Christmas done hope u & our other angels have shared the day together we do our best down here but its hard, its not & will never be the same. I miss u so much less than tomorrow but more than yesterday, love u always & forever Es xxx

Hi Ken, Been a lot of years since we have seen each other,But that don't matter I have the memories of growing up on the same street, playing silly games as children, climbing up the tree at the top of the road where the old air raid shelter was and building the tree house and falling out off it as well a couple of times, hope you and Brian are having a good laugh and sharing a pint now. Happy Birthday Old Friend.See you one day.

My friend, I caught a good fish the other day ....I miss you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING, MISSING YOU AS ALWAYS.
A BIG BIRTHDAY KISS FROM ME . LOVE YOU XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Happy birthday Ken, time passes but the hurt and sorrow of you leaving us still goes on. We miss you so much !!! No doubt you are watching over us as time moves on for us down here. They say times a healer.... Just not how much time!!!!! So party with the angels and those who have since joined you and light up the stars tonite. Lots of love Mags

Happy birthday Dad hope uncle Johnny & Brian are making the tea all day lol. I'll have an ouzo later in your honour. Miss & love u forever Es xxxx

happy birthday ken ,,sue and chris xxx

Typical me I wrote for you then managed to lose it all. ....... Some things do or change, still scatty as ever!!!
As like most day I've been thinking of you all day today &maybe a little more so. This morning I sat in the garden as the sun came up, having a cup of tea in your honour. I've tried to think of the good times but can't but be sad we can't celebrate today with you.
Scarlotte took your photograph in her bag to school so she had you with her on your birthday, she also took your photo on her 1st day of term (I found it there in the evening, I think she was nervous) I miss you loads & that you have the party of all parties up there. I think I will have myself a Lil snowball complete with cherry, like you used to sneak me and E's at parties. Love you lots & think of you always xxxxxxx

Typical me I wrote for you then managed to lose it all. ....... Some things do or change, still scatty as ever!!!
As like most day I've been thinking of you all day today &maybe a little more so. This morning I sat in the garden as the sun came up, having a cup of tea in your honour. I've tried to think of the good times but can't but be sad we can't celebrate today with you.
Scarlotte took your photograph in her bag to school so she had you with her on your birthday, she also took your photo on her 1st day of term (I found it there in the evening, I think she was nervous) I miss you loads & that you have the party of all parties up there. I think I will have myself a Lil snowball complete with cherry, like you used to sneak me and E's at parties. Love you lots & think of you always xxxxxxx

xxx

Thinking about you constantly this weekend. been having sort out and coming across lots of your things and remembering when they were bought for you. Miss you so much xxxxxx

My friend, I miss you.

Still miss you everyday ken xxx

Thinking of you, Stella &the kids today. Miss you &lots of love xxxxxxx

Happy anniversary ly xxx

Happy anniversary darling xxxxxx

Cant effing believe it wrote again & all deleted ffs!!! Well the long & short of it is Kieransky is now 13, divorce is nt far off Wills is living round the corner nt bad 4 the start of the year. But sadly Ann Henderson has left this world & joined urs :'( I kno u will help her settle in. Still miss you like words cant explain. Will always miss & love u 4ever dad ♥♥♥ dont think the hurt will ever go away not while my still beats anyway xxxx

Well its 2014 but I feel like its still 2011. Still trying to move on Ken but its so hard. I know its supposed to get easier but its taking a long time, its like two steps forward and one step backwards still we have to carry on don't we. Miss you xxxx

I've been scared to write my feelings on here because then I can hide them &pretend to be brave. but even amongst all the madness of xmas shopping my eyes always spotted the little bottles of snowballs &like so many little things it makes me think of you. I had to stop &buy some just so we can have one tomorrow &new year &raise a glass to you. It won't be the same without you showing us a sneaky peek of the bottle with that sweet little wink. "you can just have the one later" just the smell reminds me of those times& makes me smile. Each day there are things that remind me of you, my kids love it when I share my memories of my life &the special part you played in it. But other times I catch my breath &remember your gone. I feel bad showing how much it hurts me as I know Stella, Dean, e's &Kieran must feel it more. 
But I really do hope you feel proud of how in that short time you made the whole family pull together, you'd look around with a smile &that wink &reminded us all what family means &how lucky we are.
Merry Christmas uncle ken xxx

We Just let kieran open one of his presents as its after 12, remember how you always got me to open one of mine when we got back from mum and dads on christmas eve.
Keeping up your tradition. Night darling xxxxxx

Spending our first christmas day at home since you left us Ken. Couldnt do it on our own so thankfully mum,dad,micci,margaret and david are coming. still think there will a void but know they will all be thinking of you as much as we will be. Miss you xxxxxx

We miss him too Stella, and I remember our last xmas dinner at yours in hackney, eventful though it was!!!! think by the time it was starters, there was only me, dean and uncle ken sitting down!
miss him sooooo much x x x mwah x x x 
myself and my boys and my dad his " big bro" will be raising our glasses to an irreplaceable man x x

Robbie Williams singing Mr Bo Jangle and Mac the Knife.
Two songs you used to really like xxxxx

Missing you all day every day love you xxx

Was just thinking of you xxx

we misyou very much all our jokes we love you mary and nick we light acandle for you  xxxxxxxx

Miss you xxx

Hi Ken just been ironing Kierans school shirts, reminds me that i still have your work shirts hanging in the wardrobe.
Would give anything to have a reason to have to iron yours again. Missing You xxxxxxx

As u probably know coz I know your always watching over me that I can't get back to sleep ao here I am, bag of cheese n onion & deal or No Deal (must be fate as u like this to lol) going back to the hse later probably 4 the last time just to finish off!! It's funny the only thing im sad about leaving is the memories had with u but they r not 4gotten just moving on with me & kiwrinski :) xx

Meant "kieranski" lol anyways gonna munch me crisp now & will c u in my dreams x MISS & LOVE u more & more each minute hour day :( ly always xxx

Hay uncle Kenny, have spent the last 2 weeks thinking what I should write!!! not because I was short of things to say, but because I was scared of saying how I feel, and was worried about how other people may judge what I have to say.
But fuck it...........
we both are like marmite, u either like us or u don't!!

sorry apparently my message was too long so ill start again!
we are moody, hard work, and always think were right! but we are also loyal, loving and most of all passionate especially about our family.
I have loads of childhood memories, like making camps at hawthorne with dean till the early hours while you were