Uncle Buck was a huge part of your life from Day ONE! Whether it was giving you a tour of the flowers at Auntie Nancy's house as a toddler, making PB&J at Jigger Johnson, or swimming and having fun at Lake Chocorua... he was there to love you and show you what a good Dad should be. He is with you now and both of you are free from the pain of this life. I know he will be keeping you laughing with his silly stories and conversations. You take care of each other until I get there! This loss is a hard one for me, cause Uncle Buck was always there for me too. It comes near to the pain of losing you, but I am still breathing and living for both of you. I'll catch you both later! XOXO Muwaah! MA (aka Uncle Buck's birthday present) 

It's almost Christmas Eve Kerr. I will be missing having you here with me Abbe and Lil. I was so looking forward to the 4 of us attending the candle light service together. But, I will be ok. I am busy with work and babysitting and meetings so the grief is scattered. I still think of you every minute and some minutes are harder than others. But, I have come to a point where I can remember and smile (still sometimes through tears). I gave the Blue Christmas Service last night at church and though there were only a few of us it helps me get through the pain. Every Christmas story about Jesus and His life reminds me of you. You were such an Angel here on Earth and you never realized it! There are so many of your ways that were exactly as Jesus instructed us to be to eachother. So many people have found a better way because you were in their lives. I find comfort to know you found Jesus before you left this world. So, I will continue baking and listening to all the old Christmas music we always played at this time and finding some Peace in knowing you are truly Home. While I will go on with my life, I will also count the days until I am Home with you.
Merry Christmas Kerri. I Love You Much and Miss You More!! XOXO Muwaah!! MA