As I sat in the hospital bed about to give birth to my son Ke'Shawn Amerio Ivy all I could do was say to myself will I been a good mother I'm only 14 a child myself how do I care for this lil life. The day I took Ke'Shawn home from the hospital and all my family came to see him I knew right then that me and Ke'Shawn was gonna be good because I had some much love and support from all of my family. Even though I had all that support I had to grow up quickly but I did my best and hardest to be a good mother and father to my son. Times were good and times where Hella bad but I made it and took good care of Ke'Shawn. My life had meaning and I had someone that loved me unconditional. Has he grow I grow as well and the bond we had was unbreakable. The day I received the calls that my son my best friend in the whole world was gone my heartbeat skipped a beat then my heart was broken into a million pieces and my soul left my body and there was just emptiness. My life will never be the same because my first true love and best friend is now in heaven watching over me. When I had my son Zie'Tron Ke'Shawn was so excited and he was the greatest big brother and then I had my daughter De'Airra I was so happy I had a daughter and Ke'Shawn was excited to have a sister. It was just the 4 of us against the world and we all grow as they got older the stronger all of our bonds grow. My kids had one parent and that was me. I love all my children the same and our bond is unbreakable even though Ke'Shawn is not here physically our bond will never be broken.